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Gts ... Gts ...
Rey woke up, she glanced at the hour she was wearing, still at two in the morning. Who's in the middle of the night knocking on his bedroom door. Rey got up from her sleep.
Gts ... Gts ...
Keekkk ...
"Sir Rey ..." Adeeva sneered in and hugged Rey in tears.
"What's up, Dek?! Why are you crying, baby?" ask Rey
"Sir .. find Mommy, Sister ... I'm afraid .. "his stuffing is in his brother's arms.
Rey guided her sister to sit on the bed. Tranquilize.
"What's up, honey? Same story with Rey."
"I've had nightmares about Mother, sister. I'm afraid there's nothing with Mother. It was when I called, but it wasn't Mommy picking up the phone. Nince said Mommy was in the next town and ... " Adeeva crying.
"Dan ... What's your mother, Dek?"
"Critical mother, sister."
"Yes... God ... Yes, let's go there. Rey's brother change clothes first, yeah...."
Ten minutes later Rey and Deeva were in the car. They went to the hospital where Mother was treated. The journey is quite far, it takes two hours to get there. Rey parked her vehicle there, they headed to the ER and asked Ruz for whereabouts.
The long hallways of their hospital are traced in search of Ruz's treatment room. That morning the cold scattered its aura on every inch of air that blew.
"Papi," call Rey to her Papi who's coming out of the treatment room.
Junan looked at the two children. Ruz's alarming state made him anxious, and it emanated clearly on his face.
"Mother?" ask Deeva
"Inside," Junan replied as he opened the door for his daughter.
Deeva went straight inside to see Ruz lying helplessly.
"Mother Deeva why, Pi?" rey asked when she saw her Papa sitting in the waiting chair.
"Failure of kidney function makes the condition decrease. The doctor said his healing hopes were very thin" explained Junan lirih.
"Is there no hope anymore, Pi?"
"A few days before Ruz's condition was critical, after being aware of his coma, his condition did not improve. For two years, Ruz suffered. Had Papi met him sooner, it probably wouldn't have been like this."
Junan cupped both his hands to his face, a sense of regret vividly painted from the hue of his face. Rey approached her Papi and gently patted the proud man's shoulder.
"Go inside Rey. Accompany your sister. Poor him. Papi can't watch her cry."
"Yes, God ... Deeva must have been hit hard." Rey woke up and woke up from her seat.
He followed his sister into the treatment room. He saw Ruz lying weakly on the bed, his face pale like there was no blood flow in his body. Deeva sat next to him, her eyes wide open looking at Rey.
"Dek" he said, gently stroking his youngest brother's head.
Ruz glanced at Rey who had just arrived. Ruz's body was so weak and his breathing was one-on-one.
"Deee ..eevva." he said as he tried to grab his daughter's hand.
"Yes, Bun ... "
"Nein. Mutter ist unschuldig's. Deeva, liebe Mother." 2)
"Vergib auch deinem. Er ist ein guter Mann" 3)
The sweet girl was silent. He didn't answer. His eyes looked at the Mother. Ruz looked at the faithful Rey standing behind his youngest sister.
"Rey," call Ruz.
"Yes, Bun .. "the answer.
"Please take care, Deeva."
"Yes, Bun ... Rey must be looking after Deeva. He is also Rey's brother. Mother need not worry," said Rey
Ruz smiled with relief hearing that.
He feels calm if he has to leave his favorite daughter to the two great men, Junan and also his son Rey.
The stage 5 kidney failure he suffered made Ruz submit himself to the angel of death. This is the last stage of chronic kidney disease. This stage indicates that the kidneys are not able to undergo their function properly, which is to filter and remove “lewah” and excess fluid from the blood. In the medical world, stage 5 kidney failure is better known as end stage renal disease (ESRD).
The kidney function of people with ESRD usually does not reach 10 percent of its normal function. That means, the kidneys are barely functioning or even not functioning at all. Before reaching the end stage of kidney failure, chronic kidney disease sufferers will experience a gradual decline in kidney function. The last two years have been painful times for Ruz who finally has to give his life to the angel of death who picks him up.
Each inch of the room became colder than usual, perhaps even colder than Ruzana's body which began to freeze. Adeeva's cry broke out to see the lifeless Mother again. Rey's defense collapsed when she saw her beloved sister crying. Unheartened to see the grief, finally he understood why his Papi could not see, Deeva cried. Where there is a man who will not melt his heart to see the woman he loves crying. And for the second time Junan lost again the women he loved, Laura and also Ruzana.
Rey hugged Deeva in her arms. Gives strength to sibungsu.
"Prophey darling. Rey is here with you" he said
Out there Junan could hear clearly what was happening in the room. His hands clenched and hit the wall in front of him. He leaned his head against the padlock, his eyes welled up. He could no longer cover up the sadness of his heart. It broke his heart to see the woman he loved fighting alone.
"I'm sorry, Ruz .... Forgive Me ... "
Those words that were repeated from her trembling lips suppressed that sadness in her heart. Regrets repeatedly poked in his heart. Ruzana Alnaya Ibram, returned to the arms of his Creator.
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Ruz's last message, he asked to be buried in his mother's hometown. The motorcade drove Ruz's departure to his final resting place. Deeva just sat quietly in the middle of the car, Rey several times glanced at him from the rearview mirror of his car. The sad face of the young woman was wrapped in a throb. So serene.
Even when Mother's body was inserted into a burrow, Deeva's eyes only drained two lines of tributaries on her cheeks. His smile was still on his face.
"Auf Wiedersehen, Mother. Gott liebt Mother. Er wird seine Mother im Himmel umarmen. Deeva liebe Mommy" he said in his heart.
He turned his head one last time to the mound of earth full of flowers, his steps away from the cemetery. Rey faithfully hugged her sister and Deeva leaned her head on Rey.
There is a little jealousy in the heart of Junan seeing the closeness of Rey and her sister, jealousy wrapped in the longing of a father who really wants to hug his biological daughter. Very eager to see the indulgence of his little girl to him. But Junan does not want to impose his will, Deeva is still not ready to accept him as his biological father.
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Translations
1) "I'm sorry, dear," said Ruz
2) "No. Mother is innocent. Deeva dear Mother."
3) "I'm sorry about your father too. He's a good man."
4) "Goodbye, Mother. God loves Mother. He will embrace Mother in heaven. Deeva dear Mother," he said in his heart.
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