LATHIS

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“What the fuck, anyway? Men don't know manners. See the girl fall instead of being helped even in the ketawain,” grumbled Fyla along the way to her class.

“Awas anyway if I see you again, I'm mocked. Ish, it's sprain. Why did I meet that jail boy, anyway?” confused Fyla.

Along the way, Fyla continued to curse and grumble because of her frustration with Arka. Really for whatever sake, only this time he felt very upset with someone during his life. Usually he is too indifferent to the circumstances to assume all ordinary things.

However, this time he could be provoked by emotions just because of the speech of a man named Arka. There was something really strange about him. He does not usually respond to people's speech. Never respond, to greet people or classmates he never did.

If you think there is a point in the man's words. He was too indifferent, picky and seemed arrogant. But what does it matter? After all, he ate not from their rice, he snacked also from his own money and he breathed also does not harm people. That is one of the principles he has held so far.

“Ih, why did I think of the rancid man earlier. Not very useful, make the burden of life added aja,” sneer Fyla while hitting her head slowly so as not to continue to think about Arka's speech.

“Hey, why was his head hit so hard?” ask someone who suddenly held her hand from behind.

Fyla turned to the source of the voice, instantly her face turned pias. His originally unkind heart, became even more unkind when he saw that person's face.

“Apaan, anyway? Kepo really so people,” ketus Fyla and walk away from the guy.

“Eh, Fyl? Lu why, anyway? How angry do you keep going at me? I'm sorry for the problem at that time,” asked the person because he felt uncomfortable with the attitude of Fyla who seemed to stay away from him.

“Lu is still? Can't be self-conscious?” ask Fyla fiercely. It seems like his emotions are getting more and more provoked at the moment.

“Jelasin to me. Don't be like these kids, we're big, Fyl. Your fox nature,” said the person, who managed to arouse the emotions of Fyla who had previously been provoked.

“How are the children? You're senile? The amnesia? or what? It was as if I was destroying my efforts and saying sorry. Is it with an apology that you said can make it all back again?” fyla with passionate emotions, as evidenced by her face that reddened with the increasing intonation she used.

“OK, I was wrong. What do I have to do so that you can forgive me?" ask the person who seems to want to make amends.

“Gue don't know. Think for yourself. Even if you're behind everything you've destroyed, I don't think it's important. My wish is dead, along with your rejection and destruction. So, now it's up. I don't care, and from now on I'm not part of that world anymore,” replied Fyla in a soft tone at the end of her sentence. After all, he actually felt it was hard to leave that world. The world that he had been dreaming of since childhood.

“Ngak. No way, you can't back off or get out. You have to be in that world. That's your dream, Fyl. You didn't forget, did you?” asked the man while clasping Fyla's hand, but was immediately violently knocked down by Fyla.

“Gue know, I want and I realize. But I can't. You have ruined everything. Let alone to remain in that world, look at the place I am fed up with. How can I go in and play the tool?” ask cynical Fyla. His heart was broken, but Fyla could still be cynical even though her eyes were already glazed from earlier.

“Fyl, I know I was wrong. Let me boil it all. Give me a second chance, Fyl. Allah is very forgiving, why are you not?” ask the guy.

“Gue can't yet, Def. Everything you do is still in my heart. I know, there's more good you're doing to me than bad. But that's what I didn't expect and felt so hurt. It is not that kindness a thousandfold cannot be seen with just one mistake. But, I can't believe that it's you who's doing it. I feel sick, Def when the person I trust the most turns out to be the culprit.” Enough was enough, Fyla was no longer strong enough to hold back her tears, she spilled everything in front of Deffa at this time.

“Gue understands. Please, give me one chance. I will not waste that opportunity. I promise,” Deffa said firmly while removing the tears that flowed down Fyla's cheeks.

“Gue can't answer, sorry.” Fyla immediately ran away from Deffa. Her tiny legs led her towards the beautiful back garden of the school and were very crowded at recess. He cried as much as there with his body sitting on the grass in a place that became his favorite because of the beautiful flower decorations.

There's no one there, because it's entering class hours. Fyla could cry all over there. His brain rewired every event he had ever passed with Deffa in that world. From the beginning, everything felt so beautiful. Those who had just known each other looked embarrassed.

Fyla ignored Deffa's prohibition until finally, everything she had designed in such a way was simply destroyed by Deffa. His heart broke along with the destruction of that thing. Things that become his favorite and become his top priority.

His heart ached again as his memories twisted the old memories he once shared with Deffa. One year ago, he felt very happy after getting to know Deffa. However, he forgot the fact that where there is happiness there must be a partner, namely sadness. He felt that sadness at the end of 10th grade.

Shame is nothing to him. It's just that his effort, training, hard work and favorite things are too valuable for him to trivialize. He was really angry at that time, until he was really lazy to just look at Deffa's face.

“Why, Def? Why did you ruin everything. That thing, my efforts, my hard work and my heart,” watered Fyla with tears that kept flooding her cheeks.

“Gue thinks you're the one who really wants to support me. But, it turns out the same as everyone else,” muttered Fyla with eyes that stared intently towards the front.

“Gue don't know if you can forgive or not. But, for sure I'm still disappointed in you, Def. I don't know until when this disappointment ends, because every time I remember it my heart always hurts.” Fyla wiped her tears violently and stood up from her seat. He took his foot to go back to class.

“Okay, why can't I realize that I've entered, anyway? Missed the lesson, right. Overall, ih.” Fyla continued to grumble along the road to her class.

When he got to the front of the class, he knocked on the closed door and he was sure that there was already a teacher teaching in the classroom. The door opened and revealed the face of a middle-aged woman who looked very friendly.

“Assalamu'alaikum, Mom. Sorry, late.”

“Waalaikumsalam. Ah, yes. Where have you been?” ask the teacher softly.

“So there was a little problem, Mom. But, now that it was done, Fyla's bright” was accompanied with a faint smile on her face.

“Yes already, you can enter,” said the teacher.

“Eh? Punishment, Mom. After I run the punishment, then I will go in and follow the lesson,” chirped Fyla by staring at the teacher's bead eyes.

“Lho? I have no intention of your law. But if you ask for it. I will come to my room after school. Your punishment waits there,” replied the teacher with a soothing smile.

“Good. Thank you, Ms. Ani.”

“Sama-sama. Yes already, please sit.”

Fyla walked leisurely towards her seat. While Bu Ani looked amazed at Fyla's tiny back.

'That girl was so kind. He realized his mistake and without hesitation asked for his punishment. Though his teacher did not want to punish and did not dispute the delay. What a very responsible girl,” Inner Bu Ani.

The learning resumed after Fyla had sat comfortably on her lap.

Yuhu. I'll update every day, I guess. Criticism, suggestions and support my story, yah😚