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[POV Ricky] Withholding Anger

Seeing the painful sight before my eyes, I unceremoniously pulled Sarah's hand away from the place, no matter what Martin's cry was calling Sarah.

I passed through the crowd of her friends who looked in surprise at us, Sarah trying to escape from the clutches of my hands, but of course my strength was stronger than her.

After opening the car door, I threw his body in the car seat, then I drove my car at high speed.

Sarah was terrified to see my expression of anger, even I was almost like a racer speeding away, in overflowing emotions.

"Ricky..hear my explanation first..don't be like this..." Whimpering.

"Shut up! Cheesy woman.I regret that I drove you to that place!!" My atonement.

"Ricky.hear me first...Martin's..."

"Shut up!! I don't want to hear any more explanations.it's been proven that you're playing behind my back...! You traitor...!!"

Anger overflows over my heart and mind, until the car we were riding in reached home.

"Papaa....."

Seeing me go home, Kezia ran up to me and hugged my leg straight away, I carried her with my left hand, while my right hand still pulled Sarah's.

After we got to the room, I threw her body into the bed, Sarah seemed to cry as hard as she could. Kezia also looked frightened.

I was about to slap Sarah, but my hand was stuck in the air, looking at Kezia's sinless face, what would she see me slap her mother in front of her eyes? It would cause trauma to his heart.

"Ricky.forgive me..." Isaac Sarah.

"If it wasn't for Kezia..I'd slapped you earlier.Why did you betray me so much? Am I paying less attention to you? Answer!!" My atonement.

"Ricky.I'm sorry.I.m.I..."

"From now on I will sleep with Kezia.until you really change.if not for Kezia.Maybe I have divorced you!" My cetus came straight out of the room holding Kezia.

Kezia cried seeing me so angry, I immediately hugged her tiny body.

"Papa..why even mommy?" Ask Kezia.

"Papa only educated Mama so that Mama would be a good mother for Kezia...Kezia, don't be sad. Papa's here for Kezia..." I tried to calm him down.

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Since that incident, my attitude has turned cold on Sarah, for some reason I feel Sarah never really loved me.

We separated the bed for a few months, but I kept watching and taking care of her during her pregnancy, I accompanied her to a doctor's appointment, gave her enough nutrition, even treated her almost like a queen, she said, do nothing, just rest and eat.

Until the age of almost 9 months, when Kezia will also start Kindergarten A school, my mind is divided, in addition to supervising projects and office work. I also have to take Kezia to school, she doesn't want to go to school if I don't drive her.

That morning Sarah screamed from the room, apparently the waters of the establishment had broken and flowed profusely through the sidelines of her feet. I panicked, I took her to the hospital, and Kezia was forced to leave her baby sitter.

For the second time she was operated on to get her baby out, a handsome baby boy, and I named my baby Fernando Putra Gunadi.

"Now Kezia already has a sister.sister Nando his name.later you guys love each other yes..." I whispered to Kezia when I saw Nando in the glass box at the hospital.

After several days of hospital treatment, Sarah and Nando were allowed to return home.

"Ricky.thank you..." Sarah said as I brought her home from the hospital to my house.

Nando grew up to be a healthy and strong child, our little family slowly began to recover, I began to open up again to Sarah, and tried to forget the past.

"Sarah.kids have started to grow up.I want to take you for a walk..for a long time we did not go on vacation..." Take me to Sarah.

"Horeee...." My kids look enthusiastic.

While Sarah seemed to dislike the moment, again, all I did was for the sake of the children, yes.

"I don't want to. I just want to be home..." Sarah refused my invitation.

"When you don't want to come.look at them.they are very enthusiastic.they will be sad if the holidays are off..." My Kilah.

"Who says cancel.you can go three.I'm lazy to walk..." Sergei Sarah.

"Hmm...alright..."

Finally I took Kezia and Nando for a walk to Ancol, deliberately looking for a close one so that a day could go home, I also did not believe Sarah anymore since the incident at that time, it could be when I don't have him making another deal with his ex.

My children were so happy and excited to play on the rides that they thought was so fun, I kept my eyes on them, suddenly my phone rang, it turned out to be a phone call from the head of the project who was informing me of the problems in the field, I was so serious that I forgot to watch over my children.

Suddenly Kezia approached me crying.

"Papa...Nando fell down the stairs.his head was bleeding..huuuu..."

I was shocked and spontaneously pulled Kezia's hand, people were already swarming, Nando was lying with his head covered in blood.

Without waiting I immediately carried Nando and took him to the nearest hospital. Some mothers sounded whispered.

"That's how her father takes care of two children.Where is her mother.I want to be her Mama...." I just stare dislike at people who like to gossip.

Arriving at the hospital, the doctor said that Nando needed a blood transfusion, I was really shocked, I told Sarah, Sarah panicked and immediately followed us to the hospital.

I was the first to donate my blood to Nando, but it turned out that my blood and Nando didn't match, I persuaded Sarah to donate her blood, Nando was in a critical state.

But I was very surprised when the doctor said Sarah's blood did not match, then Nando whose child?

"Tell me....Nando's not my son, is he??!" I screamed at the hospital, I don't care about people looking at me weird.

"Ricky sorry.sorry...Nando is not your son.he is Martin's son.sorry.you can punish me now!!" Sarah was full of emotion.

"Bad you! You really are a cheap woman.wait, I will divorce you!!" My cetus ran for the blood I needed, but my efforts were in vain, the blood Nando needed was completely empty.

"Sarah.I beg you to call Martin here.Deliver his blood to Nando!" My love for Sarah.

"No....Martin's not in Jakarta anymore.he's gone..." Sarah said. I'm directly emotional.

"You are absolutely savage..Animal knows how to love a child!!"

With all my strength, I went to the PMI office, fortunately there was blood available that Nando needed.

"Nando....Papa's got blood for Nando.. Hang on..." My whisper in my heart.

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