
...Not the intention to invite lara for giving up on hope, but sometimes we have to learn to give up something to get something ~ Umbrella...
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Currently, the cafeteria High School is full of students who want to finish their hunger and thirst. So did Rainald, Sergio, Laskar, Darren and Bara.
"Rain, Lo don't forget the same bet we were malem". Said Laskar laughing out loud, remembering how the Nasip Rain who will be dating the person he hates.
Darren just shook his head, in contrast to Sergio and Bara who had prepared a song for something romantic later.
Rain never imagined that he would make Bella his girlfriend. Just imagining it made her shudder in horror.
"Crazy Chia our underclassmen are getting more and more nervous aja coy"..
"The Mona's body is a very Spanish guitar". Bara and Gio said the words
"Eh Chia.. It's getting pretty!". Temptation Bara.
Sontak Laskar looked disgustedly at Bara who was going crazy.
"Yes Brother Bara is also getting saucy hehe". Said Chia with a red tinge on her cheek.
"Aggressive madness also turns out." Inner Bara. Bara is more interested in calm women and certainly not aggressive. But there is no harm in playing his inner game.
"Ck, I'm amused to see Lo". said Darren could not bear to see the magical behavior of his friend.
Shortly thereafter, as usual Umbrella and Shireen sit among a mob of most wanted with Bella clinging to Rain. No one dared to do that except Bella and Shireen of course.
Bella starts picking up the salad Rain ate. Rain just stared intently at Bella who was looking funny.
Laskar also began to code Rain which of course was ignored by Rain.
Shortly afterwards, a confused Naina looks for a chair to eat her provisions. Rain who saw it gave the code to Naina so that she approached. All those things did not escape Bella's sight, Bella could only give her sharp gaze to Naina.
"Lo sit here next to me". Rain bargained to Naina softly, very different when talking to Bella.
This caused envy in Bella. Seeing Rain smile towards Naina makes her think that Rain really loves Naina.
Naina also glanced at Bella "Eh don't Rain I just go back to class". His words are a little bad.
"Ck. I'm sitting down, I don't accept rejection". Rain sits in a fire by Bella and Naina.
Bella, who is already very upset to lose her appetite, can't wait to grab Naina's hair because she dare to sit next to Rain! But he wasn't that stupid to do it in front of Rain.
To be honest he does not want to be evil and selfish like this, but there are always those who provoke him to act evil.
"Bel, you don't papa? How to dream? Not eating?" Shireen was worried.
Bella who was aware of her daydream was smiling, she was still sick thinking about the possibility that happened.
"Em, Shireen. I have no appetite, Lo if you want to eat gapapa eat I want to go to class, my head is dizzy about it".
Rain who heard that immediately looked towards bella.
"Lo's sick?" Ask her.
Bella shook her head. "gue gapapa, I go first". said Bella can no longer hold tightness in her chest. Soon his defense will fall.
Rain looked strangely at Bella. She doesn't usually let Rain sit together with Naina. He wasn't even angry, he just left.
I don't know why Rain feels irritated. But he dismissed his bad thoughts.
Bella ran to the UKS, she didn't go to class. He went to the UKS to calm himself down, maybe he will be allowed not to follow the next lesson hours.
He kept thinking about what he was going to do in the future.
Bella lay on her UKS bed, laughing about the thing that bothered her mind. He began to shed his tears and enjoy every pain. That's what he always does to calm himself down. He kept breathing in order to reduce his pain, the shadow of the past when his mother died and his father who left began to burst into his chest, This is the pain of his battery.
"Rain, as long as you know that before your presence, my life was very dark". Wiry
"gue found no reason to survive". Bella took a slow breath.
"in a world as vast as this, no one cares about me. Until I finally put my heart to Lo, I feel I have the spirit of life again, I feel, although Lo never considered me but I was still happy to be able to disturb Lo, ordinary smile wiggly Lo, as easy as that Lo make my gloomy day colored".
"But right now, I'm really tired, I also realize that what I've been doing all this time is really selfish, if you're happy Lo is naina, I'll relax Lo for him".
"Every minute my expectations continue to grow, and every minute I feel disappointed".
"Gue emg evil Rain, but that does not mean the evil side in me has hurt the person I love".
Bella continues to pour out her own heart. He wept over his fate at this moment, Why is the world so cruel.
mommy who always fills the day I take the same god, papa the person I most expect to choose another woman compared to her own child. Now Rain, even the person he loved could not reach him.
I just want to respect myself a little, my heart needs healing too, right? His words slowly held tightness in his chest.