LARA (PURSUING HER LOVE)
17.LARA
......
After school Rain took the time to see Bella who reportedly recovered. Rain could only watch from afar when he saw Bella who had been allowed to go home. He keeps an eye on Bella and hopes to see Bella's smile even from a distance. But the result was nothing, I don't know what was on the girl's mind.
He sees Bella's father leading his daughter into the house, she smiles, he can't be as free as first hug Bella, see a red tinge on Bella's cheeks, see her adorable behavior. All he could see right now was a wounded look from Bella. Even so, he was happy to see Bella in good condition.
Rain drives his car out of Bella's house.
🌼🌼🌼
Bella was able to go home today, she felt ordinary, no happiness emanated in her eyes. Doctors also say that Bella must routinely perform cognitive behavior therapy, which is a therapy that aims to help people release negative thoughts and feelings and replace them with positive feelings.
He saw his father and stepmother picking him up. Although it feels foreign, Slowly he can already accept their presence.
Bella stepped foot in the house she used to live alone, Maybe starting today the house will feel more crowded than ever.
He saw a little boy who thought he was two years old running towards Aunt Nita.
"Honey, know him your sister, his name is ziu Anggara Gultom". Nita's smile to Bella.
Bella just showed her a smile. I feel tired of feeling stale. Ziu looked at Bella who looked foreign in his eyes, He hid himself behind Nita, It made Nita smile.
"Bella go to the room first Dad, Auntie". Pamit Bella who was taken by them.
Bella stood on the balcony of her room with mixed feelings. On the one hand he felt a little comforted to see the state of his house that was not too quiet as usual, but on the other hand it was his who became quiet. He recalls Rain saying that he had to have a relationship with Bella.
If you think it is true if Bella never tired of chasing Rain. But he never wanted if Rain received his presence by force let alone a bet. It felt different, he felt like in the banter, he felt like he was being played with.
"Then what does Rain say that he will not die, right? That joke is great". Bella miris's laughter
"Did he also laugh at my stupidity when I said that he was the reason I stayed in this world?"
Bella hugged her knees. His heart pinched in light of the events that destroyed his inner being.
I hate you Rain!! I really hate you!! The cry of Bella.
🌼🌼🌼
This morning Bella was able to go to school as usual, she had missed too many subjects. Not feeling 2 weeks away he will take the National Examination.
If others say that the High School period is the most beautiful period, then in contrast to Bella who feels the High School period is the worst period.
If Bella usually has breakfast alone, then she currently has breakfast with her family. Ziu looked strangely at bella.
Bella lowered her head and looked at Ziu. "What's hm?" Bella's smile.
"Beautiful". Said Ziu who made Bella a little chuckle, it also made Gultom and Nita smile happily, finally Bella smiled again. Today is not so bad inner Bella.
With a bandage still attached to her head, Bella walks down the school corridor. He crossed paths with Rain and his comrades, No one opened their voices.
Bella kept walking with a blank look. He acted as if he never knew them.
While Rain stiffened at Bella, after a long time he saw Bella back. There is a sense of happiness but sadness is more dominating when you see Bella who does not think that she exists at all.
"Come".
Unexpectedly, Bella stopped and faced Rain.
'Lo call me?" Ask Bella flat.
Rain nodded his head and smiled. If the rain smile used to be happiness for bella, then unlike today, the smile means nothing.
"How are you?" Rain asked smiling. He is not unusual with Bella's cold attitude like this, he wants to see her cheerful Bella, her Bella who is always clinging to her arms and her cute Bella.
"Lo call me just want me to hear? Waste my time Lo!" Angry Bella.
Darren and the others were astonished by Bella's cold demeanor.
Rain tried to smile to cover his wound.
"I want to know the state of Lo Bel". Sad Rain
"bad". Bella said with emphasis, it felt claustrophobic to see such Rain. Shouldn't Rain be happy to be free of Bella? Why is he hurt. Inner Bella's sick
Rain could only see Bella's back drifting away.
Am I greedy when you hope to return to me when I have incised a wound in your heart?
Am I greedy when I hope that your heart is still for me? Inner rain tight
Darren and the others pat Rain on the shoulder. "Gue believes that Bella must still love Lo Rain, only now the fire of anger is burning out her love. You just need to prove that Lo is really sincere with him". Darren.
Rain just smiled wryly, this is all my stupidity. Her words are miris.
The second lesson is finished, the students are given a break of 30 minutes.
"Bel, come to the cafeteria, you have to eat a lot to get cured". Shireen's Advice.
If you think, Bella still has a very loyal Shireen to be her best friend.
Bella looked at Shireen with an indecipherable look.
'Lo why the bell?"
Bella hugs Shireen while fighting back.
"Why God did not let me die just ren, the cave in this world really feels alone. Everyone looks foreign, I don't think anyone is really sincere with me, I'm too afraid to believe anything. I'm afraid ren hiks.. I have to ren, how should I torch?" Bella's cry in Shireen's arms.
Shireen shed tears seeing her fierce Bella, who cheerfully turned into a fragile girl figure. "Lo still got me the bell, Lo should hang on at least for my sake".
"Lo inget I was just a bully because my father was a corruptor? But Lo Dateng as my protector. You'll hurt me if you give up the bell". Sad Shireen
Bella wiped her tears and smiled towards Shireen. "Thank you because you were in my hardest time". Bella's Smile
"Ck, it's crying. I'm lager tauk!" Shireen hides her tears.
Bella smiled at her best friend.
"Come to the canteen". Take Bella.
Bella and Shireen eat quietly, but suddenly Darren, Gio, Bara and Laskar appear at the same table. Bella who looks annoyed at the calm by Shireen.
"Bel, I belom the same story Lo if I'm the same laskar already so?" Bella looked confusedly at Shireen, but she chose not to ask further.
Soon after Rain arrives, he hesitates to sit at the same table as Bella. Sure enough, when Rain sat down Bella immediately stood up and wanted to leave. It made Rain stand up and say
"Bel, you just sit down and let me move". Said Rain who immediately broke away and sat alone across Bella's desk.
Hurting Rain was like hurting himself. But he dismissed the feeling, if Rain could hurt his heart, why not with Bella?
Bella returns to her class with mixed feelings. Unknowingly someone bumped into her from behind.
It makes bella fall, he looks up to see who did it, it turns out Naina who did it. she looks towards naina who feels innocent at all.
Bella felt too lazy to argue.
"Where does Bel taste in measles, right?" Tanya Naina laughed cynically
"Dare to be like me!! Bella clutches Naina's jaw and pushes her slightly, but Naina falls down.
Bella is surprised to see Naina crying, but her urge is not too strong.
"Squeaky". Inner bella.
Bella did not care if Rain would misunderstand, she chose to leave the place.
But a grip on her hand made Bella stop her steps.
"You don't papa, do you?" Rain asked which made Bella squint confused.
"Don't be so smart about you! Why would you care about a little girl who can't like Naina?" Cynic Bella's smile.
"Lo should have helped Naina pride Lo who I've been tormenting just now". Said Bella died Rain who bowed sadly.
Rain recalled the time when Rain compared Bella to Naina.
Rain goes to her class without caring about Naina who falls. That made Naina upset.
🌼🌼🌼
