
It's been three hours since Bella sat in front of the operating room with a blank look.
"Bell's.. You haven't eaten yet, have you? I'm sure Sean and Rain realize they won't like it when you don't eat". Shireen.
While Bella just kept silent not saying a word, she did not cry nor smile. He felt so broken that even tears were not enough to show how broken he was right now.
"Where would you know if I was kidnapped?". Ask Bella to Shireen.
The flashback
Tonight Shireen has a promise to stay at Bella's house, but what she sees is a group of people who can be seen carrying women into the car. Shireen is surprised to see Naina carrying Bella in such a way, the woman in the bin is Bella.
Shireen follows the pace of Naina's car, but she loses track. It was so frustrating that he decided to ask Rain for help.
Rain who heard that Bella was kidnapped by Naina felt very worried. He and Shireen try to track down Bella's phone which fortunately Bella always activates GPS.
Rain decides to find Bella while Shireen calls the police.
Rain found an old warehouse in the middle of the forest. How does Naina know of a place like this? His inner.
But Sean's whereabouts make it all clear, they've been conspiring. Rain felt stupid for not finding out information about who the dangerous man was.
Not wanting to wait long, Rain decided to settle the precipitate into the warehouse.
Bugs!
A block of wood hit Rain to make his head bleed quite a lot. Rain feels that he will soon lose consciousness, but he must save Bella at this time. With a few attacks Rain managed to take down some of Sean and Naina's men.
Until that event finally happened.
Flashback.
Bella who hears Shireen's story begins to embrace her seeking tranquility, a fear of loss dominating within her.
Before long a middle-aged man and woman that Bella guessed was both Rain's parents came. They approached Rain's room with tears.
"Sorry Mamah Rain, this is all mamah, should not mamah support your matchmaking with that brash child". The middle-aged woman's cry.
"You're friends of Rain's?" Ask Abraham to Bella And Shireen.
"Yes om". Answer Shireen.
"Thank you for helping my son". Lirih.
Shireen just nodded his head. Unlike Bella who looks at her mother Rain.
Bella approached the middle-aged woman and gave a hug. The first meeting for Bella and Mammalisa, but managed to make them comfortable with each other. They equally channel his grief.
"I will not make Aunt to be patient and sincere because of her position I am also difficult to be patient". Bella Lirih.
Mammalisa's getting her arms tightened. He could not say anything, to ask who the person who was currently hugging him was not able to.
The door to Sean's room next to Rain's operating room opened.
Bella suddenly took off her delicate embrace with mamalisa and approached the doctor.
"How's Sean Doc doing? All right, right?" Bella asked worriedly.
The doctor showed a look of sadness.
"We tried our best, but God loved him more".
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Bella feels her heartbeat is weakening, her life is like being pulled by force at this time.
"Keo!!!" Hysterical Bella runs to Sean's body.
"You can't stay with me Sean don't boleehh!!!" Bella's crying broke.
"You promised me that you would never break me again, but why would you deny it!! Why!!" Bella Screams.
"Open your eyes Sean! It's me Bella!!I don't like you making me like this !!" Bella Screams.
Bella hits Sean's chest "Wake Sean up! This is not funny!!" Bella's screams are frustrating. Bella feels so claustrophobic.
Shireen, who saw Bella, cried sadly.
"Bell. Sean is calm there, he will be sad to see Lo like this". Shireen advised.
Bella hugs Sean's body and kisses him on the cheek. "You're hiks. You have Sean, you have heart!!_ Bella's cry that made Shireen, Mamalisa and Abraham who saw Bella to be sad.
"Darling you have to be strong". The mamalisa's speech calms Bella.
Bella hugs Mamelisa to find peace. Finally, Bella fainted in the arms of Mamalisa.
"Bella!!" Shouted Shireen in surprise.
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Bella blinked her eyes, the smell of medicine gushing into her nose. He remembered what happened so he lay in the hospital.
As Bella recalled Rain and Sean, her heart ached again.
"Hikss..why did all this have to happen". Crying Bella
Before long the door of the room opened, bella saw Gultom and Nita coming.
"Dad hikss... Sean yaahh's".. Crying Bella.
"You're patient, baby, Sean is calm there, I've taken care of all the funerals". Gultom said calmly.
Bella was still crying. "How's Rain?" Ask Bella.
Gultom and Nita did not answer at all making Bella run limped to head to Rain's room.
"the bullet that went into the patient's body deep enough and also the scars on his head were also so severe that the patient fell into a coma, and the possibility of his life is only a few percent".
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Bella who heard Abraham's conversation and the doctor immediately stiffened. His legs were limp for a moment, his tears were flowing again.
Mammalisa who saw Bella had cried hugging her knee also approached Bella.
"You want to see Rain?". Mammalisa asked who was still wiping away her tears, hearing her son in a dying state made her heart so broken.
Bella nodded her head.
"Come here". said mamalisa.
"Rain can already be looked at at this time. Let's just pray that he can get through his coma". Mamalisa is sad.
Bella Langusung enters Rain's room.
Bella's legs limp at Rain's condition like that.
"Rain". said Bella holding Rain's hand.
"It's me Bella, you've been sleeping for a long time". Bella began to hug Rain.
"Rain you're angry with me, why don't you build a torch"..
Bella breathes rough. He only cried while hugging Rain's body which was filled with many medical devices.
Shortly thereafter the door of the room opened making Bella lead her gaze. Bella increasingly let out her tears when she saw Darren who had been standing stiff.
Bella looks at Darren with a wounded look as if she is complaining that she is not okay. Darren who understood meekly hugged Bella tightly.
"Rain must be strong mbell". Darren.
"He won't leave me like Sean did". Crying Bella.
"Std.. Lo must believe if Rain will certainly be good, Do not cry continuously, Kasian Rain must be sad to squirm Lo cry".
"Lo inget not if Rain ever asked Lo to be happy?" Darren remembers.
What happens is that Bella's crying becomes more and more because of her memories with Rain.
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"The condition of the patient is getting worse, At this time we can only pray that the patient will recover quickly". The doctor's words made mamalisa and Abraham shed his tears, they would not be ready if they had to lose their beloved son.
"I recommend taking patients to Japan to get maximum care". Advice from the doctor again.
"But, wouldn't it be dangerous if Rain was taken on a long journey?" Ask Abraham.
"Of course not, sir, we just pray that the path we take is right". The doctor was calming.
"Do whatever is best". Abraham.
"Well, we don't have much time". Said the doctor.
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Rain had been unconscious for two weeks, and Bella visited Rain every day.
Bella opens the door to Rain's Room but Nil, Rain is missing. Bella sees the mist.
"Sus, where are the patients in this room?" Bella asked one of the sisters who passed her.
"Oh, the patient was taken to Japan a few hours ago".
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Why didn't anyone tell him? Is Bella not important enough? Inner Bella miris.
What is more disturbing his mind again at this time is, is Rain's condition getting worse so it must be moved? And how can Bella accompany Rain?
Bad thoughts kept coming into Bella's mind, her tears from the moment they broke.
Bella came home with a shunt. He felt he had no spirit anymore. Is Rain going to leave her? Inner Bella's sick.
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Day after day Bella went through without enthusiasm, Bella still often visited Rumah Rain several months ago just to determine whether Rain had come home or not, whether Rain had healed or not.
Abraham and his family just disappeared.
Bella stepped her feet into the living room.
"Wake up, baby?" Ask Nita to Bella.
"Udah Tan". Bella.
"Ziuu. Don't bother dear sister Bella, sit here". Nita said when she saw Ziu who was trying to get Bella's attention.
"Grandpa Aunty". Said Bella mediates, honestly Bella is anxious to see the cheeks of ziu who is like mochi.
Bella laughs at Ziu who is acting silly. Bella felt that when she got up, she could not continue to fall, she was sure Rain would soon recover. Bella convinced herself.
"Bella get out first Auntie". Said Bella who was nodded by Nita.
Bella walks into a crowded city park while carrying her beloved Diary, a diary that bears witness to the silent journey of her life, a diary that bears witness to her life's wounds and happiness.
Bella sits under a shady tree while inhaling deeply in the morning air that has not been polluted, Bella smiles in silence.
The diary sheet that had been slightly yellowed Bella opened slowly as if the paper would be destroyed if she opened it violently.
Bella started writing on those little sheets of paper.
diary
Some people say that longing is beautiful, but do you know? You and I are like the wind. I couldn't see it, but I felt the warmth and the anxiety. Painful right?
Ah.. It's so dear to me that this pain and my longing is you're the only antidote.
Can't you just finish this miss right away?
Bella closed her diary with her small cry. He lived his miserable life.
"Lo ugly if you cry". The voice of someone managed to stop Bella's cry, she hurriedly wiped her tears.
"Darren?" Bella was surprised.
"Lo knapa can be here?" Ask her.
"It's a public place, let's say Lo doang can come here". Darren Dumel.
Darren takes a seat next to Bella.
"Mbell, there's a price to pay for every happiness. Never complain, just think of this as a payment for your happiness in the future". Darren.
Bella who was beginning to feel interested looked towards Darren.
"Kalo Lo does not feel the pain of his loss, maybe you can never be grateful for a presence".
"Kalo Lo never get rid of the pain of life, Lo also will not be able to be grateful for a happiness".
"Never think of Lo alone, don't think of Lo as the most hurt".
"Mir.. You have to look down, there are still many people who suffer more than our lives".
"Whatever Lo rasain is at the moment You should be grateful".
"Lo must be grateful for the pain that Lo experienced because the pain that will help Lo become more mature, the pain that will make Lo appreciate something more".
"Lo will never know what it's like to get up if you never fall, right?". Said Rain trying to open Bella's mind.
"But it's too much for me Darren hikss.
"Sstt. don't cry".
"Lo thought Rain would squirm Lo crying over him all the time? You have to start over Lo's life".
Bella nodded her head, what Darren said was true.
"It's okay don't be at Pendem's own bell, Lo's got family, Lo's got me bell. You can tell any story and any time". Darren.
Bella felt that little by little her burden began to lift. It turns out that telling someone about our problems would be better than harboring yourself.
"Wait here". Darren's words that make Bella confused.
Darren goes to buy an ice cream cup and hands it to Bella.
Bella smiled happily accepting her. "Tumben Lo is good? There's gotta be a want". Bella Ledek.
Darren just shook his head, Bella who sucks starts coming back.
"Oh yes, by the way, you know about the lascars who used to date Shireen? They still have a relationship now?" Ask Bella again.
Darren was silent because of a sudden question from Bella.
"Ck, yes I know and the story is long". Darren.
"The story doesn't want to know!!" Pissed Bella.
Darren breathed rough, no use against Bella.
"The same army as Shireen has not dated again because"..
"Because what?"
"Chooking soldier". Darren said that made Bella glare sharply.
"Brave!" Grumpy Bella.
"At that time Shireen was really in a bad state". Darren
"At that time I was also very angry with Laskar, although Laskar said he just played with his affair, still it can not be justified". Darren.
"Continue?" Ask Bella.
"Emm. I don't know where it all started but obviously now I'm again Deket same Shireen".
"What!!!" Bella surprised.
"Ck! Noisy Lo!" Darren Dumel.
"It is also what makes my relationship with Laskar a little tenuous. I didn't mean to betray my friend, but I thought it showed up". Darren said in a bit of panic
"Ck, besides the lascars, who isn't Shireen anymore, is he? And from Lo know, before Shireen became the same army he already likes Lo first!" Bella said unconsciously.
"I mean Lo?" Darren surprised.
Bella who realized her speech began to curse her stupidity. Bella promised to be quiet about it. Inner Bella.
Bella scratched her non-itchy nape.
"Yes, so that was Shireen fitting High School has long liked Lo, only Lo is not sensitive!" Pissed Bella.
Darren gawked at his hearing, but a second later he began to develop his smile.
"Lo really love Shireen? You're not gonna play with him, are you?" Ask Bella.
"Ck, I'm really serious about him, only all this time I think he belom can move on from the army so I don't want to rush to reveal my feelings to him". Darren.
"Ck, bego Lo!" Annoyed Bella .
"Btw, I'm still Inget if you used to say Lo likes me the same". Ledek bella chuckles.
"Darren flicked Bella's forehead furiously. Uh rice eel! No more in the inscription!! Do you want me to marry Rain?" Darren Ledek.
"About!". Annoyed Bella hits Darren's shoulder.
"Where do I want to tick! Cakepan Rain where dong is". Cynical Bella.
"Ck, bodo very bell" . Kesal Darren's.
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