Lala The Dancer

Step away again

Vano. All traitors!!! nothing is true with all the men in the world!!! you fool!!! I went in the room to get my bag and my phone. Rushed out back. Passing Vano in the living room. 

"Where are you going, baby?" ask Vano wonder. Cihh crocodile base. Say love to me, but I'm done nyium another girl. Say love from a toddler, but cheat when married. I've been nagging Vano in my heart, but my mouth is locked tight. Vano held my hand. I squinted and hurried out of his house.

"At least tell me where to go! Don't be like this. Lala I'm seriously talking to you!!" vano's word is blocking my way. We got outside the fence. 

"I want to go home. I don't want to be with you!! I want to go home by myself!!" I said I had tears. You idiot!!! Why should I cry??? I wiped my tears violently.

"I'm wrong? Are you angry with me? Why??" ask stupid Vano. I just passed Vano. He turned around to pull my hand. 

"Lala, honey, don't do this. I was wrong to explain first,-"

"I WANT TO GO HOME!!!" cut me hard on Vano. My voice must have been heard inside the house.

"OK home, where to go? I'm taking ya. It's already night. You're my wife,-"

"I'm your wife, but you're free to kiss other people!!!" my love for Vano. He was dumbfounded for a moment. I'm tickling to let go of my hand. He's clutching tight.

"Deliver!" my snapping. Vano. Dragged me into the house. I defect. He easily carried me into the house and into his room. 

I'm upset not playing. I wanted to scream loudly, but I realized I was at home. I ended up just crying on the bed. Vano was trying to hug me. I keep pushing him. He keeps trying. I finally gave up. I cried in her arms until I fell asleep. 

Awkward sunday morning. Both my in-laws know we're in trouble. My narrowed eyes were also unusually swollen. I decided to go back to Jogja. With or without Vano.

"Mom don't know your problem, but I hope it's over soon" Mother-in-law said as I announced. Vano turned out to be on the verge. We went home in a long silence. I choose not to care, don't I not like Vano? I'll keep going like that. I don't want Vano. Enough already!! That's proof he doesn't seriously love me, right?

"I can explain. I want to talk" Vano said as we arrived at his house.

"You don't have to talk. Let's just say I didn't see. You can kiss anyone. I don't care, because I don't love you!" I said affirming the last sentence.

"Nobody is in love but jealous?" ask Vano. A smile had already risen from his lips. 

"Who is jealous? I didn't!! It's up to you to whip who. Whatever.... I don't care!! Just dissolve everything I don't care!! I'm gonna find another guy, too. At least consistent and not annoying!!" my answer. Vano's jaw is hardened. He doesn't seem to like my words.

"Akui lala, why lie to yourself? Keep saying no love, don't care. I'm also not as patient as it is waiting for you to continue!" Vano is in a hurry.

"When that's why we have to wait!! I never asked you to wait! I never wanted to be your wife!" the answer is not to lose. Vano silently looked at me with a sharp look. I returned his gaze. Think I'm scared? Vano stopped our stare at each other. Passed into his room.

***

A week more passed. Vano's attitude turned cold. No more room sleeping with me. I don't give a shit. He's cold, I want to be ice! The action is silent and does not care. We didn't even say hello at home the same time.

Vano's voice disturbed my sleep. I just slow down. Last night I slept quite late because I watched a few titles in a marathon.

"Lala!!!!! Oh my.... You can be really late!!" vano's voice somehow for how many times. I'm still comfortable bristling.

"Okay whatever, I've just woken up!" said Vano again. He slammed my bedroom door pretty hard. I blinked in shock. I knew right away that I was going to be late.

I'm in a hurry. No time for breakfast, only had time to take fried sausages and eggs made by Vano. Even though he still takes care of the house well. I almost fell when I went out of the house. Vano caught my body swiftly. We looked at it for a moment. I'm kangen.... I miss her loving eyes looking at me.

***

I started classes in dance class, which means jogging until sweating and not having breakfast. At 10 I was hungry, but the dance class wasn't over. Of course because I didn't have breakfast.

"Woooo's handsome dude bestie," said my friend Lisa.

"Straight body, slap pieces. Like a state servant, sexy yes," another comment. You weird chick! I went straight to Vano.

"Remain here?" I asked as soon as I got in front of him. He handed me a packet of food without saying anything. I was a little bit impressed with his attention. Nita comes in on a goopoh.

"Sorry, have you been waiting a long time?" ask Nita. Vano smiled as he handed over STNK.

"Please Mas" said Nita while accepting it.

"Same, tell your friend to eat. I don't want to be called because he passed out yet to eat breakfast" said Vano fixedly staring at Nita, but I know very well that he insinuated me. 

"Excuse me," said Vano heading to his car.

"Morning lash?" asked Nita while grimacing. 

"STNK what is it?" I asked Nita. I don't want to talk about Vano. He said it was his STNK motorbike that was ticketed some time ago. He asked Vano's friend to take care of him.

"But even Mas Vano who came," explained Nita. I'm just a mangosteen.

I ate for a while before continuing the character make up class. Nita has already entered the class. In class, my friend was looking for a place. We will be doing ramayana ballet, but the campus is quite crowded with many students. It's the rainy season. If training in the open and at night is not sure as well. All we had was hanging out on the edge because of the rain. Not an exercise.

"Pendopo is crowded until night, the page is also full. Where do we want to practice?" santi said.

"Can you climb? Exercise on the tile to be cool," replied Yudi ngasal. I who was closest to Yudi directly knocked on his head. We giggled together. Lecturers are coming, talk of a training ground is pausing.

After the class we gathered again to discuss the training ground Nita sleepy,

“workout at your husband's house only.” said Nita while nudging me. 

“Suy???” some of my friends said compact like a choir. I can only grin horses. I explained to them that I married Siri. Some of my friends were shocked. The question of koplak came up. Thought I was pregnant to be a debt-redeeming girl.

"I married my papa's friend's son. Let someone take care. Not pregnant and not a debt-redeeming girl of course. You think my life is rich in flying fish soap operas? The Lola incident made my family a little afraid to let me go to school myself. Be this marriage, "I am clear. My friend's friend mangosteen. After explaining I hit Nita's head that was already a bucket. He's just shaky.

"Her husband is not carelessly gaes, police officer in police station B," Nita bucket again.

"What?? The one you met in the yard?" ask Lisa in shock. Nita mangosteen.

"That's also said Lala is not in love," said Nita again. I can't stand to make her neck.

"Just divorce if it's La, then I'll be willing to fill the heart of the widower sir," Lisa commented. I can't promise you Vano's rehearsal. We just had a cold war.

***

I went home, I saw Vano's car was parked neatly. Tumben went home first. Usually also come home late, back to work in the morning. Vano sat down while playing HP. Just opened my room. There's a wewe emerging from Vano's room.

'What do you eat next night? I can cook though....." Rita comes out of Vano's room. Her wet hair looks like a shower. I stared at Vano. Who looked at it casually.

"Eh, Madam Lala has come home from college" Rita said, hanging her hands. Waiting for my welcome. We also shake hands. I don't know if he's talking about anything else I don't care. I just got a mangosteen while entering my own room. Bathing let ademan. Who is hot?