
I called Farel when class ended that afternoon.
"Yes dear" said Farel at the other end.
"Where's the news? You really didn't come home during the semester break?" my many.
"Son, I'm on vacation here. You're back at the cost?" tanyakanya.
"Udah dong, this is finished class. Stay back. Later comes boredom, right? There's a deposit from Aunt Ine. How's the guy you hit?" my many.
"Okay, everything's improved. I'll drop by your kos. Kangen is like my beautiful girlfriend," Farel made me cringe.
"Yes my handsome boyfriend.meet me at kosan yak, luph yu," I said. I hung up on me. Arrived in front of the beloved Vespa.
"Which boy is your boyfriend?" riko's voice surprised me. He's already behind me.
"Sister Riko!!! Just be surprised!" I said while sniffing my chest. Afternoon with this atmosphere of shahdu was even admired. Riko smiled. Sit in front of the Vespaku jog.
"Whose son is he?" ask again.
"The Solo boy went to college at UG" I replied. Riko mangosteen mangosteen. I have no plans to get off my bike.
"So I want to go home, move aside," I asked subtly.
"Son, I'm going to play at your boarding house. Where is the key I boncengin," said Riko as she raised her hand. I'm shaking.
"I want to sleep Brother, tired," I refused. He's not flinching. Samtai is still sitting at the Vespa.
"So I don't like being forced!!" I said while hurrying. Some students have looked at us. Riko smiled.
"Okay, just this time. The next time I don't like being rejected either" Riko said as she moved on. Bodo.
I got to kosan, Farel was there. Talk to Nita and Lola.
"Weee this is again aggressively pursued by seniors," Nita nyablak. Farel glared straight at.
"Who? You chased after senior? Look out, I don't like it!!" farel said with a red face.
"Eh, that's not Rail. I'm not nervous either" I replied. Farel still can't believe it. He pulled my hand into the room. Closing the room door. Poking my body in the room wall. His hand choked my neck.
"Rrrreeeeellll," I tried to thrash.
"Remember well. Sticky notes in your mind Laaa, dear Lala. You got me. Forever is just me. No one can touch you or touch you???" the whisper still choked my neck. I'm trying to let go. I'm getting dizzy.
"Do not know!!!" snapped Farel. I nodded slowly. He let go of the giggles. I slumped and coughed.
A few moments quiet....
Farel took me for a drink while I was still breathing. His face was no longer emotional.
"I'm sorry, I'm so jealous that you're hanging out with another guy, La," said Farel, stroking my hair. I'm silent. Long time I was silent then handed the package of Aunt Ine's care.
"From aunt, for you" I said as I moved out of the room. Heedless of Farel's apology.
"Is something wrong?" ask Nita when I leave the room. Maybe my face still looks shok. This is the first violence I've had in my entire life. I'm silent. Farel was embracing my waist.
"Only misunderstandings have been resolved," Farel replied as he tightened his arms. I watched Farel for a moment. He smiled and tried to kiss my lips. I dodge.
Finish shower day already magrib. Farel fell in my room while brewing tea. He also opened a cardboard box of food from his mother. I just shut up in the room. Combing my hair that started to wavy. I'll have to straighten it out again if there's time. Farel hugged me from behind.
"I'm sorry La, I'm sorry. I'm just so jealous that you're with another guy" Farel explained, kissing my shoulder. I took a long breath.
"No papa, I'm sorry," I replied. Farel smiled. Looking at me from the mirror that reflected both of our faces.
"I love you La" he said again. I turned to face Farel.
"What do you want to eat?" my many. We discussed the dinner this time. The atmosphere melted away. Farel was a friend, a friend, and a lover. I forgive him for a small mistake. Doesn't matter. He may be too loving so act like one.
***
My busy week. Busy back and forth my city and campus at least five times a month. Busy also with increasingly crowded college assignments. My job cannot be done sitting down. His job is mostly to dance. Must be poultice and compact with a dance teammate. Lecture is only until 5 pm at the latest. But sometimes we have to dance after school.
Several times he met Rico who became more aggressive. Now the focus is not only close to me, but bothers me, even bully me because it is considered too rigid.
"I'm just friends, nothing more. But you're like I'm chasing you. You pretentious ass," she said spicyly one day because I refused her lunch. Haa friend??? He thinks my eyes are blind? Just look at his eyes like they're going to swallow me round. He thinks I'm an easy Junior High boy to care about.
***
"Where again!!!!" yelled Farel at the end of the phone call. At the end of this he likes to go berserk because there is rarely time with me.
"I'm still at the Rail campus, it's coming home. You wait a moment at the boarding gate not long," I said as I hurried to the parking lot. Because the focus is fast until I hit Rico who has not come home. He was holding my arm that was about to fall.
"I'm actually males nolongin you, but want how again. Fellow humans should help each other," Rico said, fixedly staring at my chest wet from dance practice. Also his shirt is a little low on his neck.
"As a fellow human being you should be able to take care of your eyes" I replied arrogantly before the gas went off.
Until Kos the atmosphere is quiet. Farel was waiting at the door of the room. His face was red. His eyes are staring at my arrival. Either true or my feelings. I don't know Farel anymore. Especially if you are angry like this.
"Where are you!!! Cheating on ya!!" he snapped while gripping my front shirt. My body immediately lifted. He slapped me on the cheek until I slammed on the floor. Tears were immediately dripping. Silent....
"Lala. I parried his hand. Slapped him pretty hard. He just shut up. I quickly stood up and entered the room.
He stuck my door with his hand. Pulling my hand quickly and hugging me tightly. I'm trying to get off. But my body is too tiny in its confinement.
"Sorry Laa. Sorry. What pain?" tanyanya while stroking my cheek former slap. I just kept quiet in his tight embrace. Lola and Anita came from the gate. They grinned at me hugging in front of the boarding room.
I pushed Farel's body.
"Okay, just be jealous" Anita commented. Farel looked at my two friends. I used the opportunity to pull a towel, and went to the bathroom.
Farel is still waiting for me in my room.
"Lala, I'm sorry" he said, holding my hand. I'm silent. Put lotions and cream on my face. My cheeks are a bit swollen from his slap.
"Lala I promise this will be my last. I miss you so much. You immediately think you are cheating. We rarely meet even in the same city. It hurts," said Farel.
"You promise you won't do it again? I never slapped anyone. If you do it again. I'm going to visa. You know what I'm gonna do next. Papaku is a law professor and a retired police officer. I'm sure he won't accept having his son slapped" I said, staring intently at Farel. He was always afraid of being in touch with Papa. Farel nodded obediently.
"Promise" he said briefly. I raised my little finger. He's snapping his little finger. Like our promise when we were kids.
I'm feeling..... The current Farel is not the old Farel. If I compare the farels of Junior High and Farel now like two different people..... But doesn't time change everyone? We have certainly changed.