Laboratory - Red

The Chapter 5 Steyfano Marcues

"....Now I think you should cut back on your friendship right now, Steyf. I'm your brother. Marcues is your father. As well as a family name that you have been holding all this time. Our family is the royal family. Every family should respect the older ones. So give me that liquid now wherever you hide it. Let's give that to dad together, Steyf. You want revenge because you're always bullied, right? Ja. You're not a killer. You have to prove it. Nowow. Or never will be. "

Maybe he's affecting my mind. I may have been influenced by his words. I don't like being in the bully. I don't like the glare of the eye that always looks at me like that. Everyone's calling me a killer. Since that incident. I am not accepted by any country. In any school. No one wants to accept me. Even myself. This rebellious soul wants out of this miserable body. And I, too, am unable to get out of the constriction of the space of the living world. Should I give it to you? Should I follow his profanity?

Yes, I followed the foul words. I undo my intention to kill him on the spot. I stepped past the corpses that were scattered in front of my house. And I entered the house with a feeling of dilemma. I'm still haughty not to be called a killer. But, I still have to kill those who treat me as a farm animal that can be used by an employer. I can't do anything right now. The earth is rough. Life is cruel. Narrow until there is no room to breathe.

Just this time I felt my hands tremble after a long time I felt nothing but fear. It was as if I felt my stimulating brain was dead. And my heart has rotted. However, I was wrong. I'm scared now. My body seems to have run out of bone. My face paled with cold sweat that flowed slowly. What am I supposed to do? While there, out there, Leo is waiting for me happily.

I also handed over the bottle I kept as best I could. A bottle I hate is the cause of that past incident. My mother died from that bottle. Everyone hates me for the bottle. Marcues is smart. That's clever. Descendants of great scientists. However, due to their insolence, which makes this world even more destroyed. Leo took me down the forest, up the valley to meet someone I couldn't wait to meet right now. I want to see, what kind of person he is now in that hidden prison? It was possible that he looked thin and dry with his head starting to go bald. But I was wrong. I should have known. The police, the army, to any security forces must die facing the deadly plant. They must have gotten into his uptake. And my father certainly ran away without any accountability. He hides behind a forest that has no inhabitants at all. Where there are only wild animals. And trees that rise like a building.

I was made to fall on a floor made of wood. Someone hit me from behind.

" My son Steyf, why haven't you been to see me for so long? You are still healthy until now. And you didn't even get smelled by that plant of death. Steyf, I changed my mind. Maybe I regretted making the plant. As you know it was an accident in the lab. But, dad was very satisfied with that. Verily my son, it is a test to conquer this world. At first I wanted to make it small. Just an ordinary little plant that can prey on the human bastard who was next to our house first. But dad was wrong. The extra fluid should not fall out and mix into it. Dad doesn't like our family being demeaned. I will take your revenge. And let's finish it together."

Ja. And my father is more depraved than any parent. He blind. He's blind. His brain seemed to have shifted. He's really crazy. What has the world done to him to make all that happen? What poison did the soil emit when it was created? God has given an injustice here.

" Bastard." I said in a fog of angry faces. Blood reddening. I was in chains like a beast trying to be tamed by a rude master. Then I was thrown into a dark room. It was so dark I couldn't see anything. It was as if I was blind.

No. gabe. I should be listening to Under the Same Sun right now. As well as contemplating fate while eating instant noodles. Then slammed everything in front of me until I had trouble breathing because I was constantly sobbing. Mamma. What should I do?

I starve. But there is no food. There is only darkness. Which envelops the space and the heart of man. I freaked. Until I die, I will remember this. I want to know what's going on with life out there. It's been two days in a row I've been left like an undead. Like a circus bear left thin to obey its master. They are left and not fed until they beg and prostrate before their master. They were just beaten and left alone. I don't like circuses. Really don't like it. Because the animals there are being just as tormented as they are now.

It's just that I can't stop asking myself. Whahuh? What the hell is going on? I gave you that liquid. And I'm in chains here because I've done good? Are they helping me or are they torturing me?

" Steyf.. help!! Please help me get in my trouble..." The voice whispered to me. I stretched out my legs for him. Luckily, my legs were not in chains. That makes a situation easier.

" What are you doing here, Tania?? You're going crazy? Or are you part of them?"

No. gabe. I flooded him too much with questions I could ask at the end of this torture.

" I might be surprised. Maybe I was scared. But it's not your fault and I don't have to be afraid of it. Steyf, you're the saneest one here. I'll help you. As much as I can. " sina. Your paras is so pretty to accept. My heart is pierced so badly for what you did. A woman I've never met before in any life.

" It's so bad your brain ordered you to walk here alone. I can get through this on my own, Tania. At least I'll keep remembering you. "

The girl hugged me with an indescribable warmth with words filled with love. I loved this and it made me think back to my mom. How good it would be for God to send an angel down to me. Until I feel like prostrating while crying bitterly with what happened just now. I want to spill all the feelings that I craved during this torture. In the warm embrace of the earthly angel that hugs me now. I shed a cry that I can no longer curse. I really wanted to scream but was afraid that the guards outside would have to go inside.

" Tania, I'm sorry if you were surprised to bring you here. You're scared and you're fighting that fear alone. I like you more than diamonds. I'm sorry if I bother you with feelings and cause a lot of question marks in your mind. Sorry if I confused you half to death. About my feelings for you that I always swear by not knowing how I should spill them on you."

Those soft lips kissed me. That beautiful paras will never change as well as the look of his face made. His unequaled smile was shown to me who still felt tormented. Killing this heart so helpless.

" It's not the time to say something like that. We have to get out and you have to survive. " So he said while severing the chain by using a chain cutting tool.

Until in the end we both came out of the death prison through the hole made by Tania to get in there before.

Along the way I ran, I began to think. All this makes me understand. I just always feel lonely. My father has developed a deep sense of loss. I don't know how to express my feelings. I just know one thing. That no human being on this earth would listen to that feeling. I always cry and scream in vain. Every memory that comes, will quickly make me claustrophobic and difficult to breathe. I've gone mad. Just as crazy as this world. And I don't know how to turn away. I'm stupid. All the words up to the treatment of the humans are what makes me stupid. And those pieces of the past made me dislike anything that God had done for me. No one has taught me to be grateful in my entire life.