Laboratory - Red

The Chapter 13 Steyfano Marcues

" Are you khilaf now? You must be sorry for your words just now. Look atyou. Your body is even so broken. You still want to insist on confirming your opinion that you're the truest one here? " Said as he looked at me with a face that never changed.

" It still is. All this is the same. It makes no difference to my previous opinion. It had no effect at all. My body may be broken, but my opinion will never be. "

He looked at me silently. He began to get upset back at me, and then snorted bitterly.

" cherry. Even if you have to see this?"

He showed me something I couldn't accept. And I don't know why my heart is beating so fast and my blood is overflowing. Heartbroken. And I'm explosive. And I don't know how to handle it.

I want to flush my eyes with that chili water again. I want to blind my eyes for now. It's beyond my consciousness, and it really pisses me off.

I saw Tania. Naked round in the bathroom. No. gabe. Who installed the cctv there. That cctv is definitely reporting the data to Leo. Bastard.

In the end, I took out the chest I had hidden behind my jacket. I smashed the coffin with my unattached legs and the ants rushed straight to the humans they saw. I ran with great difficulty, as the ants scattered. I picked up a piece of glass in the corner of the room. I clamped the broken glass with my toes. It took a long time, and it was very difficult to get him open.

Until I got out of the rope, and I took the hammer that had become an object to torture me in this room. I approached those who were busy with the starving army of ants. Some of them have been eaten in the eyes, until the ants gnawed their brains. And those who were still given life, I hit them on the head until they broke. And even I hit the mouth of one of them, until the bones of his face were shattered instantly. And I also made the eyes of one of them perforate by hitting the tip of the hammer. And I did it to him. Leos. He was too busy with the ants that were covering him, to the point that he didn't know that I had killed him.

Fuck the Marcues. I let the bodies be eaten by the army of ants. I walked outside, and I still couldn't quell my anger.

I walk and tear apart everything in front of my eyes. Trying to find in every corner of the room, where is the laboratory. And I got to the top floor. That's where the chemical smell is. There's so much fluid in there. That's where the important guy is. He was cornered on the wall by holding a gun and that surprised me. I hesitated to attack. How can I fight with a gun that can pierce flesh?

It's too late to think. The bullet was stuck in my chest. Especially if it's in the heart. Why am I not dead? I just feel his pain. Whatisthis? Is this a miracle?

I almost forgot something. I have to kill this old bastard right now. I can't hold back my aggravation now. I kept destroying the lab until everything there was a mess and could no longer be used. Everything's shattered. I approached her. She was terrified to see me who couldn't control my anger.

How come? How did that happen? I can't think of that right now. I swung that hammer. About his head and he fell to the floor. The blood was sliding, but it could not make him die just like that. I took a broken glass bottle. I stabbed him in the stomach and tore him apart until he saw the intestines scattered on the floor. And I unceasingly pierced his eyes. Even one of them got dislodged and it rolled away.

That's still it. It can't bring my mom back. Even when my body breaks down like this, my mom won't come back. Why am I fighting to live? Why am I not dead? Though I have deliberately received various torments and bullets. Even the bullet had penetrated my heart. Why can't I die? Wh why? I want to die. Mamma. Really am.

The moon is perfectly round. With his pure light, he shines upon the earth at night without the sun of the king of stars. With the help of the stars. I should have picked up Tania and taken her to the beach or the lake. I planned it a long time ago. I should have expressed my love for her. Tonight she should be my girlfriend. And gave her a doll and some flowers. Just like school kids generally do. I am different from other teenagers. I'm not a man who lives such a beautiful life. I should be happy with the only woman I have right now but why am I crying all the time? My cries are non-stop. My chest is sick again. Added to the sting of the bullet embedded in my heart.

The song still spun perfectly and clearly in my empty, uninhabited house. And of course now Tania is waiting for me to come home. And to my friends who have died in vain, do they still remember me or will they forgive me? I'm too negligent as someone stupid. Now it's over what the Marcues call the family. I was the only one left in the family, but I refused. Incredibly. And with firm hearted confidence. I also want to change my name. But I don't think that's necessary. Just a name. It'sit's nothing. And, mama. Mama might be laughing happily because her feelings have been avenged now. Ja. It just might be. Maybe my mom is very proud of me. As a first child he was so formidable in fighting death itself. And as a brave brother. And as a very amateur brother.

I don't know how to deal with such a chaotic mental state as it is today. With a state of the soul that I don't know is still healthy or not. At least I proved it to the world. A fool is not always stupid. And the strong are not always strong. All humans are not the same. At any time they will change according to what they want and if they want to be with that desire.

I think now my problem is over. And now I don't know what to do. As I stood about to leave the place, I saw a thick book on a table. I approached it and picked it up quickly. I read it and tried to digest the words.

I HAVE COMPLETED MY STUDIES IN THE NETHERLANDS AS THE SINGLE MOST ACCOMPLISHED AND TALENTED STUDENT IN ALL OF HISTORY.'

' NOVEMBER 10, 1999, ASMARA SURYANINGRAT

I MET HIM AS MY FIRST LOVE IN HOLLAND. SHE'S REALLY A BEAUTIFUL NATIVE. WE MET 2 YEARS AGO AND BECAME VERY FAMILIAR AFTERWARDS.'

' NOVEMBER 15, 1999, EDWARD MARCUES

I MANAGED TO EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR HIM. HE REPLIED BY SAYING HE REALLY LIKED ME AS A GOOD MAN. WE WILL BE GETTING MARRIED SOON!!!'

' NOVEMBER 17, 1999, HOLY CLEAR YURIANI

I MET HER, 5 DAYS BEFORE I GOT MARRIED. SHE'S REALLY PRETTY. MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN MARA. CLEAR HIS NAME CALL. SHE IS A WOMAN WITH A BEAUTIFUL HEART. EXACTLY AS ITS NAME SUGGESTS. CLEAR HOLY. SAME WITH HIS ATTITUDE.'

' NOVEMBER 18, 1999, EDWARD MARCUES

THIS TIME I WAS DRUNK. I HAD FINISHED 5 BOTTLES OF ALCOHOL AND SUBCONSCIOUSLY I IMPREGNATED MARA. I DON'T WANT TO MARRY HER TOMORROW. BUT THAT'S NOT A PROBLEM ANYWAY. MY DRUNKENNESS HAS MADE ME PUT A LIQUID THAT I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED TESTING INTO THE WOMAN'S WOMB. WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN? I'M REALLY SCARED AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE IT.'

' NOVEMBER 19, 1999, ........

I MET A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ON MY WEDDING DAY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HIS NAME IS. BUT SHE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL. MARA SAYS SHE WAS ONE OF MARA'S OLD HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS. HER BEAUTY MAKES ME UNABLE TO TURN AWAY.'

' NOVEMBER 20, 1999, HOLY CLEAR YURIANI

I'M FATIGUE. VERY DELICACY. I JUST GOT MARRIED YESTERDAY. BUT, WHY WOULD I SAY SHE WOULD MARRY BENING? EVEN I FAKED MY OWN IDENTITY IN FRONT OF HER. I TOLD HIM I WAS NOT MARRIED. AM I CRAZY? I WAS SO STUNNED BY HER CLEAN HEART AND HER PRETTY PARAS.'

' NOVEMBER 22, 1999, HOLY CLEAR YURIANI

PAWKY. IT'S FOOLISH. BENING TOLD HIS FATHER. SHE'S REAL BILANH IF I LOVE HER AND WILL MARRY HER SOON. GOOD GOSH. WHAT AM I DOING?'

' NOVEMBER 24, 1999, HOLY CLEAR YURIANI

I ALSO DON'T WANT TO MARRY HER. IT'S ALL MY FAULT. WHY AM I SO STUNNED THAT I HAVE TO SAY SUCH A THING? I ALSO MARRIED HER WITHOUT ANYTHING FROM MARA. I HAVE TO KEEP THIS FROM ANYONE.'

Hid. This is what I call a diary. So that's how depraved a Marcues is. He married my mother for his own stupidity. He marries a Mara with his own stupidity. I wanted to read it further, but I felt something was stirring my heart. It feels like my grief can't go away from before. I don't know what happened to make me so uncomfortable. And I remembered Tania for a moment. I forget. I had intended to go home before.