Laboratory - Red

The Chapter 31 Steyfano Marcues

That's sun. Shine happily in the eastern horizon. Although not as bright as the afternoon, but the light is still timid very beautiful. That was how Eliza felt that morning. I saw it on the porch. Sitting in a chair that used to be your favorite chair. He was waiting for the sun to rise completely there. I looked at him in the doorway. At first I thought he didn't know that I kept staring at him. I felt like I was staring at Marcues. Yep. Their faces are a little similar. Although this one is pretty brown. I don't know why, I wanted to kill him. Even though he's innocent of anything. Maybe because of hate. Probably because of the grudge I've had for years with this family. But...

" His eyes are beautiful when viewed from here. "

No. gabe. It turns out he knows where I am.

" Do you know what, Steyf? It's hard being me. God has cast me down with a small, helpless body. They have all kinds of diseases that are out of nowhere. I also want to. Breathe air without tightness. I also want to live freely. Like kids my age in general. But I can't. I got my mother's permission to meet Marcues. But it turns out he.. "

" Stop saying that. I hate to hear it. I'm going to school. The gate is almost closed. "

" You guys still at school on summer vacation?"

" There's no such law here."

" It's still morning anyway. "

" There's a stale tribute every Wednesday. Actually I'm lazy. But..."

Uh. Is it because I was too curious about Sinar until I let go so early to get the same bus?

" A tribute event? But what?"

" I'm leaving. Please take care of the house. If anything happens just call me. I bought a lot of groceries last night, use them if you need to."

I walked through the gate. Crossing the morning sun's soft light. Together with its star which still lives some seeds in the sky. It's still cold. So I put on my jacket. No. gabe. I'm not wearing Tania's black jacket. I wear my own jacket. And that leaves a lot of bad memories. Uh. I hungry. I haven't had breakfast.

I got to the bus stop. I sat in the long chair there. I took the bus this early. By ourselves. The stop is still quiet. There are only one or two people passing by. There's an old man cycling on the sidewalk. Jogging mothers. Or just office employees who just came home because of overnight overtime. I also try to listen to music. I just got a new song. Which might fit in my ear. I listened to the verses of this song, in the middle of the morning silence. Eventually the bus came to take me to school.

I got there. The gate will be closed. Leaving only one inch, I crossed it.

" Hey.you're a minute late. This time you can come in, but not next week. "

The guard was grumbling. Whatever. Where do I care. I'm just upset that I didn't meet Sinar at the next stop. Maybe it's too early.

I just entered class. I haven't put my bag in the chair yet. The teachers have ransacked the entire school. Ask students to attend the stale tribute. Again and again. This Emma-Emmi is making me sick. I just walk after. Butno. I walked towards the bathroom. With my cell phone and a bag of bread I brought from home. I entered the toilet and would rather sit there for hours than stand up until noon.

I went back to listening to my song. Using the headset.

I just realized. Yep. Thas right.

Yep. Thas right. What more should I do now than to let my body be buried in a million bad memories of the past. When everyone easily remembers the beautiful things that have happened, not with me who keeps remembering the bad things. The laws of the universe should be true. A person will feel valuable when they are not there. I was wrong with Tania. I was wrong with my mom. I should have listened to Tania. Talk about the truth from his mouth. And I should have pulled my mom. Go into the lobby and settle there with my little sister. Idiotically. Stupid jerk.

Still less for me. Crying is wrong and hate is still there. Until I have to tug at God's wand, all of it will never come back at the beginning. I'm just a stupid creature who keeps clinging to the past. And always repeat the events that I should have made as a lesson so that I do not repeat them. Idiotically.

The tribute is over. I went back to class after class. Day back to lesson.

It's over 4 o'clock. Uh. A few days will try out. There are extra lessons in class. And it's so exhausting. I opened the door of the house. I found Eliza lying on the floor with all the wounds on her body. What the hell is going on now?

" What are you doing there?" I asked with a million confused in my head.

No answer at all. I approached him. Seeing him sobbing with blood that had dried from his wound. Come then. At least tell me.

" What's going on?"

" Please leave me alone, Steyf. Don't come near me. I beg you."

" You!! You're Eliza's mistress? You must be that guy, right?"

Is this stupid anymore? He hit me in the face. Time and time again. It hurts. Blood also came out of my nose.

" Answer fucker. Crazy jerk. You think I don't know the two of you?"

I can't really hold it anymore. I put a knife in my hand. That sharp blade scratched his chest.

" You. Slowly breaking down my house. And you bravely hit me. Who do you think you are? Idiotically. "

" Don't be so good at pretending. You've even had a bad relationship with Eliza, haven't you? Even I know, Eliza has a lot of mistresses. And I know. This is Eliza's house not yours."

Again I scratched the knife. This time he scratched his temple. He screamed but in vain.

" Create respect for the interlocutor before concluding."

He looked at me for goals. I was silent until I thought it was time for me to start talking.

" I'm not Eliza's mistress. I don't have a bad relationship with him either. You should have found out before you loved someone. She's my little aunt who came all the way from Europe. What's your relationship with her?"

" Don't I tell you? I never hid anything from you. Or do another relationship behind your back. Do you think I'm such a lowly woman? You slandered me without any real evidence. In fact, you presumptuously cheated on a woman who was like my own best friend. You really are a stupid man. "

Eliza came down the stairs. This commotion bothered him.

" no. You lying. So who is this guy? You still call this not your dark lover!"

Again and again. I scratched the knife many times. Until he roared and asked me for forgiveness.

" Are you still not leaving here? You still want me to whip until your skin is torn? Or the... Want to just die? You should know who I am, right?"

He looked at me for a goal. With his overwhelmed gaze enduring the pain in his injuries. He's watching me. Waiting for my answer without a question from him.

I took a fancy wood-figured photo on the table. Show him and intend to threaten him.

" Is it still good that you're dealing with a murderous child? At least that's what people say about me. "

Such is. Everyone always ran away after seeing me. Avoiding me is like a demon preparing to kill and eat them one by one. And so is this snot boy in front of me. He got up and ran away from my house. Well. He finally found out whose house this was. I looked at Eliza who was crying again. I just found out the truth after hearing her long story while sitting on the sofa.

That's the romance of youth. Almost like me. But a little different. It's just a social media meeting. Become familiar and establish a cross-country romance. That made Eliza quite trusting because her sister had lived here for many years. Then what? Well, maybe the man thought Eliza was far away and would never see everything she did. It's like having a dark relationship like Eliza saw this afternoon. They passed by the front street of my house while embracing and kissing. It is something beyond the control of the human brain. Moreover, his girlfriend is with her own pen pal. Radiance. I don't think I saw him take the bus today. I thought it was too early in the morning, but he was drunk and didn't go to school. Contrary to drunk people, it is very difficult. Eliza was pushed into the house and injured with a knife that I had found on the floor.

Uh. Tanias. I remember that incident again.

" I think he's a real loyal man. He often sent me gifts. From dolls to expensive things. But it's so much different than I thought it was all along. " Said she was still crying.

" yes. Unknowingly, you are being hypnotized.''

" At any rate I could think. Where is there a man who accepts me the rest with my weak state? I'm almost dead." He came back crying and now he's back breathing.

" Just be honest Steyf. My goal here wasn't because I wanted to be a scientist like the mad Marcues. I just want him to fix this heart. This heart is weak. My heart is so tight for me to breathe. I felt like my heart stopped working and my body was burning hot. "

" Exploitable. Do I not deserve to live in this world? God always forced me to die."

I'm. Seriously dead says.