Labile

You don't

Never could I have imagined, once just a delusion, now it was coming true. Bonded with Rafa, passing along the highway both. It's really not a dream. In fact, I could only look at him in the distance when he walked to the parking lot, even though he used to be my girlfriend. And this is the first time, at the age of 16, I've had a conversation with a man other than my father, my brother-in-law, my sister and an ojeg handyman. It feels different of course.

"Pha"

I called out to him, adding to the noise of the highway, which was never alone.

"Why?"

"Why can I meet my mom?"

The thing that made my head wonder since. Why can you take her home?

"Front meeting"

"Huh?"

What kind of answer is that.

Said hah, in addition to being used as a surprised expression, I use it also when my listening ability is reduced. I asked Rafa to repeat the answer.

"Meet at the stall in front of you"

Rafa replied louder, so that I could hear him well.

"Do you know that's my mother?"

Ask again.

"Huh?"

This time change, Rafa's a budge.

"Do you know it's my mother?"

I repeated my question again.

"Ohh, I'm just where your house, uh the answer turns out to be your mother"

Rafa shouted to answer my question. I'll just be in the back. I was answered with that question.

"Ntin, you know where Tia's house is?"

This time, the conversation changed.

"You know"

I answered without having Rafa repeat the question. One year in class with Tia, I've played more than ten times to his house. Sometimes doing assignments, teaching Tia Math problems, taught Tia to draw, learn to cook, or anything until Tia's room says. And so when he came to my house.

After answering Rafa's question earlier, I intend to say something to Rafa

"Rafa tau's...

"You know, but the street's name is doang"

Well, I had no intention of asking him that. Maybe Rafa thinks I asked him if he knew Tia's house or not. But that's okay, forget that. No more talking, I was just enjoying the wind.

Not feeling, Rafa and I have reached the street of Tia's house. Just need to straight a few more distances

"Well, this is his house"

Show me while patting her shoulder. Rafa was a little shocked and braked suddenly. Suddenly, I immediately moved my hand forward, so my chest was safe and protected. If not, then danger!

Because the fence is wide open, Rafa also brought his motorcycle in. There are many motorcycles, there are some that I recognize, apparently my friends have come.

"I know you did it on purpose!"

I still covered my chest with both hands.

"What intentional?"

"Suddenly, let it be yes"

Say it with jutek.

"Can what?"

Rafa's face was smiling.

"You ah, I'm going down"

I left Rafa on his bike. Then, Rafa called me

"Ntin"

"What else?"

i'm turning.

"That's the helmet"

Rafa pointed at my head. I immediately grabbed it. And, really, the helmet is still attached. With a shy face, I took it off, and approached him again

"Sorry, I forgot hee"

I said, handing her the helmet. Rafa's hand accepted it, but his left hand held my hand. Instantly, my heart was pounding.

"Wait"

Then, let go of my hand gently. I froze, still lucky not to faint. It's possible, my cheeks are red. Then I remembered the word I was going to say on the bike

"Rafa knows, I'm really happy today"