Labile

Aku

"Name is a strand of tucked word

prayer in it"

That's what my mom says every time I ask her why I'm called Biutyn. My mother said, Biutyn is taken from English, - Beauty - which means beautiful. Father and mother hope, may I be a beautiful woman, not only her face but also her heart.

People say my name is weird, and it's true. Sometimes there is a lack of confidence. I think the meaning of this name is too beautiful for me. I'm just a 16-year-old girl, 150 cm tall, snubby nose and fair-yellow skin.

At school, I wasn't very famous, nor was I quiet. I'm happy to be friends with anyone. And one thing, I never dated. Actually, he was dating, even with classmates. Ah I mean with a guy who's one class with me, but not blatantly aka backstreet.

I didn't expect to fall in love with my own classmate. He, just like most men in general who have two eyes, one nose and short hair is black. At first, I thought he was quiet. Because when he first entered class, he rarely much behavior. In fact, compared to other men, he is most quiet because he wants to do the task, yes even though copying the tasks of others.But over time, out comes his character who likes to laugh.

My closeness started from accidentally borrowing a pen in the break.

"No, there's a cave pen. Ask Uti"

Said my fellow man. Uti is my nickname.

"There's a pen? "

Ask me who was putting a textbook in a bag.

"In many cooperatives"

Ngasal

"Have you Bi, time doesn't exist"

Reply with sewot.

"Name of lo Biutyn"

"Call aja Uti"

My words suggest. Because I'm used to that call.

"Ga, I have a special call for you"

"What's? "

Askaqua. He had a better call.

"Ntin"

He said while running interspersed with laughter. At that time, my heart said that it sucks.But on the other hand, it was nice to talk to, and had the same taste in music as me. Because of our closeness that often quarrel and get along again, classmates made rumors that I was with him. Every time Rafa and I were close together, it always came out, said Cie from their mouths.

Then somehow the story goes, Rafa secretly sent me Whatsapp messages, initially just sending some music. He's not a romantic guy, but he's very funny. There are always words that make me laugh. Then he shot me and I took it, simple as that. But with a record of this relationship is privacy without having to be published. The reason, he does not like to be the subject of ridicule friends in class, and I also agree.Because for me, it is enough that we both enjoy this story wkwk. One day I asked him

"Fa Cie means what? "

"That means they're jealous"

answerable

Rafa is not what he used to be. It is like keeping a distance from me, even though in cyberspace we are very close. Honestly, I didn't feel like I was growing yet, but when she decided to leave that I didn't know why, my feelings started to grow. And what makes my heart ache is, after that she's dating an IPS kid, and they publicize her relationship. Is that me?