Labile

Tin want a photo?

Remembering the past, it hurts too. But let it be, the past is an experience, and from that experience I learned. After all, it happened one year ago, when I had just put on an ash-white uniform. And, I try to forget it. Worse, in this eleventh grade I was in class again with him. I was embarrassed to remember my stupidity with him in tenth grade, even though only me and him knew. Being a stranger is not fun. For four months in this class, we never talked. Existing, but considered non-existent. I really don't like this.

The more days, Rafa is getting famous in school. In addition to the OSIS children who liked many younger siblings, he also joined a band called seventy four where he became the vocalist. When he did the gig, I could only watch him in the distance.

"Kang Rafaa kang"

Shouted the younger sister who idolized him. On the stage there, he smiled as he waved his hand. His voice was not too melodious, even their band contained children whose humor was all chatty.

"Uti, I saw Rafa saucy as well"

Tia half-whispered to make it sound clear in the ear. Understand, the atmosphere is crowded because today is my school birthday. I was silent to hear his words.

"Mm, don't be ordinary"

My answer refutes his words. Me and Rafa are okay, but why when you hear it it feels like..

"The sofa sister is lucky to be her boyfriend"

Siti Asshofa, a beautiful sister class Arab-Indonesian, white, selebgram, and smart English. It is the woman who became Rafa's girlfriend after he broke up with the IPS child.But unfortunately, Kak Shofa moved to school out of town. So what's in it?I'm luckier, because of one class with him.

"You don't? Since he was in the eleventh grade, his fans have known more and more"

Tia gave me information. He is the type of person who is always updated.

"Bodoamat Tiaaa, very good at handling him"

When in fact, I also like to do ignya Rafa account secretly, and true followers are increasing.

"Well, if you like him"

Said Tia while drinking her iced pot tea which was running out. Huh huh?

"Udah ever"

I answered, but in my heart. I didn't chimed in on Tia's words anymore, then focused on seeing Rafa on stage.

After they finished singing a few songs, the underclassmen ran up to them backstage, then they alternated photos together.

"Uti, anter yuu backstage"

Tia took me

"Eh, what ah"

I answered lazily.

"Lo has known Rafa for a long time, please help me say, I want a photbar with him, enough to make a snapgram"

Hhh basic selebgram cackle. It's true, I was two years in her class. But what he didn't see, if I was with him never talking, just talking as necessary.

"Rafa already has a girlfriend Tiaa, if his girlfriend is angry how?"

I was looking for a reason.

"Where are you, they broke up"

Huh huh? Since when. Really lacking this update of myself.

"Ayoo ah hunted"

Tia pulled my hand, she walked up to Rafa's band backstage.

Tia told me to please.

"What is lo gagu?"

"Gue if in front of a handsome guy suddenly gagu hee"

Yes, you know, you are bucin.But sorry, please pull the words, Rafa is not handsome, handsome anyway, but a little.

Finally after the underclassman left, I approached towards him

"Rapca"

Call me warm and doubtful. Worried that he won't answer my call. And, he also looked.

"Yes why? "

He answered with an equally awkward face.

"Here it is, Tia wants to ask for a photbar he said"

I answered, and as much as I could, with a face that was not awkward. Actually, I also have to say this.

"Jeelah Tia, in class can also be times"

He answered towards Tia.

"Tau nih si Tia ngerepotin aja"

I said quickly.

"Jaudah come on"

Tia approached Rafa, she handed her phone to me. Whats?What does. Halfheartedly, I photographed them both.

"1 2 3 chekrek"

Rafa smiled at me, so sweet. I didn't realize he was actually smiling from looking at the camera, not from looking at me.

"Rafa thanks yaaa"

Tia said with pleasure. Surely he will soon upload the photo in his instagram story.

"Tin, want a picture?"

Rafa asked me. He was indeed the only one who called me by calling me Ntin. In the past, he said Ntin calls were special. I myself even want to laugh to hear it, because in my residence Ntin is the name of a dangdut singer.

"Tin who? "

Tia asked Rafa.

"Biutyn"

Rafa replied while pointing towards me

"Oh Uti, gabakal wants him, don't you think Ti?"

What am I supposed to answer?My heart says it will, but..

"Ntar aja Fa, easy"

Answer shy. My bottom line, why do hearts and mouths never line up?