La Tahla Don't Complain

Is this true...?

Fatih pov's

ba'da Ashar pursuant to an agreement with Mizan's old family me and the family came to apply for shafa, he said, the atmosphere looks crowded it turns ustadz mizan not only invite family only in this event but he also invited some neighbors.

I parked the car in the courtyard of the minimalist style house. Before long I saw ustad mizan and his wife came to greet us family at the door I also got off the car following the abi, umi and Nadia who have gone down first.

Assalamualaik....

sapaku on ustad mizan while greeting him and other guests, after talking a little long iftad mizan also called syafa to join together, he was sitting next to his umi I saw there was a red tinge on his cheek, his face lowered not daring to look at me or the others. shortly after the event began with a little opening by Ustadz Adzam as Mc until finally heard the voice of my brother asking the girl in front of me about the purpose and purpose of our visit, and finally heard the sound of my brother asking the girl in front of me about the purpose and purpose of our meeting, a question repeated by ustad Adzam as mediator.

Alright how shafa did you accept the proposal aki Fatih..?

I saw the girl still lowered her head without answering the questions of ustadz Adzam as the host of the event.

Well, how do you accept the application of Aidil Fatih son of ustadz yasir....?

dag, dig, dug, my heart started racing there was a feeling of tightness in this heart, and curiosity about the answer that would come from the lips of the girl no matter what happened to me, I don't understand either.

" Yes bi syaffa willing to accept application aki fatih"

Thank goodness.....!!!

there was a voice of gratitude from everyone in the room, I said those words because I was relieved by the answer, but not long after saying that word of gratitude my eyes caught the reflection of someone who almost a week appeared in every dream, the reflection of a girl behind the curtain that separates the living room and the middle room of the house, which is the, the girl is "Farah Lailatul Fitriah" the girl who has taken half my heart.

I looked at the girl unblinking and surprised when I saw her in the corner of her eyes shedding tears.

" O Allah.." My mind did not get there, my surprise increased as the girl lowered her face wiping the tears that had been flooded in her face and stood up and left this place.

"Farah" the sentence just slid from my lips, my mind turned back as if I could not believe what I saw earlier.

farah is she here?

she cried?

was my decision wrong?

all those questions revolved around my brain struggling spoiled asking for logical explanations and answers but none of my brain was able to answer them all, I was fixated on all my concentration was up.

Astagfirullah.....

forgive me God......

don't let me think of your servant who isn't my muhrim.....

Author pov

Thank goodness....!!!

the words of gratitude were spoken from some people who witnessed the prophetic proposal on Syafa, gratitude also unceasingly flowed from the syafa in his heart.

the core event was replaced with a meal for the guests that had been provided by the syafa family, shafa moved from where his eyes were not stopping to go around, looking for his two best friends who came from the beginning of the event but until he surrounded the house the two girls were not seen in his eyes.

where did those two little girls go anyway..?

watch out if they run away before the event actually starts....!

Yuk see farah same astri no...?

ask her sister

(ayuk is a sister's call to an older sister in palembang )

well let's not see de' try to find in the back...!

syafa rushed to his backyard but still he did not find his two friends.

Where did Farah and Astri go....?

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Farah pov

surprised, disappointed, not believing that's what I'm feeling right now.

that guy is fatih?

what makes shafa fatih?

Aidil Fatih a young man who managed to make my soul calm just by hearing the sound of the chanting of the sacred verses he read?

Aidil Fatih the gentle young man's voice was able to make himself shed tears when he read the Koran....?

Aidil Fatih the young man who had managed to break through and fill this whole heart and feeling...?

is that young man God......?

is it really all that I just witnessed..?

or is it all just a dream...?

the same questions are spinning - spinning around in my brain still in disbelief with everything I've seen.

I kept running somehow far away, I didn't really care about what I wanted right now was just the calmness, I needed the calmness to be able to accept all the reality I just experienced.

*...!!!

Farah wait*.....!!

I could not ignore Astri who repeatedly called me and chased me running away panting with her narrow skirt, my mind was still confused until Astri managed to catch me grab my hand and take me into his arms.

cry far, I understand how you feel

astri drowned me in his arms, patting me gently on the shoulder trying to encourage and calm me.

" Cry Far, as much as you want, I'm here with you "

said the hijab girl in front of me, I feel so lucky to have a friend like Astri, he always takes care of me and calms me at times - when I'm down like this.  no wonder my best friend knows how I feel.

it is natural to remember that she is a girl who always wants to know, more precisely if she is said to be "kepoo" not only that astri is a girl who is jolly and understanding she can read the feelings and contents of one's heart just by looking at the expression of his face. it was only natural that he knew there was another feeling I felt for that dimpled young man.

the patient Farah...

I know you're disappointed....

reveal him, baby....

maybe it's not you who's made of his ribs, it's our best friend's shafa.

I took off my arms to hear Astri's last words, a feeling of relief in my heart did not arise when considering my best friend Shafa who will accompany life aki fatih not others.

there was a tone of gratitude in this heart remembering that.I wiped my tears, nodding in agreement to Astri's words.

*you're right Ast, I shouldn't weep over God's will.

I'm sure Syafa would rather be with him than me*.

Astri clasped my hands tightly and took me to a bench not far from where we were standing.

trust me baby you'll get one like him even better.

again - again I nodded to confirm Astri's words, the girl smiled clasped my hand tightly and we decided to go home, forgetting the pain that was still in my heart. and fostering a sense of sincerity that is so reluctant to grow also hopes that God will provide a better replacement for him.

to be continue

*** La Tahla Don't Complain ***

***Man cannot resist destiny, nor can we regret it. All we can do is accept what God has ordained.

I realized that not all my desires can be realized because God knows better what is good for me and what is bad for me.

I released him for her, although it is difficult to forget what is already ingrained in this heart, but I will try to remove it slowly even though it is difficult but I have to do.

God help me to be able to hold my chest and remove the traces of it from my heart and mind***.