
This time Fathir went to school on his own. His heart felt empty and uninspired when before there was Kirana he used to go to school alone.
But why now did he feel so lazy to go to school. Ever since Kirana's presence in her life, she felt that there was an extra life in the soul . Kirana coloring every day that she passed, Kirana also changed her cold attitude to women to be warm. But of course only Kirana was warm and loving.
Sometimes a smile pokes on Fathir's lips when remembering Kirana's cheerful behavior, sometimes even ridiculous as when brought speeding on the road to school by Fathir. The beautiful girl had completely filled her entire mind and heart.
Hearing Kirana's pain, there was a sense of worry and anxiety that was excessive until she herself lost the spirit of living her routine as a student.
But it is also impossible that he skipped, he still went to school, later when he came home he decided to go to Kirana's house . Because this morning before picking up Kirana, he was told by Mang Nur that his young lady was sick and permission could not enter school today.
Mang Nur left a letter of illness to Fathir to be given to the teacher who teaches in Kirana's class.
Time seemed so slow than usual, but Fathir was looking forward to the clock home. Many times he glanced at the watch on his wrist, but time seemed to freeze and long passed.
Fathir had not had time to ask Kirana what was sick to Mang Nur, because Mang Nur was in a hurry to leave when he was about to ask about Kirana's pain.
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CRYGGS
The bell came home and finally shouted. All the students were scattered out of the class, not least Fathir.
He rushed to the parking lot and immediately hit the gas, then his motorbike drove away from school.
After a few minutes, Fathir arrived in front of Kirana's house.Tak wait long he immediately knocked on the door of Pak Bahari's family home.
Bagas who just today returned home after hearing the news of Kirana, immediately opened the front door.While Pak Bahari and Bu Ratna were in Kirana's room, he said,they deliberately did not leave Kirana alone.According to Kirana's request who did not want to be alone while in the room.
Bagas opened the door of the house, it appeared the figure of Fathir outside.Bagas did not recognize Fathir, he linked his eyebrows.
"Sorry who you're meeting?" Ask Bagas.
"I'm a friend of Kirana's, Bang. Can I go see him? " fathir said politely.
Bagas only realized that the guy in front of him was wearing a high school uniform covered by a sweater he wore.
Bagas was speechless thinking, afraid that Kirana would not be disturbed at this time. But it's good he asked his sister first.
"Please come in, wait here for a second. I'll meet Kirana first, she's afraid she's lying." said Bagas.
Then Fathir bowed his head a little and entered the house.He immediately sat on the chair in the main room of the house.
While Bagas went in and into Kirana's room. Bagas told Kirana and her parents that there was someone in front who wanted to meet Kirana. He forgot to ask the man his name.
Pak Bahari and Bu Ratna guessed in their hearts, if the one who came was Fathir. After Bagas mentioned his features.
"Would you like to see Fathir?" mother Ratna asked her daughter who was in her bribe to eat the pudding.
"Yes, ma'am.but I want to talk to him, can I?" ask Kirana.
"What's?the same guy in the room???" Bagas instantly rounded his eyes while folding his arms in front of his chest.
Kirana and her parents turned to Bagas, whose voice was a little loud when he spoke.
"The door to her room is open, you can wait in the middle room." asked Kirana to weld.
"What would you like to talk about? Why do we have to go out and not listen." Ask Bu Ratna gently.
"Kirana will talk about things you never believed in, only Fathir is the only one who understands and will listen to my story" Kirana said a little carefully afraid of offending her parents.
"You listen does not mean to believe, you have to be too much until it hurts." said Bagas.
Pak Bahari immediately pulled Bagas' arm to get him out of the room. While Ms. Ratna had only one way to keep Kirana from getting disappointed with her, she allowed Fathir to enter her daughter's room.
Kirana knows her family still can't believe what she's going through. Maybe I won't even believe it at all. Kirana stared at her mother's nano as she exited the room.
Fathir, who was still waiting in the living room, was hoping to meet Kirana. Shortly thereafter, Ratna approached him.
"Sir Fathir, let's take Aunt to Kirana's room" said Ms Ratna with a smile.
"Okay tan, thank you for letting me meet Kirana" said Fathir with sparkling eyes. His arrival here was not in vain. He can't wait to meet Kirana.
Fathir immediately followed the steps of Bu Ratna, when passing the family room saw Pak Bahari and Bagas sitting on the sofa.
Pak Bahari smiled at Fathir, while Bagas only threw his face away as Fathir smiled at him.
"Excuse me Om!" fathir said as he bowed his head.
"Come in, Kirana's waiting inside." Said Pak Bahari welcoming Fathir.
Ms. Ratna escorted Fathir to the doorstep of the room, Fathir turned to her, hesitating to enter the room of a girl without being with her parents.
"Tante wait on the sofa, let the door of his room open like this" said Ms Ratna, who knows Fathir's doubts.
Fathir then went into the room, some time when Bu Ratna was staring at Kirana and Fathir, hoping that Fathir could help Kirana not to think strangely anymore, she sat down on the sofa with her husband and first child.
"Hi..how are you?" father Fathir.
Kirana smiled faintly, her eyes as if saying that she was not okay. Without an answer from Kirana, Fathir knew that the girl in front of him was very depressed.
Fathir took the dressing chair in front of the bed, then he threw his body in the small chair. His gaze looked back at Kirana, so shady and attentive. He waited for Kirana to speak.
But the clear details came out of the corner of the girl's eyes, her cry a little restrained because she did not want to be heard by her parents who were outside the room.
Fathir was very unwilling to see her grieving as she was today, if only he could want to tightly hug Kirana and calm the girl in his arms. But that's impossible for him to do.
"Don't be like this, please. Whatever happens you have to be strong, maybe this is how God loves you, or maybe God reminds you to always remember Him." Fathir said with a sad look.
Kirana was getting a hiccup holding back her cries, she wanted to immediately tell everything but what Fathir would still believe with his words.He hesitated, because what he was experiencing now was more extreme than before.
"Look if you want a story, I believe in you, there's no reason not to trust you. Let alone seeing you as you are now, it can't be just a hallucination." Fathir continued seriously reassuring Kirana.
Kirana finally told me everything from the beginning until the end, with a little voice she softened. Fathir was surprised to hear what Kirana said.
An event that is very difficult to understand reason but all that really happened, otherwise it is impossible that the beautiful girl in front of him was so hit.
"I will find a way to deal with all this, I promise." said Fathir seriously.
"Thank you, you're the only one who would believe me. Even though my family just doesn't trust me." Kirana said.
"They're just not ready to hear things like this, new and unfamiliar things to hear. Trust me, your parents love you so much and worry about you." Fathir tried to calm down.
"It should be them who believe before you." cried Kirana.
"Not everyone can understand about the subtle creatures, some people believe some do not believe. Moreover, they never rubbed directly with the mystical smelling thing. If I have ever even witnessed events related to subtle creatures." said Fathir.
"For example? What events have you experienced? What's like me?" Ask Kirana.
"I used to study religion with someone, whose name was Ustad Sahir. He often possessed people affected by subtle-creature disorders. Many of them are possessed." said Fathir.
Fathir also recounted many spiritual experiences he had with his friends who had studied religion at Ustad Sahir.
Kirana enthusiastically listened to Fathir's story. There is a lot of knowledge he got from this guy. In addition, his heart was now a little relieved and his condition began to improve.
After a long chat, Fathir let him go home. Previously he had given advice to Kirana to look for busyness at home so as not to daydream a lot. For example, doing a hobby, whatever he likes until his mood is good and does not feel excessive fear anymore. Because according to Fathir, subtle creatures will more easily disturb people who have little faith, many daydream, and continue to be in the ghost of fear. Fathir also suggested that Kirana always remember God. Trust and ask for His protection.