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Before you read this chapter, I want to say something.
When I made this chapter honestly I was a little hesitant to upload it because in this chapter there are some things that are quite sensitive to read.
But because the storyline must be like this so inevitably I have to upload it.
After all, this is just a fictional story and I have no intention of offending anyone, so I hope you understand.
All right, no further ado, happy reading....
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After Firdaus knew the reason I did that (Pura - pura became a criminal), he immediately stroked his chest and looked relieved.
"So, that means, about you using Sara to threaten me..."
"That's just bullshit. From the beginning I had no intention of doing that. I was just too deep into the character I was playing so it became like that." I replied.
"Oh,...I get it."
Reply Firdaus.
I thought Firdaus had forgiven me but I saw that his gaze had not changed at all, he was still looking at me sharply as if he was still wary of me.
"But Leon, even though everything you did was just a joke. But still nothing will change if you're an underworld man, the one who killed those kids."
I did not try to refute his words and nodded.
"Um you're right, I'm an underworld person. And I also killed those delinquents. But Brother Firdaus you should know for yourself why I killed those kids?"
I asked him back (Firdaus) who made his gaze immediately turn Serious.
"Well, I already know. After I suspected you that you were the mastermind behind the disappearance of those children. I'm starting to figure out what kind of relationship you have with those kids
and according to the report Isty gave me, you used to be bullied by them. And not only that you were also hurt by them badly enough to - until you were rushed to the hospital
- Of course it might make you want revenge on them but still wouldn't it be too much if you killed them?"
I tried to explore the character of Leon, as if to show that everything that Leon had experienced back then I experienced too. Starting from bullying, violence to torture.
"What do you say, overdo it? From where it's excessive, you should know if I don't do that then they'll just keep rounding me
besides, if I stay quiet then I can - people near me are also in danger. Just like that time."
Although I only said so, but Firdaus immediately knew that the time I meant was the moment when Kak Siska was also injured by them.
Of course the wound was not as severe as Leon or the owner of this body but still he had to be treated in the hospital for a few days until finally he could get out.
"In addition to that, Sister Firdaus, you should also know what punishment the children were given in court like?"
When I asked that, Without a second thought Firdaus immediately nodded seriously.
"Um I already know. I heard that they were only given a light sentence because they were minors."
"Truely they say it, but in reality it's not like that. Because Luis' father bribed the insiders so that the punishment of his son was lightened. In addition, he also threatened my father to remove his demands
that is why, if my family and those people cannot give fair punishment to those delinquent children then...I WILL JUDGE THEM MYSELF."
My voice was very calm but sharp which made Firdaus' entire body feel creepy and look frightened.
Even so Firdaus did not remain silent, he tried to fight his fear and approached me.
"Leon, I understand everything you're saying but still killing it's not good, it's an act of evil."
"The crime you said?..HAHAHAHAHA IF YOU SAY SO, AREN'T YOU JUST LIKE ME."
Firdaus was confused and tried to ask...
"Remember, you also sometimes kill criminals who are considered very dangerous in order to protect your citizens
whereas I killed those children to protect myself from threats that could have put my life and my sister's life at risk
now I ask, what am I doing this crime? If you still think yes then it's the same as admitting that what you're doing is the same."
"I-it's......."
Firdaus couldn't reply to anything, because he knew that what I said had a point.
But even so Firdaus also could not take it for granted everything I said and tried to refute it.
"No, you're wrong Leon, it's true that what we did might not be so different from what you did (same as killing).-
- But remember, we do that not out of our own will (killing people), but rather it is our job to do it. whereas you-!!"
"When I do it of my own volition. Is that what you want to say?"
My neighbor went over and asked him back. Where Firdaus briefly replied...
"Well." yeah."
"Hmm I understand, it is true that these two things are the difference between what I do and what you do
- Maybe this is also the reason why you often catch people who should be considered heroes."
Firdaus doesn't understand at all what I'm saying.
"Le-Leon, what are you talking about?"
"Yes, you know, I watch the news a lot. Where the kidnapper tried to kidnap the victim's motorbike using a sharp weapon
- But unfortunately the victim fought back and managed to take the sharp weapon so that there was a fight. Then in the fight the victim managed to win by stabbing the kidnapper to death
- If you look well - it is clear that the victim should be rewarded or given the title as a hero for killing a criminal who disturbs the citizens and eliminates one state crime this is.-this
but the truth is not like that. He was arrested and considered a criminal for killing people. He just wants to defend himself. But still he was arrested. What reason? Yes because it's-that's
- FOR HE KILLED NOT BY DUTY BUT BY HIS OWN WILL, SO HE WAS ARRESTED."
Firdaus who heard that felt very furious, he felt unable to accept it and looked at me with great anger
"LEON STOP TALKING NONSENSE, WE NEVER ONCE THOUGHT THAT WAY."
Of course I know that. Anyway what I mean here is just the people not the others.
"Sir Firdaus you said that but didn't you say that yourself."
"I-it............"
This time Firdaus was completely unable to say anything and could only be silent as he gritted his teeth in annoyance.
"Damn!"
While Firdaus still looked annoyed, on the other hand PIX tried to glance at me and ask...
[Master, it looks like your manipulation worked huh?]
(Manipulation? What are you saying?)
[No need to pretend like that, I know that since you have been trying to manipulate his mind so that he thinks that the murder you committed is not a crime but self-division
and in view of his face, it seems like your manipulation worked well.]
I was a little surprised, because I didn't think PIX could know that much detail.