KIDS WANT TO BE OPPOSED

KIDS WANT TO BE OPPOSED
I FEEL GUILTY



After I left them, I was in my room right now. Where I was lying in bed remembering Carla's condition.


Where his face looks pale and his eyelids are very Black, especially he seems to have forced himself all this time.


So without me realizing I immediately gritted my teeth firmly, and my face could not be seen because it was covered by a shadow.


On the other hand, PIX who saw me like that, made him worry and tried to ask...


[Master, are you okay?]


"What's wrong?"


I asked while glancing towards PIX.


[Yeah nothing, it's just that your face looks so ugly.]


PIX said with worry.


Hearing this made me instantly speechless and unable to say anything. Because at any rate, I don't look good right now.


The reason, it's because....


[Master, do you feel guilty about that woman?]


A moment PIX asked that, making my eyes instantly widen in surprise.


However, after I calmed back down, I tried pretending not to know and asked...


"Well, what do you mean?"


However, in contrast to what I expected, PIX calmly replied...


[It's just my blessing, it's likely that up to this point Master must have thought that everything was fine - fine - all right


- the reason is because you are passionate even though you are dead, your group still works as usual


but after seeing and knowing that your group, especially the woman, is still trying to find the person who killed you, makes you feel guilty, Because-!]


"SHUSH."


Before PIX finished explaining, I immediately cut it with a sharp sound. To make PIX shocked and instantly silent. [.].


On the other hand, after I said that, I realized again that what I said earlier was so rude that I tried to apologize.


"I'm sorry I lost control earlier."


I said in a languid manner.


[No, that's okay, besides I was wrong because I said too much.]


Answer PIX with Guilt.


I heard that for a while closed my eyes while sharpening my hearing. Where can I hear wind and wind at night.


However, after a few seconds later, I slowly opened my eyes again and I softly said...


"You're right PIX, all this time I was thinking, even though I'm dead, I believe that my group is still working as usual. No matter who killed me, but...."


As I stopped, I remembered Carla's pale face, which made me grit my teeth and narrow my eyes sharply.


"...honestly, I've never been in the mood all this time they've been looking for the man who killed me. What else Carla even became one of TUPXION USERS."


I said while looking annoyed, seeing that, PIX immediately asked..


[Do you not like it?]


"It's not like it, but if he becomes one of TUPXION USERS, it means he has to tour the battlefield right?"


I asked while glancing towards PIX..


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The battlefield here, that's a fight between humans and Monsters.


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.....on the other hand, the PIX who heard that calmly replied...


[Yaaa of course he must come, besides the USERS of TUPXION, it has been destined like that, without exception,...YOU YOURSELF MASTER.]


Say PIX in a sharp tone, but without caring about it I calmly said..


"You're right, that's why I'm upset. Why did the girl give TUPXION to Carla. did she want Carla to enter the battlefield?"


[On that, I know.]


PIX answered flatly, as if he was trying to tease me, mengetaui it, made me immediately irritated, until - until my veins are visible on the forehead.


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Author: by the way" Leon doesn't know yet, if the one who killed him was a Tupxion user.


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As I tried to calm myself down, I slowly sighed "haaa.." then I looked up at the sky and said...


"Here you go, I'm going to sleep, tomorrow I have to meet the moon."


[You're right, but before that, can't I ask you one more thing?]


"What?"


When I asked, PIX looked at me very seriously, where he said..


- Isn't it by doing that, you can reduce the burden?]


"You think so."


Hearing my answer makes PIX look Bingun and ask questions....


[What do you mean?]


When PIX asked that, I casually replied...


"Well, you think it's okay, do you think they'll believe that I revealed my identity back then?"


[I-it.].


"Of course not, from anywhere, there's no way they'd believe such a time, what else would a Boy say that, that's impossible."


[After thinking - think right too.]


Say PIX Seriously, after that he looked me in the eye and said..


[But, even so do you have the heart to see your group having such difficulties, especially the Woman?]


"Of course not. After all, even though I helped them, I didn't have enough strength, to do that, plus with my body like this."


I answered while looking at my small and Skinny hands,


PIX who saw it immediately understood what I meant and asked...


[Then what will you do?]


"For now I can't help them use my powers, but..."


For a moment I stopped I immediately nodded - ngetting my forehead while saying...


"..AT LEAST I'LL HELP THEM FROM BEHIND THE SCENES."


My words, with a smile, spread on my lips, in the darkness.


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The next day, as I walked down the stairs, I tried to head to the dining room, where I was not wearing a school uniform, but a normal uniform.


By the time I entered the dining room, I noticed that everyone was already there and sat there, where it was seen that Rina and the other servants were preparing food at the table.


Without lingering - I immediately walked towards them and tried to sit on my seat.


However, when I was just sitting down, the mother who was playing with Fira noticed I was not wearing a school uniform, so she tried to ask.


"Leon, why don't you wear your uniform, don't you want to go to school?"


"Well, I'm off today, and I'm still tired anyway, because of last night."


I replied lethargicly, hearing that Sister Siska sitting beside me immediately looked at me and asked..


"What time did you come home last night?"


When Siska asked that, suddenly my lips curled and immediately berahli towards Kak Rangga. Where I said..


"On that, just ask Rangga. Last night he saw me coming home, on the phone with another woman."


Hearing what I said, made everyone in this room immediately turn towards Kak Rangga.


Where they all looked at Kak Rangga whose face was filled with cold sweat.


"SA-YANG💖, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?"


Said Rani with a smile, where the smile was scary to make Kak Rangga immediately shiver and look scared..


"~~Ra~Rani you misunderstood, ta~t last night I did call with another woman, but she-"


Before, Kak Rangga finished talking, he was immediately cut off with a sharp Rani voice with a scary expression.


"EEEEH SO YOU ACTUALLY CALLED ANOTHER WOMAN."


Not only Rani, even mother, father and also Kak Siska were the same, where they all looked at Kak Rangga with a flat gaze while saying...


"Sister Rangga, I thought you were loyal to Rani, but, I can't help it, you...."


"Ti~No, Siska you're misunderstanding, me-!"


"Rangga, you already have children, you can't do that" said Mother


"Su~I told you, you misunderstood me. That woman"


"She, I'm disappointed in you."


Say it with sadness.


On the other hand Feeling that no one wants to listen to his explanation, Kak Rangga immediately irritated and shouted very loudly...


"PLEASE LET ME FINISH SPEAKING!"


At the time when Kak Rangga continued to try to explain to all of them. on the other hand, I who was eating in my seat looked very happy.


Where my lips curl like a crescent Moon while my gaze is like emitting light behind a shadow.


"God."