KIDS WANT TO BE OPPOSED

HOW SARA FELT

by the time I had left the Uks Room, I was peering at the Sela Door Classroom, where I noticed the Disciples had already begun to spread.

"It seems like the lesson has started from earlier" I said in a low voice. PIX who heard that immediately replied

[You're right.]

He said, then he glanced at me and asked...

[So what are you going to do, do you want to skip?]

"Hmm.yeah, that might be nice too, but-"

Before I finished speaking, Suddenly the Classroom Door opened wide and showed a figure of Ms. Linda who again saw me crouching right in front of her.

"O~Oh Miss Linda, Ma-Sorry I'm late" I said while sweating coldly.

"....."

But without saying anything, Ms. Linda just looked at me continuously, where she was watching all parts of my body...

"Anu, man,..Miss Linda."

...But when I called his name he immediately regained consciousness and saw my face.

"O-oh Leon, sorry I just daydreamed."

"Yes, that's okay."

My reply went straight, then Miss Linda who heard it immediately smiled and asked..

"Omong - by the way you're doing, are you okay?"

"Eh?"

"I heard from Sara, it looks like you're under Bu Nara Keruang UKS, for Rawat."

"Oh so."

I said immediately when I understood what Ms. Linda was talking about. After that I answered..

"As you can see, I'm fine."

"That's so Thank goodness."

He said with a smile, then he turned to my bench and said..

"If so, hurry inside."

The moment I heard that, it made me immediately startle and try to ask...

"Eh, is that okay? are you not punishing me?"

"Oh, do you want to be punished?"

Ask Ms. Linda Sambl smiling slyly.

Seeing that I hurriedly replied..

"Of course not."

"Then. Come on in."

"good. I get it."

I answered as I walked inside and sat on my bench.

After I sat down, I took out my notebook and tried to write the Lesson on the Whiteboard.

But when I did that, From the side suddenly there was a whisper of Sara who was calling me.

"Leon."

"Yes! What's up?"

I asked while looking at him.

"Anu, I heard from Lia, yesterday you..."

When Sara wanted to say something, she suddenly stopped talking and looked at me with an embarrassed expression.

"?"

I felt that there was something strange about him so I tried to ask..

"Sara what's wrong?"

"No-no, it's nothing - I'm sorry I bothered you."

Answer it while looking back to the front and write the lesson on the board.

Well, even though I already know what he wants to say but for now, I let it go.

Because I'm sure he has his reasons, doesn't want to say that for now.

After thinking that, I started writing as well, the lessons that were on the board.

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By the time all the students were home from school, I was still in the classroom. Where I'm cleaning the dirty windows, because today is my cleaning day.

Although I do not like to do this, but I must still do it, because this is the Duty of a Disciple.

"Haaa, I often ask, why am I afraid of many people, even told to do this?"

Said me while looking limp, PIX who saw it immediately reply..

[You're right, although I don't want to admit it, but right now Master really looks very pitiful.]

"Be quiet, are you happy to mock your Master?"

[Oh that is of course, after all mocking Master is the new path of my life.]

"Just die you."

[Unfortunately I cannot die Master.]

"I know it's fucking, don't have to bacot a lot."

[I'm not much of a Bacot Master, I'm just telling the truth, unlike you who likes to lie just to be able to win the heart of a woman.]

"....."

Honestly, I would love to reply to what he said. But I stopped, because I felt there was no point in serving him.

so I began to quietly slap the Window without caring about it...

[Master, why are you quiet, look out there are so many Beautiful Girls.]

".....😐"

[Huh, Master saw that there were two more boys kissing.]

"......😓"

[Master, do you hear me?]

"......😐"

[Woy Master, are you deaf?]

"......😓"

[Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master,[Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master, Master,[Master, Master, Master,]

"😬..HELLOOOOOOOO BRENGSEEEET!"

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As I walked out of the school, right at the Gate, I saw Rusli, Lia and Sara running up to me.

TAP!!..YO!!...TAP!!..

"Leon, you're out at last."

Rusli. I looked at the three of them and asked.

"You guys, what are you doing here?"

"We're waiting for you."

Answer the Sara.

"Waiting me?"

"Well, we want to go to Warnet, you want to come, right?" Ask Lia.

"Yes I don't mind but,..."

For a moment I stopped I turned to Sara, and then I asked..

"Sara, are you coming too?"

"Well, why?"

"It's nothing - it's just, didn't you just say you couldn't come."

"That was, unlike now, I've changed my mind."

"Be-so yeah."

The moment I said that, Sara continued again.

"Hmmm so you already know?"

When I asked that. Sara immediately replied with a nod "umm." then said...

"Even in class, I wanted to tell you about this, but since the lesson had already started so I stopped

- But even so, I still thank you for teaching the children Leon a lesson."

Sara said with a smile. Seeing her smile made my lips instantly curl and say...

"Yes, don't thank me, I don't like kids like them anyway."

"really?"

Ask Sara.

"Yes."

Answer me with a nod. After that I looked at the three of them and said...

"Yosh, then how about we go now."

""oo.""

Replied Lia and Rusli simultaneously while raising his hands high up.

After that the two of them started walking in front, as me and Sara followed him from behind.

YO!!...YO!!...YO!!...

As we walked, right next to me, Sara called me.

"Anu Leon can I ask you something."

"What?"

"Yesterday, when you beat up those kids, did you hear anything from them?"

"You mean?"

"for example, the kids said I WAS THE GIRL THEY HAD BEEN BUSTING OR SOMETHING."

Said Sara while glancing at me very seriously.

Honestly, to make him feel no pain here, I would usually answer NO. Because it will definitely make him feel relieved because I did not know the dark time SD.

If I do that, of course, he will feel guilty for not telling me that and just be quiet.

Although I don't care about it, but for him it must be something that can't be forgiven, because after all when he has fun or does a lot of things with me and others, because anyway, of course he sometimes remembers his past trauma, and thinks....

So that makes him blame himself even more.maybe he will bring it to adulthood.

That is why he often shunned people and had such an attitude.

Because if he doesn't do that, I'm sure he'll just hurt himself more.

Therefore, the only answer to eliminate his guilt here is to tell the truth.

Although this would hurt him for a moment, but it was better than that he carried the guilt on until he grew up.

After I thought about it slowly I glanced at Sara from the side, where my gaze looked very calm yet sharp, then I replied...

"Sara, as you said, the boys did say that you were actually the girl they were once bullying in Elementary School."

"That's it, so you've heard yah."

"Well." yeah."

I answered briefly, while trying to notice Sara's face that was looking down, where her expression could not be seen because it was covered by a shadow.

because I was worried about him so I immediately clasped his shoulder firmly and asked..

"How are you okay - what?"

When Sara felt that I was holding her shoulder, she looked at me which made me look surprised.

The reason being, It was because Sara's current expression was completely different compared to before, where her expression was very calm but her gaze was cold as Ice, it was as if he was piercing and instilling fear from one's body.

WITHOUT EXCEPT MYSELF.

Just looking at her, I immediately knew that this was the expression and gaze I had seen when I first met her. Where he saw the people around him very coldly.

Although I did not expect it to turn out like this, but I will not be silent, because I have decided to change him from now on...

"Sara, why are you looking at me like that? Is there something on my face?"

When I asked that Sara tried to pay attention to my gaze, where there was no fear or desire to stay away from her in the slightest.

So that makes his lips instantly curl and look back towards the front.

"I'm sorry, I just don't think you're still as calm as ever, when I think you're going to look at me weirdly because you've been mengetaui my past."

Hearing that answer, I immediately glanced at him calmly and said....

"Huh, why would I do that? After all, if you say that I should also say, too,...WHY DON'T YOU LOOK AT ME STRANGELY, EVEN THOUGH I'M A DEAF BOY TOO?"

The moment I asked that, a jolt made Sara's eyes instantly widen in surprise "Eh!" because he never expected me to ask him back.

"That's it, that's because you're different from me."

Answer the confused Sara.

"Different what? Besides gender, we're the same - same kid in Buli."

"That's true, but...."

By the time I felt Sara could no longer say anything, I looked back to the front and said...

"Honestly, I don't know what you're feeling right now, but if you keep going like this (making repellents/shunning people"), I'm sure you'll regret it later."

The moment Sara heard that, she immediately narrowed her sharp eyes at me and said.

"Leon, you don't have to listen to me, I know what I'm doing now anyway."

"No, you don't know anything, even if it's true, you feel fine for now, but if you continue like this into adulthood, I'm sure you'll regret it."

I said with a serious look. Seeing that Sara immediately turned to the other direction and asked...

"Why can you say it like that, for sure?"

"So, that's because, uh,.....I'VE FELT IT MYSELF."

I answered while narrowing my eyes calmly, plus a gust of wind was sacrificing my hair.

on the other hand, when Sara heard my answer, her eyes widened in surprise. Because if what I say is true, it means....

"Le-Leon, you said you've felt it alone? That means..Have you ever grown up?"

The moment Sara asked that, for a while I didn't answer anything and just glanced at her.

"......"

But a few seconds later, suddenly my beer was curled like a crescent Moon and said..

"Sara, what do you mean, I've grown up? Are you saying...I've done this and that?"

As if - if understanding what I said, Sara immediately blushed in embarrassment and hurriedly looked towards the front.

"Le~Leon what are you saying, I never said that."

He said, then he glanced at me and continued again..

"Again, I'm just asking if you've ever grown up or not? I don't have any intention."

"Hmm, so yeah."

I said casually while looking ahead.

"So how's Leon, have you really grown up or not?"

When Sara asked that again, I immediately glanced at her and asked back.

"Why are you asking like that again?"

"So-soal. That's because you suddenly said something strange earlier, so-so.I'm very curious about that."

Sara replied while looking at me very seriously.

On the other side for a while I just glanced at him continuously and didn't say anything.

"......"

However, after a few seconds I looked back to the front and said...

"I understand what you're saying, but I'm sorry, for now I can't tell you."

"Why?"

"On that, you don't need to know, which I obviously want you to remember - I said earlier, understand?"

I asked while looking at Sara with a Serious look. Seeing my gaze it made Sara momentarily smitten. But after he returned to normal he immediately looked the other way and replied..

"Well, I understand."

After Sara said that I immediately snorted and said..

"Good, then let's go after them (Rusli, Lia), like we've missed."

"....You're right."

Sara replied with a smile. Then I reply with a smile too. After that we both started running and left the place.