KEEPING SECRETS (CAN YOU?)

Eps. 91 Poems of Sadness

The seasons change with time,

I'm here silent.

Will the rainbow come without rain?

I'm here silent.

Soothing heart, blackening.

A night without a moon.

Why don't I just burn grass?

Let me know I'm quiet here.

Diva mute the atmosphere of the graduation party when she recites the poem of her work which was declared the winner in the poetry competition at her school.

This is his first appearance on stage in almost two years. And this is his graduation party. One more year after the secret she kept with her mother was revealed, Diva decided to leave the world of celebrities that catapulted her name.

Diva came down from the small stage, after being asked to read her poetry. The audience was still silent, whether they understood the sadness of Diva who felt lonely without a lover, or they were caught off guard because in the middle of the festive party she read a poem of sadness.

The host clapped, and then followed the roar of applause from all the spectators present at the farewell party.

“Saddening once your poem Diva. I'm up speechless. I remember Betho.” Said Bella, one of the friends who was always with her.

“Thank you.” Reply Diva slowly.

“Oh come. It's our farewell party. The period of your poetry is still not lost either. Come have fun Diva.” Bella said after a while passed and Diva was still silent, even though the stage was crowded with music that sang, entertaining.

Bella hugged her best friend. She knew Diva was so devastated after Bethoven left. The unraveling of the secret that he kept, made almost everyone in this school to sneer and sneer at the Diva openly. They leave him, and the toughest thing for Diva is to be left behind by Bethoven. For almost two years, Bethoven has not yet given any news. He seemed to have cut off contact with the rest of the country and drowned and wriggled the bustle of London.

“Iya. This is our last day at school.” Diva answered still in Bella's arms. “I'll enjoy for the last time while being here.”

“Well, that's dong. Now it's time to party after graduation.” Shouted Bella in the middle of the noisy atmosphere of the party.

\=o0o=

“How, have you decided to go to college where?” Ask Bella.

Right now the whole BCD genome is gathered in Bella's luxurious house. Bella, Cherry and Diva are discussing their plans to apply for college.

“I haven't.” Java Diva.

“I too. I don't even know what to major in.” Timpal Cherry while scratching her head and looking at the brochures.

“You yourself will go to college where and major what is Bell?” Ask Diva.

“If papah and mamah want me to major in business and management. But I don't want to go there. I want to be a beautician.” Answer Bella. “Because I want to have my own beauty clinic. You know that beauty clinics are very selling well at this time. And certainly mehong bangeng tariff. If I have my own clinic, and also become an expert I can look more beautiful and stunning cost is also lighter. Hehehe. Don't worry I'll give you a discount.”

“Ndreaming continues. Wake up first cake, School first, open a new business first promo.” Seloroh Diva disperse Bella's daydream.

“Iih you cruel Diva. Just imagined already playing ambyar only.”

“Which one should you choose?” Chase Cherry. “I mean obey your parents or your wishes?”

“I don't know I haven't had time to say same mamah and papah. But if allowed to choose for myself I want him to study in Korea. Let's meet Ji-Min.”

Diva and Cherry follow the splash and fantasize. Each of them is embarrassed to meet their idols

“You don't want to study in London alone Diva?” Suddenly Cherry asked after the shock. “Who knows you can meet Brother Bethoven there.”

The mood of the Diva changed instantly. He took a deep breath and blew it away. His face turned grim.

Seeing that, Bella elbowed Cherry as if to blame for making their friend so upset to remember the lover who disappeared in the land of people. “You anyway.” Bella's whisper in Cherry's ear.

While Cherry can only grimace the pain of Bella's elbow. “I slipped, ga on purpose.” He replied, whispering too.

“Actually..” Answer Diva slowly. “There was someone who offered me to facilitate college there. It could even be while interning as well. But... “

“But why Diva? Isn't that very nice? You can go to school and work there.” Ask Bella.

“Iya, right. I also want to go to London. But there is no cost to school there.” Timpal Cherries.

“But I'm afraid of being disappointed even further. I was afraid to expect too much so it made me even more disappointed.”

“You mean?”

“Serting I imagine studying in London, continue to be able to meet Betho. And we're back to what we used to be. But the more I get, the more scared I get, if it's just going to be in my shadow and my dreams.  The reality will be very different. I was afraid of falling again in sorrow. Especially when there, no mama, no you guys. I complain and ask who's the same hug? Queen Elizabeth's time? It's not possible, is it?” Obviously Diva was encouraged to joke at the end of her sentence. “Ah gone, mending lecture here only.” Don't wear London's mikiri."

“Or to korea only. Same me.” Bella Sahut.

“If you go to Korea, who do I play with?” Cherry Ratap. He felt his parents would not be able to send him abroad. Economically, his parents are far below his two best friends.  Cleverly he is also under his two best friends.

“Do not be sad dong.” Exciting Diva while hugging Cherry's body. The one being hugged is even as much as crying.

“You don't go out of the country huh. Please do not lecture far enough to Ciater only deh most distant place.” Cherry said as she pleased.

Kontan his two best friends laughed out loud.

“Emang there is a campus in Ciater? You are-just there.” Seloroh Diva while patting Cherry's back.

Meanwhile in London.

Bethoven had drowned behind a pile of spelled books. He was busy doing his college work.

(actual dialogue in English readers. But because the ability of the author in a foreign language is limited. I'll just use my own country language, right? Please understand readers.)

“As for Betho, you should be a little more relaxed.” Said Sam, a friend of Bethoven's college at Western London University, whispering because they were in the library. “After all this is just a summer lecture.”

“Sst.. I'm busy Sam. If you want to hangout with friends, it's okay to just go there. For now I want to focus on learning.” Answer Bethoven.

“As for my friend, I beg you.” Whisper Sam again and his body he pushed forward, then looked at Bethoven with a clear face.

“Whisper once the hell you this.” Sergey Bethoven is upset.

“Come on, if it wasn't for Lula asking me for help. I'm not gonna whine at you, am I?”

“What do you do with Lula?”

“Tak. I'll just ease my way to a date with Agnes, Lula's roommate. Come on Broo help me, I'm in love with Agnes. Just this once. Plisss..”.

“Alright, remember just this once.” Tukas Bethoven agreed, becoming increasingly uncomfortable with the gazes of some library visitors who stared at them with displeased gazes.

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