KEEPING SECRETS (CAN YOU?)

Eps. 66 Humiliated

“Ti-no I don't want.” Sergeh Bram was quick after hearing his wife's request. "Love the others, my dear. For now don't ask for that first. I won't be able to do it."

Josephira looked at Bram's face sharply trying to find honesty there. His eyes glazed over, then slowly the tears melted. Bram's speech was very insulting to his female ego.

He who has poured out his entire body in order to satisfy the desires of his beloved husband has been rejected outright. That humiliation turned slowly into a mounting rage.

“I'm really a useless wife to you Bram.” Josephira lirih. “I am your wife. I should be able to make you satisfied in bed. Touch me now!” Josephira.

“No, I can't.” Bram said, shaking his head. “I can't bear to make you sick and suffer just so I'm happy. No, no, my dear. I can't do it.”

Bram collapsed to hug his wife who was now crying loudly without a sound. Only tears were visible and his chest was rising and falling irregularly as if he was holding a very heavy weight.

“Do Bram, I beg you, let me feel again to be the perfect wife for you. I will bear the pain myself. Do Bram, please, I beg you tell me, make love to me.” Josephira said among his growing displeasure. Both of his hands lashed weakly at Bram's back.

But Bram is flinching. He let his wife whip, beat, grab and even claw his back.  He still felt he would not be able to do so if he knew Josephira would be in pain.

I don't know how long they hugged each other and cried.

Bram woke up from his sleep. He saw the clock on the wall of his room.

“Put five.” Sizzle Bram, then look at his wife who is still closed. “Honey, let's get up.” He said as he stroked Josephira's cheek. “Heat?” Panic immediately broke out on Bram's face. The back of his hand he put on Josephira's forehead, and at once his panic increased “Dear wake up, are you sick?”

Josephira only groaned softly without opening her eyes. As if he was suffering now.

Bram immediately picked up his phone which was lying on a small nightstand next to his mattress.

“Halo! Johan called Eka's doctor. Josephira suddenly has a fever and looks very sick.” Bram was very panicked.

After hanging up the phone, he called the waiter to get a compress.

That morning, the entire Bram mansion was suddenly busy. Fortunately, Eka doctor who understands how the habit of Bram if it is about his family members quickly came despite only wearing pajamas wrapped in a white coat typical of a medical personnel.

“Quiet Bram, for now I can only give you a heat-lowering medicine. But then you'll have to take her to my hospital. I'll check and analyze it more thoroughly.” Dr Eka said after the examination and gave an injection to Josephira.

“Good. Thank you Ka. Sorry to bother you so early.”

“Ah, stop. This is my job. Then I'll go home. And remember take your wife to the hospital this afternoon too.” Doctor Eka's wishes.

“Iya, yes. It must be Ka. I'll take you out. Betho take care of your mama.”

Later, Bram took Josephira to the hospital for a more complete medical examination.

“Hmmm, there seems to be no problem with your wife's health Bram.” Doctor Eka.

Bram was alone with doctor Eka in his room. Josephira was taken by Johan to the car.

“What do you mean? You know for yourself, this morning my wife's body suddenly had a fever. Though the night before there were no symptoms whatsoever.”

“But what I'm saying is the results of the examination and the results of the Bram lab. All your wife's vital signs are normal and good. I'm worried it's related to your wife's psychic condition. Mentally strengthen him Bram. I'm sorry, I'm not a psychiatrist and that's my guess. But medically I dare say that your wife is fine.”

“Hmmm, if I were in your position I wouldn't have the heart of Bram either. Because if you force it medically there can be bleeding around that vital area.”

“That's you, I'm so confused. To be honest, I need my passion. But every time we did, she screamed in pain to the point of crying.” Grumpy Bram.

“For now I can only tell you to be patient yes. There must be a solution to the problems you face.”

“I understand Ka, thank you for accommodating this vent.” Bram said, and he stood up. “I go home first Ka.” Pamit Bram's.

From that day on, Josephira would not speak a word to Bram. Josephira was silent if Bram was at home. Of course it makes Bram blingsatan. This woman he loved so much had ignored him for days.

“Josephira darling. Please talk to me. I'm really tormented that you're treated like this.”

“Hmmm..” Josephira mendehem slowly but the voice was like a heavenly humming that gave spirit to Bram.

“Ah thank goodness. I'm sorry, honey, I'm sorry. I'll give you everything but don't ask for it for now. Let me resist this desire.” Bram said, although it has been said many times and always did not get a good response from his wife.

“Because it's been three days since I've silenced you, today I started talking to you again. So that I don't get too sinful in this.” Josephira.

“True, that's true. Not good in one family there is a cold war of more than three days.” Answer Bram sumringah.

“But you made me feel the biggest humiliation of my life. I've been determined and begging you but you won't touch me. As your wife I feel so insulted Bram. You know what it's like to be insulted? Pain Bram, it hurts so much!”

“Ta-but..”.

“Already, I was thinking a few days. Would it be better for us to just part ways than for me to feel constantly humiliated like this?”

“APA?” Bram shouted in surprise. “Ja-don't think about it baby. Please there must be another better option.  Farewell is permissible but hated by God, our Lord.”

“If as a wife I will always be humiliated, why should I survive?”

The deg!

Bram's heart seemed to stop hearing the sentence said Josephira. The entire joints of his bones seemed unable to support his body that was struck by the sky in fear of losing someone he loved so much.

“Please my dear, you know how much I love you. Don't, don't ever think like that again. I would be devastated without you and your love.”

Josephira remained silent no longer. Her lips twitched and her eyes were also teary. In his heart he also very much does not want to part with the man who has become the best husband and man in his life.

“Please tell you my dear. I promise I will approve all your requests but if for that one, do not first yes.”

“I'll think about your promise. Now you go to work there. I'm going back to the room.” Josephira said with trembling lips.

She could not bear to see her husband begging like this. But the anger in his heart still had not subsided even though it had started to diminish.

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