Kapok Became an Actor
Chapter 21 POV Rakha
POv Rakha
There was no regret after I finished him. There is only its own satisfaction. Satisfied to finish off a cheap woman like her. Only death can end his betrayal. If I continue to forgive, he will definitely do it again and again.
This is not the first time he has had an affair. I've tried to be a good, responsible husband. But he doesn't appreciate me one bit. He is good at tongue-licking, good at keeping lies, as if he has really changed. During the time of being Fera's husband, I've been patient and quiet enough to face him. I also never asked Fera to work, he forced himself to work, arguing that he could not buy this and that if he used my money. In fact, I never forbade him from shopping anything. Yes, because he works indeed for his own needs, because his hobby is online shopping. Whatever you like and want to buy. Whether you wear it or not, the most important thing is that you get it. Sometimes that makes me protest, many items that have been purchased become repellent because they are not used. Sometimes the words of divorce that come out of his mouth can also make me sick. To put it lightly, if he was caught cheating, he always yelled "Now what do you want?! Divorce me!" Those are words that can touch my heart. I really feel like an unneeded husband, and that's what he does for the sake of the third person, which isn't necessarily good for him. Until at last it was the peak of my emotions that were able to make all my eyes dark, yes .. when I arrived from my parents' house to take Rizki and Adit, he was crying calling Lengga's name … Lengga .. and Lengga .. how do I feel? Sick right? It was also by accident that I took a machete .. then came back and just went straight to it ….
After realizing what I had done, I pensively cried for mercy on the almighty, I had killed, not regretted for having finished him off, but I regret that I have sinned and have not thought about the fate of my two children. That emotion has made me forget everything. Upon realizing it, I walked quickly towards the police station carrying all the evidence including that body part ….
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"Brother Raka, do you regret what you did?" ask the police.
"No! But I'm satisfied!" I answered loud and firm.
Not long after, came the family of Fera with a thousand words of diatribe. They asked the police to punish my abomination as much as possible. My two in-laws seemed to be broken and fragile, with their arms taking the limbs of Fera I had brought to be buried. Before they left, they kept shouting by sharing all sorts of swear words.
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After my two in-laws returned to his house, not long after I returned a guest. They were both my parents. Some questions from Mom and Dad.
"Raka, why are you doing something so stupid and crazy?" Mother asked with a cry that could not be held back. I can't answer Mom's question.
"Dad..," said my two sons together, they scoured me tightly. My heart is as broken as it is to see my parents and children crying. I can't say anything but sorry.
Stupidly I had to spend my life in prison, my parents had aged. .. why was I not able to think about it at that time?
"Adit .. Rizki .. I'm sorry. I've done something wrong by killing your mother. Dad asked for help, Take care of Grandma and Grandpa" I asked. My parents are still crying. Throughout history, my son would record that his father was a murderer.
"Mother!" triaku. Mother looked. "In Adit's suitcase, there's fifty million rupiah and in Rizki's bag there's a savings book for their future!" my cetus. After that, the police took me back into the detention cell. Hopefully the money I have left behind can be useful for their future. At least, with that money, my parents could build a small business. And I hope Adit and Rizki can take care of Grandma and Grandpa. Actually I did not plan this murder before, at that time I went to want to leave Fera, so that the savings can be carried away, either after dropping off the children, my feelings want to go back to the rented house again, as a result, it turned out that's what I did. If only I knew I would do that, I would never have gone back to that contract.
All has happened, the rice has become porridge, it is too late to regret. I regret hurting my parents and my son and my father-in-law. No regrets about ending the cheap woman's life.
Hopefully this case can be an example for perpetrators of infidelity, before doing, think about the impact that can be caused ….
Not feeling, I've been in prison for two weeks, just waiting for the decision how long I will serve the sentence. The sincere rails and smiles of the children began to be engraved when they joined Grandma and Grandpa to visit me. A letter I wrote to Fera's parents, I left it to Mom to give it to her.
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Now it's time for me to serve the punishment calmly. And focus on worshipping the Divine Robby.
My prayers and hopes may there be no other Fera-Fera, no more Raka. Enough of us who became a tragic example of the story of the affair that ended sadistically for them.
