Kapok Became an Actor

Chapter 19 POV Fera

POV Feeding.

Is it wrong to love someone who is married? I don't know why I did the same thing? Three times I had an affair. First with my ex-lover, our relationship ended because his wife learned of this affair. However, this relationship continues even though it is only a friend. Even though I know, he still has the same feeling. The second affair with Wendra, she was also my ex-lover. I love her so much. He's a band boy .. Despite his age, he still looks young. Even younger than my husband. Our relationship ended, because Mas Raka knew of this affair. As time went on, Mas Raka forgave me. I promise not to repeat it again. At that time, I asked for a divorce from Mas Raka, but she did not want to divorce me and chose to stay. After a few years, I have no more cheating with anyone, the love for Mas Raka has grown again. However, the loyalty of love to Mas Raka was again tested after my closeness to Lengga. The third affair occurred, from him I got the perfection of love, his face handsome, nice clothes, perfect body, Lengga is really a dream man. At first my feelings were normal, but because I was joking a lot, I changed my love. With him I dare to do everything. At first it was just a face, but over time everything in me was willing to give. I can't remember if I had a son or a husband. What's in my feelings, I'm happy to be around him. I'm happy, he treats me sweet. 

As if I do not remember sin, I avenge every sweet treatment. There is a feeling of guilt and regret every time you do it. But all of that is defeated by lust. I've blinded love to Lengga. There's a pain in seeing him spend so much time on his wife and son, I want to have him completely, but it's not possible.

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Today the office came home quickly, Mas Lengga and I went home together to a rented house that we deliberately rented to combine love. We just told the landlord that we were husband and wife. I feel like I am his wife, because I have been able to get it from him. Even I love him, every time I do an obligation to Mas Raka, his face is what I think. As if I wanted to scream.

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Until contracted, the atmosphere was very quiet. Maybe the other neighbors are busy. Me and Lengga went inside. Lose your body to rest. We drifted into silent chatter, until finally .. we dissolved in it. While enjoying this moment ….

Brake!!!!! 

The door on the door was so tight. Surprisingly, there is a boss and his wife outside. There's Mas Raka and Maya. I was surprised, pushing Lengga's body to the ground. There's nothing I can say to avoid, they've seen it for themselves. Lengga was busy wearing her clothes, and I covered my body with a blanket. My body is shaking, there is fear and mixed. The crying can no longer be contained. Mas Raka carried a large rock and threw it right on Mas Lengga's body. A pair of old men and I shouted at the same time. No, the stone did not hit Lengga's body, but hit the back of the head until 

draw fresh blood. 

"Mas!" triak Mira is also his wife. Mira cried while shaking Lengga's body. I wanted to get closer, but he stared intently at me. Mas Raka's harsh treatment was not enough to just hurt Lengga. He came up to me, started grabbing my hair and banging my head against the wall. It hurt so much .. so many times I begged for mercy, but he was getting ferocious like a wild animal that wanted to eat its prey. My boss and his wife helped Lengga get into his car. Maybe they want to take Lengga to the hospital. A pair of parents who were crying, followed Mira walking from behind and entered Mr. Adrian's car.

Plaque! 

A hard slap floated on my cheek.

"Basic cheesy! Disgust! Damn it!" maki Mas Raka's. I just cried ….

"Basic of cheap families! Yesterday your sister had the heart to go with another man and leave her disabled son! Now you!" dewynony.

"I told you, I want a divorce from you, Mom! Divorce me!" my snapping. I have given up what will happen to my home. I was wrong, I better ask for a divorce from her. 

"Divorce? You asking for a divorce? Fine, I'll divorce you! Don't expect, the kids are coming with Mom like you!"

Weepy! 

"Snubrate! Cheap girl! A junk! Easily handing the honor over to another man! It turns out that you never change! Penance to you!" his screeches. I am so ashamed, many rented residents who flocked to see this drama. Right now my feelings are breaking withstanding the overwhelming embarrassment ….

After being satisfied with cursing, Mas Raka pulled my hand roughly out of the rented house. Wrapped in a blanket I struggled to follow his rough steps. He opened the taxi door and pushed my body rough until it sat down.

"Aww, sick," I snorted. Because my shoulder hit the front. 

Mas Raka cared nothing, like dark eyes, he drove above average. My life is now like the tip of a horn. On the edge of the horn between life and death. 

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At exactly 19:00 wib, we arrived at the rental. Grateful the atmosphere was quiet.

 

I saw my two boys watching television when I went inside. 

"Mother" greet them. I smiled .. and continued on towards the room. My two sons were very confused. 

Suddenly Mas Raka took out two large bags.

"You're coming with me to Grandma and Grandpa's house. Your clothes have been done, Dad," she surprised me. What does. 

"Why is it sudden Dad?" ask Rizki my first son. 

"There's nothing, come on," he asked.

"We're saying goodbye to Mom first." Rizki and Adit greeted me, staring at my face, maybe they wanted to ask, but there was no courage. "We're leaving, ma'am," they said at the same time. As if there was going to be a farewell far enough, I grabbed my two sons and hugged them tightly. After that they followed their father. 

As soon as Mas Raka, I let out my tears. I admit I can't forget Longa. I keep thinking about him. In tears, I kept calling her name. No, not that I want to go back to her, but because there's guilt. Because of me he became like this. My whole body hurts. The blue bruises almost filled my white skin. I dare to play with fire, so I have to dare to bear the risk. Tired of crying, I put on the typical house clothes, and tried to rest. Again and again my tears broke.  

*****

!!klekkk!!!!

Sura the door opened, I could hear because indeed I had not been able to close my eyes. 

"Who are you crying for?!" cetus Mas Raka is angry. His eyes turned red. Then, he went to the kitchen. 

After returning from the kitchen, he brought a machete in his hand. Instantly my body trembled, hot sweat mixed coldly out of my body. My lips quivered in horror, with a machete in her hand she kept looking at me.

"I warned you! Once again having an affair, then I'll chop off your head and give it to your parents!" snapped it. 

"Forgive, Mas …." 

"No more mercy! You've made me sick too much! Hhhaaaaaaaa!"

Grilivek …!

I don't know, what else happened ….