
"Mas, we close everything that has passed, we open a new sheet huh?" I said as I held my only husband's hand. From last day until nightfall, Mas Lengga was like there was no spirit. I felt strange about his attitude.
"Mas, why are you? How does diem keep?" No answer came from his mouth. I went awry and didn't get excited to see him like this.
I was also lazy to talk if there was no response.
"Sweet I'm rich talking about statues," I sniffed as I turned my back. As much as possible I tried to close my eyes. But the shadow of tomorrow danced in my mind. My head became a little dizzy, my neck also felt heavy. It's fucking Mba Sinta. I really hate it, hate it too deeply. I wish I could be successful with Mas Lengga, and prove to him that my life is fine.
Tomorrow I will start looking for a job, well armed with SMK visa, I don't know what job I will get, I used to be able to work in a big office because I have my own best friend. Well if now?
Tonight actually had a lot to say to Mas Lengga, but he was in a bad mood. From this afternoon arrived at Mother's place, even she had not eaten anything. Isn't that hungry stomach? I don't know. Increasingly, my eyes were so heavy I finally slept in a position to turn my back on Mas Lengga. A little less greget, usually I sleep hugging his chest that field. This is the first time I have slept without hugging her.
****
My eyes woke when the sound of falling objects was caught by my ears. Apparently my husband is already in a well-dressed position. I don't know what time he woke up from his sleep.
"Mas, where are you going so neat?" I asked while pressing both eyes that still feel sleepy.
"You're looking for a job" he answered briefly.
"Have breakfast, Mom?" ask again.
"Not yet, being uninspired" he said and passed away leaving me who was still gathering my life in bed. There was no big kiss and laughter as usual. Hem ….
I woke up right after his departure and took a shower. After I finished taking a shower, I prepared and prepared all the necessary files to apply for the job.
"Where are you going, Mir?" ask Mom when I see it is neat by using office clothes.
"You're looking for work, ma'am. Pray Mira that Mira and Mas Lengga can get a job," I said and said goodbye to my mother.
"Assalamualaik."
"Getishalam."
****
From office A to office E, I still can't get a job, cover letter left a few more sheets. This leg also feels too sore. Mas Lengga has no contact with me. In a corner of Jakarta that is hot and full of police, adding to this suffering, it is very difficult to find a job. A few friends I called to get job info, but all that's nil. Oh my goodness, it's hard to find a job. About Mas Lengga managed to get a job no yes.
****
This leg is stopped in front of the hotel that makes the announcement required female employees with minimum massage SMK, Allhamdullillah .. indeed the hotel is an ordinary hotel, but rather than not getting a job. In spirit I put my foot inside.
"Mba, here accept kariawan huh?" ask the Mba Repsessionist.
"Yes right, Mba. To replace me. Oh so I'll be a Repsessionist?" girang kataku. Thousands of thanks to God.
"Wait here I'll call the host manager first." I waited in my waiting room. Not long ago the Mba came along who might be the manager.
"Mba, who wants to work?" he said while extending his hand.
"Yes, sir."
"Bring proposal?"
"Greese. This is Mr." I gave him the last file.
"Yes, from tomorrow you go straight to work," he said after opening my application. Maybe because I'm beautiful, so it's welcome.
With a good feeling, I left the hotel again.
****____****_____*****
"Home home, Mir? How'd it go?" mother asked while I was sitting on the porch.
"Allahmdullillah, Mom. Mira gets a job and from tomorrow she can start working."
"Thankful then."
"Oh yes, Mom. Is Lengga home yet?"
"Not .. it." Mother's attitude became very indifferent, I felt bad to continue hitchhiking here, even though this is my parents' house, wanted to eat so it felt a little reluctant. Finally I held back hunger all day until Mas Lengga arrived. Damn it Sinta. He had the heart to turn Atm Mas Lengga. I should have gotten a monthly ration in this month, instead he chased me out. Knowing that it would be like this, I would not spend the rest of the money. Nyesel .. nyesel .. apes.
***
"Home home, Mom." Mas Lengga suddenly entered without knocking on the door.
"Yes" he answered briefly.
"Mas, have you eaten?" ask me again while holding a hungry stomach.
"Udah was a friend. Why are you holding your stomach?" tanyakanya.
"I'm hungry, Mom. No eating anything yet."
"Tomorrow we're moving out of here. Looks like your mother doesn't like my existence" he said.
"Do you have money to contract?"
"Sell your necklace first, there is still something stuck around your neck" he replied lightly. Kirain has money, you know! But nothing, rather than the inner pressure of gini.
"Oh yeah, you got a job?"
"Udah," short again the answer. Yes, have a fast tonight, tomorrow only eat if you have sold a necklace. Fate of fate.
*****
I've cleaned it up, used seprays and dirty clothes for two days where my mother was washed. Mas Lengga has been careless not to ask to move immediately. Haduh why so dangle-lunta like this, should today I start a job to be a Repsessionist, even not so go to work, whether tomorrow I still accepted or not. 'Mas Lingga why be selfish like this si.'
"It's ready, right? Did you sell the necklace?" said Mas Lengga while carrying two large suitcases like yesterday. Indeed, the contents are still intact, fortunately I have not removed all the contents.
"Here you are," I grumbled a little. I wanted to scratch the face of this man in front of me.
"Mom, we'll take care of it. Sorry to have missed Mom," said Mas Lengga approaching Mother and Father who was sitting relaxed in the living room.
"Lho is saying goodbye? Wh why? He said he wanted to stay here for a while?" Mother felt a little bad, can be seen from her face. Maybe he was aware of his past words.
"Lengga don't want to bulpotin, Mom. Mira's been Lengga's responsibility." My own father did not say a word. I don't know, my family's attitude makes Mas Lengga feel bad. There is no friendly, cold attitude is very displayed.
"Yes, Mom. Mira said yes." I kissed Mother and Father's hands to say goodbye. There is no word preventing them. Don't go or anything, it's not there at all.
"Yes, if this is your decision. Careful, the right job." Mother advises.
"Yes, home life is always gravel, Father hope you can pass the test together. Make the past story a lesson for the future," added the Father.
It seemed that the look on Mas Lengga's face was so furious, but he was still able to endure it. After saying goodbye, we immediately went out. The taxi was already in front of the gate, so we went straight up. Mother and Father did not even bring us to the front. They still stay inside.
"What kind of life should you live if you live in your parents' house!" cetus Mas Lengga's.
"There was no hospitality like Sinta's two parents. They always thought I was their own son." Wow, how did Mas Lengga start comparing.
"Yes, don't compare my parents to Sinta dong's parents! If you want to come back again Sinta please!" cetusku upset. There was no reply from Mas Lengga.
****
Now we have reached the rented house, the house is quite close to my hotel later, but also not too far from the housing complex Mba Sinta and Mas Danang's parents. Estimated location, we are in the middle, between the house of in-laws and ex-wife husband.
"Let's not be dumb." He said so cynically. Huh, can't be soft what.
"Well paid, Mom?"
"Not yet, new Dp. You will love fifteen million more, that house, that's Bu Mirna." Mas Lengga showed me the rented owner's house, I immediately passed there. 'Well, the money runs out, the remaining two hundred thousand.'
****
"Mas! I paid! Here's the remaining two hundred thousand for the same cost of eating! Don't know enough!" I'm a little sewot. Mas Lengga was busy cleaning the house, rearranging the contents inside. Everything still looks empty, there's nothing here. There are no closets and mattresses. We had to sleep on the floor tonight, most dressed up as pillows. My stomach was hungry, I went out to look for food, while Mas Lengga was still busy to clean things up. I hope, hopefully when I return to buy rice, the house is in a neat state.
***
'Ich, far away from eating, hot like this, hungry stomach. Yes Allah .. hik .. hik ….
'Where yes there is a poor foodie, if this is every day can be troublesome, the period of the vegetable kang is shallow. Yes, when I eat raw vegetables, huft had to go again.' I'm a rich lunatic, I'm alone.
Finally ... after walking for a few minutes, also appears a warteg, aka tegal stall. As soon as possible I set foot.
"Mba, wrap rice yes two packs, use fried chicken same stir-fry," said I.
"This is mba, so forty-six thousand," he said while giving two packs of rice my order earlier. God is very expensive. It just feels like that much money is worth.
"This is mba, same added two mineral water yes, so how much?" I handed over fifty thousand rupiah to Mba warteg.
"Bag yes, Mba." With a lethargic face I nodded. Yes, the money is one hundred and fifty thousand. Not enough for tomorrow. If one eats fifty thousand can be wasteful, not to mention Mas Lengga cigarettes. Au Agh dizzy. All the way back from the warteg I kept thinking about the rest of the money in my pocket.
****
"Why is that pouting?" asked Mas Lengga when I got hired. As expected, the house is tidy.
"It's okay, it's eating." I approached him and sat down beside him, opening the food I had bought. Actually I myself so not eager to eat it, considering the price is expensive. Usually, money has no price.
"You eat! Why bengong!" cetus Mas Lengga's.
"Yes" I replied briefly. I really think about tomorrow. 'Boro-boro shopping is mah, make a meal just think. Mana scincare is also abis. Basic Mas Lengga is useless!'
"If you eat it, that is intent! Rice don't get ruffled! Make people have no appetite!" his jolt. Bodo I was too lazy to answer. Dizziness in my head.
*****
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