JUST HUG ME FOR A SECOND

TRAUMATISED

On their wedding day everyone seemed happy. All went well and seemed to be attended by the closest family members and closest friends Aluna Dea and Silvi. They were friends when Aluna was in college. Although shocked by the marriage they know 2 days before the wedding. But they still feel great happiness with their best friend's wedding.

"Gue only knew 2 days before marriage. I thought I was joking." Dea said.

"Gue too. When are you guys going out anyway? Suddenly a marriage." asked Silvi in surprise.

Aluna just smiles while Dea and Silvi continue to interrogate Aluna because Evan is really not the Aluna type. In addition, they had never heard Aluna tell about Evan. Then how could Aluna suddenly decide to marry him.

Today is their wedding reception after the Kabul ijab this morning. They had a simple party at night. Just as an expression of their happiness over their marriage. They deliberately did not hold a big party considering the circumstances of his second that is not possible.

After champagne party and wedding cake cutting. They seemed familiar chatting with their family members. After that Aluna invites Evan to meet his best friend Dea and Silvi.

The first time they saw Evan, they felt Evan's cold, calm and stiff impression. They feel this is not the type of Aluna who likes warm and romantic men.

"Van! This is my best friend and cousin. Same with Silvi!" aluna introduces Evan as her husband. It cannot be denied that Evan is a very handsome man. They are very fascinated, but seeing Evan's cold and quiet character still he looks strange to an Aluna who likes a romantic type of man. While Evan is very calm and very authoritative to be called a romantic man.

A moment later Evan was called Richard to be introduced to his business partner. Excuse me for leaving.

"Eh, how come Evan isn't your type, huh!" silvi said she still felt strange.

"You're in a mate, huh?" timpal Dea's. They still suspect Aluna, they feel that Aluna is really hiding something from them.

"Udah said we were dating too. Already!Consider it fate." Aluna tried to stop talking about it. Silvi and Dea suspect that there is something that Aluna is hiding from them.

...***...

After a tiring party Aluna is still busy with Silvi and Dea in the room. While Evan was busy with his cellphone on the sofa while sleeping still with his full taxido outfit. He didn't care much about what the trio did. Evan puts on his headphones and starts to put him to sleep. He's still wearing his material pants and his white shirt. His coat and tie he had already let go. She was tired, but Aluna still looked engrossed in chatting with her best friend. He wanted to rest, but the 3 best friends' exclamation story looks still long. Evan fell asleep on the couch with his headphones on.

Silvi notices Evan sleeping on the sofa, she knows Evan is tired of wanting to rest. But Aluna seemed to want to hold the three of them in her room from earlier. He was always looking for the talk that made it difficult for them to leave. Silvi started to feel bad.

...***...

Because it was late Dea and Silvi already had no reason to linger in the bridal room. They immediately say goodbye to Aluna, although Aluna's heavy look releases them.

"Eh, it's like this! We're home, yeah! You guys have gone to capean him. He's sick again, needs rest, Lun!" Silvi advised aluna while glancing towards Evan who was asleep on his long sofa. Aluna looked at Evan and Silvi alternately, she seemed to feel guilty towards Evan. But still he was hard to let his best friend go. It felt like he wanted to sleep with his best friend tonight, but that was impossible. There's Evan now.

...***...

Actually from earlier they wanted to go home from the hotel room, but Aluna always held them for various reasons. It's a little weird, but they're trying to pull it off. Maybe Aluna was just nervous, for as long as they knew, as indecent and as sexy as anything Aluna looked. She is still an honorable woman who takes great care of herself in front of men. What's more, her protective father always makes the male ketar-ketir approach Aluna, making them afraid to mess with Aluna. No one dared, they could end up beating Aluna's father.

Finally after a bit of drama they were able to get out of Aluna and Evan's room. Dea and Silvi have arrived at the car park.

"Ingo basic! We're in the shit till last night." Silvi chuckled.

"You're not ready not to merid, it's very difficult to find it!" Dea laughed at Aluna's behavior.

"Temen!" Silvi Seru. They chuckled and then got back in the car.

...***...

In the hotel room Aluna looked strange, busy erratic, and restless. Evan just woke up in the lyrics.

Actually unbeknownst to Evan, Aluna harbors a trauma on Evan. Imagining them will repeat the events in Bali makes him panic erratically. Suddenly he was paranoid himself. It's weird, 'cause he likes Evan, but why is he like this.

DEG

Aluna looked at the newly awakened Evan, she seemed to be gathering her consciousness for a while and she immediately went to the bathroom to take a bath. Finished bathing, Evan immediately picked up his clothes in his suitcase and changed his clothes in front of Aluna. His plain-looking body with only a towel still coiled around his waist made Aluna recall the incident. Aluna continued to pay attention to Evan with an erratic mixed feeling.

Aluna immediately imagined Evan that night, how Evan came that night. She took off her clothes in front of Aluna and forcefully touched them that night. Every second of the night was spinning again in Aluna's mind. Aluna's breath began to hunt rapidly. And his hand resting on the bed squeezed the mattress firmly.

Aluna began to not stand it and her cries broke. Evan immediately turned to Aluna who was crying and looked at her with a strange look. He frowned at the sight of Aluna who was suddenly crying.

"You why? " ask Evan who just finished dressing as he approached Aluna.

Aluna immediately cried hysterically, making Evan confused and immediately held Aluna into his arms. It's not that Aluna is getting hysterical. Evan immediately let go of his embrace and looked at Aluna still with a confused feeling.

"No, Van! Naw. No, Van!" isak Aluna immediately while rejecting Evan, Evan can only be transfixed to witness Aluna's confusing behavior.

"Van! I'm not ready!" isak Aluna's. Evan slowly began to understand now "I'm afraid to see you without clothes. You look like that night, Van! I'm afraid I can't!" isak Aluna tried to explain his situation. Evan understands. He was silent for a moment.

"Because you've been holding Dea and Silvi in our room all day!?" evan asked trying to understand everything. Aluna nodded slowly. Evan was silent again.

"If you are traumatized by me. Why are you asking for this wedding!?" Evan did not understand Aluna's mindset. "Wedding isn't a game, Aluna!" sergeant Evan who is also confused should behave how.

"I love you, Van. I'm comfortable with you. I'm glad we're married now, but I don't know if it's stuck in my memory again tonight." Aluna still seemed to cry as she bowed and squeezed the wedding dress she was still wearing. Evan was silent, it turned out that he was still a jerk in Aluna's eyes all along. He was silent for a moment, looking at Aluna's relentless cries. Without him stopping it too. It made him unable to bear it, and he left Aluna alone in the room.

Aluna just stared at Evan's departure in bed with sobs and a face wet with tears. He's still confused about himself, why he's like this tonight. It was supposed to be her happy night. Evan must be very disappointed with him now. What he has to do now, all fucked up.

...***...

Evan's thoughts raged all the way out of the hotel. Seeing Aluna's trauma made her feel chaotic. His thoughts returned to the memories of that night in Bali. Evan becomes evil for the first time and expresses all his years of anger towards Aluna. He touched Aluna like an immoral wild animal, he thought he would be content to do that, at least with the same person he had been with in the past. But apparently not, after that he felt as dirty as Aluna and unceasingly felt guilty towards Aluna.

What's more when he saw Aluna's crying tonight, he felt even more guilty. In the past he even met his uncle because his regret hurt and destroyed Aluna's life. It was also that brought his reckless steps to meet Aluna. The great guilt he could not bear anymore.

But if Aluna was afraid of him why did she act as if she liked him. Is it just to fight his fears? Then now he was unable to deal with it, while the two of them were already caught in the bonds of marriage.

Does he have another reason? Is this just his ego's demands? Or just don't want to lose to Jamia? There is another reason.Evan keeps thinking about this problem.

Yep! There is their baby who is the reason. That's pretty strong being the reason for her marriage now. But... Is there love between them now? Why is he thinking about that now? When she was officially tied to her marriage. Is Aluna playing with her marriage? Are they committed to their marriage? I don't know, Aluna is typical of someone who likes to do things without knowing what she's doing.

"Good boy!" Evan grumbled alone in the bar while vertical his soda drink.

Now he is enjoying his drink at one of the bars near the hotel alone. He just threw his empty cigarette pack on his desk.

Without Evan realizing that Soni had noticed Evan's depressive attitude. He smiled meaningfully. Then he left.

***

Finished calming his heart, Evan returned to the hotel room. He answered the door of the room and was immediately opened by Aluna who had been waiting for him. Evan walked in with a flat, cold face. Aluna followed Evan. And immediately hugging Evan from behind, it made Evan stop his steps.

"Don't be mad, Van! I just need some time. Give me time. I love you!" Aluna crying.

Evan turned his body and looked at Aluna deeply. Evan feels the sincerity of Aluna. Those beautiful eyes might have made her fall in love, not just guilt. Evan was devastated, he hugged Aluna and held her to his chest Aluna smiled. They hugged warmly. Love may be between them without them knowing.

SERIATE...