
"Here," Shine handed Junna an envelope with the logo of the hospital where she worked while enjoying lunch at one of the restaurants that were part of the hospital canteen.
"What's this?" Junna asked and stopped her eating. He tried to digest well Shine's speech considering the crowded atmosphere in the rest hours in the canteen.
"A letter of offer to extend your employment contract here and raise your status from apprentice doctor to regular doctor," Shine smiled proudly as she folded her hands and stuck them on her chest. In vain he persuaded Junna who is famous for his dedication in the world of medicine to contribute his energy and knowledge in this hospital.
"Sir Shine is serious?" Junna asked with an expression of trust and disbelief with Shine's words. He is happy with the good news because his efforts are recognized by the hospital and hopes he does not experience a long-distance relationship with the Rhine. He couldn't imagine if he could do it...
"Of course, since when have I never been serious about your abilities?" Shine gulped down the apple juice she had ordered. "But my advice, you should not be rash to make a decision, consider Papa's wishes that you want to be his successor in the hospital and also your relationship with the music producer."
"Sister Shine knows?"
"It's not just me, almost all hospital workers know about your horrendous relationship but still respect your privacy" Shine continued. "Actually I've long wanted to know how you two can get along and be in a relationship considering Rhine never once seemed familiar to you before I introduced you first even tend to consider you foreign."
"That's a long story, sister," Junna ended her lunch and focused on explaining the beginning of her meeting with Rhine until her relationship became what it is today to Shine. Full of drama, fierce debate on the balcony of the house in Jakarta almost every day until it is known to his parents, he said, her parents' special request to Rhine to give names to her twin brothers who are now in Elementary School, amnesia leads to heartbreak because they feel abandoned when they express feelings and end up meeting again to establish a serious relationship like this. Both of her parents were surprised when Junna informed her of the news but still gave her support given that enough Rhine services helped her become a more mature and responsible person in a different way than her most people to approach Junna are notoriously stubborn and dominant due to being an only child for too long.
"I didn't expect it to go that far as Junna," Shine sighed. "Are you going to be okay with all this?"
"You mean Brother Shine?"
"That Rhine isn't Junna's usual man, he's the heir to GD Entertainment and your world is 180 degrees different from yours. When he was a singer, it surprised me to be close to you. Although Papa and Mama Nadia agree that your relationship with the Rhine plus our profession and family background are also quite qualified, can both parents accept you with open arms?" Shine's opinion makes Junna jolted as if he realized that something had escaped his view even though he already knew about the problem before. "I'm not making you discouraged. But I only anticipate the worst possibility lest you be disappointed again until it falls for eight years as before because you are very valuable to me and our family. We want your eight years of sadness to change with happiness forever" Shine clasped Junna's right hand trying to show her support for her step-sister. "Because your happiness is our happiness too..."
"Sister Shine...,"
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"I'll finally find you Doctor Junna, or Junna Rhine's neighbor in Jakarta."
Not even Junna was able to calm herself down from digesting her half-brother's words, he is faced with one of the people who has kept him away from the Rhine all along and the biggest problem that has become a stumbling block to his relationship and Rhine, Ashiya, the mother of the man he loves.
"Doctor Junna, do you have time to talk to me?"
"Tante..," said Junna weakly. He immediately stood up and invited Ashiya who suddenly appeared in front of him to sit next to him. "Si.please sit Aunty."
After it was confirmed that the mother of the man she loved sat down, she then sat back down and put her right hand into the pocket of the doctor's suit to cover up her nervousness after a long time without meeting Ashiya, beautiful women are young in stature and inversely proportional to their actual age, the woman who first made him jealous thought that he was Rhine's lover and the woman he admired from the way Rhine was educated and raised. However, respect for the older must be maintained.
Seeing the courteous and respectful attitude that Junna showed him made Ashiya unkind to express his wishes. He knew that Junna was a good boy, and he liked the girl from the first time he met her. But Junna's past with Rhine who hates Kwon Hyun Suk, his father, makes Ashiya afraid that Rhine will remember his past and return to hate his father if the longer the relationship with the girl in front of him. The happy family he dreamed of long ago and has been realized until now can be destroyed instantly and he does not want it to happen. She does not care if it is said to be a woman and a selfish mother, as long as her family remains intact.
"Yudha must have told you all the stories of my son's life and the reason why I asked him to stay away from anything after the accident eight years ago, even keep it away from you,” Ashiya said firmly and straightforwardly which only a plain and weak nod from Junna could respond to. “If you were me, I'm sure you would do the same despite exploiting the weakness of your own son who has amnesia.”
“But Aunty...,” Junna tried to pause Ashiya's speech to ask if the woman did not know that Rhine had recalled his past back, but Ashiya did not give a chance to it.
“Therefore I beg of you Doctor Junna,” Ashiya's lips lay and his gaze pleaded with Junna while tightly grasping Junna's left hand which he did not put in the pocket of the doctor's suit. “I beg you to leave the Rhine for good, let him live happily with our little family. If need be I will kneel asking you until you let go of my only child it is because I am sure there will be a much better person for you.”.
Junna was unable to continue his words seeing Ashiya rest on him. His lips were muddled and could only vent on the letter he had received from Shine and he kept it in the right pocket of the doctor's coat he wore by squeezing it hard. His chest suddenly tightened like a large stone and felt pain simultaneously but tried to hold it. So what about his feelings? Is it not more valuable than a woman's feelings in front of her? Is it more meaningful than the woman's purpose in life to be happy? He and Ashiya both love Rhine in different ways, can't he stay with Rhine? Can't Ashiya think clearly that he's actually too afraid of the consequences of his selfish actions that might not be as bad as the woman thought? But this woman is a mother who wants the best for her child. Seeing Ashiya reminded her of her mother who tried to give her best as a child. Is it the heart? Would he have the heart to make Rhine an ungodly child out of wrath if today's events were told to him? It felt like he wanted to cry but tried to hold it so that it caused his head pain.
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