Junna and Rhine

7-1

In accordance with the ridiculous agreement that Rhine and Junna again made, they would not chat and meet face to face until Junna finished all her final exams. The atmosphere is so quiet and quiet. Rhine could only look at Junna's empty-looking room. Today was the third day he did not see Junna's figure. He longed for the disputes he used to have with Junna. His loneliness can no longer be dammed even though he has been accompanied by his favorite guitar. It's strange that he could have that feeling. A feeling that never once bothered in him to have it.

"I didn't think Mr. That Kwon is your father." Yudha looked disappointed and frustrated with the reality before her. His protege whom he had considered as his own son turned out to have been hiding something this big. He felt that he had failed to become the closest person to the Rhine and was not trusted by the Rhine as his guardian. "Just like your mom forbid you to jump into the world of entertainment. I now know the cause..."

"I'm sorry..," Rhine could only sit down. He felt what Yudha felt.

"Actually what happened that you hated Mr. Kwon? He is your own father."

"That's..," Rhine swallowed her own saliva. He really did not want to tell her the bitter experience of fifteen years of his life. From birth, she always saw her mother crying out of guilt for making her fatherless. Every time he walked out of the house, a look of disgust towards him he always felt until one day his friends said words that were never terbesit in him knowing that he was an illegitimate child. Every day he could only cry and was growing more and more insecure. His mother who saw it always entertained him by playing songs owned by Kwon Hyun Suk. From there he felt his interest in music and his confidence began to grow with Kwon Hyun Suk's songs.

People around him who had underestimated him turned silent when he saw he had achievements in academia and music. All of them he offered to his mother and as a place to show to those who insult and underestimate him. One day she saw her mother crying in front of the television. In his mind he thought what was going on.

"Hyun Suk.., if only Rhine knew that you were his father..."

The words that came out of his mother's mouth were like lightning in broad daylight. Kwon Hyun Syuk, a famous singer in South Korea whose songs always accompany and entertain him is his father? How could?! So why did you never tell her that her father was Kwon Hyun Syuk? Is it possible that the man refused and did not acknowledge his mother? What more did he reject himself as his son? The question still haunts him until now.

"Keep you didn't ask your mother directly what really happened and just kept it alone? Till now?"

"Yes, from there Mas Yudha was able to conclude that he rejected my mother and did not acknowledge me as a child," Rhine looked down lethargic. "I'm so disappointed and hate him..."

"Basin' stupid boy!" Yudha hit Rhine's head hard.

"Oh, it hurts Mas Yudha!" Complain Rhine. "If how benjol? My assets are worth knowing! I haven't made it to the top of my career to go international!"

"Your brain is, yes, completely immature!" Yudha this time was really angry.

"Why am I being scolded?!" Rhine Protest.

"Don't cut my talk first Rhine!" Apparently the Rhine has awakened the soul of the monster in Yudha who is always calm and succumbed to him. Yudha really did not understand the Rhine's way of thinking. "I'm really inexhaustible, a kid with high academic grades and an incredible musical talent like yourself turns out that the contents inside his brain are really shallow! Have you ever thought that what you've caught is a mistake? Why don't you clarify to your own mother what really happened between your mother and Mr. Kwon so everything's clear?"

"Everything is clear, Mas Yudha! That man from the beginning was never responsible and thought I existed! If he thinks I exist, he should have met my mother and I a long time ago! But why now?! Fifteen years I bear this burden alone! Mas Yudha will never understand my feelings all this time!" Rhine came out of Yudha's room. He wanted to feel like he was crying but for him if he cried then his pride as a man would fall.

"What are you doing there?" Junna's voice surprised Rhine who was daydreaming. "Luckily I reprimand, if not you can kambet residents in the complex here you know..."

"Are you crazy?!"

"It's just you crazy!" Junna held onto Rhine's cheek with both hands. "Lo really is weird! Just left three days not invited to talk because I test, look lo it you know, not really! basic suck!"

"Gue doesn't suck!" Rhine swoops Junna's hand. Junna. But Rhine was even more surprised by what he did. He hurt Junna.

"Go back!"

"Ooo! I'll just go back!" Honestly Junna's shock was unusual. He felt himself rejected by the Rhine. His chest suddenly tightened and felt pain. His body trembled but he tried to cover it up. He also chose to reverse his body position and take cues to jump back to the terrace of his house. When he was about to jump, Junna who was too short to take the start almost fell from his balcony if only Rhine who had realized it from the beginning chose to jump in to save Junna. They fall together on Junna's bedroom terrace in the position of Rhine who sacrifices his body by hugging Junna's small body to protect her.

"Now who's crazy huh?!" Shouted Rhine annoyed. "Think dong use your brains! It's second floor! You could have fallen if you had misjudged the initial distance!"

"Whisper! I don't need a comment!" Junna immediately rose from his position that was above the Rhine. "Just worry about people like you! Wasting my energy and time!"

"Elo..worried about me?" Rhine did not believe what he had just heard. Suddenly he felt his chest warm. He was happy, yes he was happy to hear the sentence that had just been said from Junna. "Can't you?"

"Here you go, back there!" Banish Junna trying to cover up his embarrassment. He let go of Rhine's embrace and stood up from his position followed by the man. "Aren't we in agreement that we won't talk and see you when my final exam isn't over?"

"But I miss you Junna" Suddenly Rhine looked seriously at Junna. Without realizing it, his right hand pulled the tip of the white shirt Junna was wearing.

"Eh?" Junna's eyes widened trying to catch what Rhine had just said. His heart was pounding. The kangen? Did I not hear wrong? A Rhine misses me?

"Gue kangen is fighting the same mouth lo," Rhine smiled showing his neat and white row of teeth. "Hehehehe..."

"Ukh.., yes it's there! I want to continue learning!" Junna immediately went into the room and locked the door and closed the curtains. Rhine could only sigh while enduring the pain in his scuffed back.

Forgive me yes who can not be honest about my feelings the same lo.., I am afraid this feeling even hurt you...

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