Jodokku Regantara's

Chapter 35

Until the night Regan did not return home, there was no message he left after the quarrel that occurred this morning. A pretty strange household issue. Kaira's wish that Regan can't accept at all. There is no separation of children and Regan hopes that with the time he gives, Kaira realizes that what she wants is not right.

Right at midnight Regan had just set foot in the house, she let out a heavy sigh before climbing the stairs towards the room. At this hour the wife must have fallen asleep, at least she can avoid debate and rest hugging Kaira comfortably.

Honestly, this one day was so hard for Regan, it felt so far away from his wife. But just don't tell me, what if you have to separate. Maybe his world is no longer the same and his life is empty. Slowly his steps into the room, the welcome that made the heartache back sounded.

Isak's voice crying over the prayer rang so painful. Kaira had not yet fallen asleep, she still complained her fate to the Kholiq by looking up both hands. The woman sought calm after a day of so much agitation. And all night his eyes could not be closed.

"God forgive me if I anger my husband....My heart broke when I was repeatedly disappointed, had there not been a glimmer of trust in me, O God. Until now you have not given the servant the confidence to conceive and bear children. Forgive me if my fault hinders the fortune you will give. But the servant is only an ordinary man, a wife who is eager to make her husband happy...."

"I couldn't part with my ribs, but I couldn't keep him waiting either. Sorry if I love your creatures too much. But if the best decision is to let go, one day strengthen my heart so that I am more sincere and able to face all. I just want her to be happy and her hopes are no longer dashed if she continues with me even though I don't know, can I if there's no more of her in my daily life."

Kaira sobbed with her head lowered, her body trembling with broken cries. Kaira was unable to hide the feeling, felt both shoulders touched someone she immediately turned and clenched. She was sure that her husband must have come home, even though the whole day was not calm. She wanted to leave Regan's life but she felt pain when she saw Regan leaving with a face full of disappointment.

"Sorry.hiks....Sorry...."

Regan replies to Kaira's embrace tightly, the test of life is definitely there. Debate and strife are the colors in the household. But how they behave is the main thing. With the actions of Regan going to avoid anger is the right solution. To both be free and go home with a passionate longing.

"Sorry Re...."

"Yes dear, ssssttt......Yes, don't talk about it anymore! I know you're upset and now you must miss me, right?" Kaira lets go of his embrace, still blocking Regan's shirt she nods her head.

Regan kissed Kaira's forehead and looked back at the round bead that was now looking at her without getting bored. "Why not sleep?"

"How can I sleep if my husband leaves with anger. Sorry I'm Re..."

Regan smiled faintly, nodding her head and peeking at Kaira's lips. "I forgive you my wife! Now you rest yes, it's two o'clock. I'm gonna clean up after that!" Regan opens the face that Kaira is wearing and lifts Kaira's body towards the bed. After making sure Kaira was in a comfortable position, Regan immediately cleaned up the former Kaira prayer and went into the bathroom.

Since then Kaira has been silent to pay attention and accept Regan's sweet attitude without rejection. How could he be able to part with a man as perfect as Regan. A husband who is very loving with all his heart and willing to accept himself with all his flaws.

Regan followed to the bed and then slipped into the blanket then hugged the wife's body tightly which turned out not to reach the dream. Gave warmth and sought warmth until both of them fell asleep.

"You are my soul mate Regantara, although I do not know how to convince myself, if with me you remain happy even though there is a lot of gossip."