JODI's Desire (Jomblo Died)

10. Say Yes or No!

...Happy Reading's...

The greatest thing you have ever learned is to love and be loved in return. But sometimes Love is just about finding ourselves in others, and a joy in recognition.

But not everyone has the same character, to easily express a taste to someone.

" Panji, um.. Can I ask you something?" Gendhis who is his type does not like too long harbors a sense of direct initiative to go one step further.

" Of course, just say it." Reply to Panji after sipping coffee of his order.

" Do you have a partner now?"

" Heh?"

" Opsh sorry... Are my questions too frontal?"

" Em.. It's not that, but..."

" Look, I just don't want the good name of mas and also my name tarnished if it turns out mas already have a partner, let alone we chat and eat just alone, just alone, if anyone knows us, the rumors can be everywhere."

Gendhis immediately explained the meaning of the question, let alone that one hospital on average knew who Gendhis really was.

" Owh. not yet."

Yes. I guessed it!

" Will you be my lover?"

Dor's!

•••

" O Queen, it seems I immediately believe that Gendhis is indeed your older brother."

These two scouting creatures again commented, as they sat back down leisurely while continuing to monitor Gendhis as well as Panji.

" why? so you don't believe that I'm his sister, either? just because I'm so skipping and so lazy to learn?" Asked the Queen with a grinning look.

" Not so?"

" Trus why?"

" Because you two are both frontal when talking in expressing a feeling, there is no sense of reluctance or how so, cook a guy like that, like there is no such burden, how can it be?"

Arga remembers the Queen who was also often without hesitation when expressing her likes and interests during this time.

" Ckk... This father is, it's good dong, the feeling must be expressed, indeed if you can secretly know how someone feels?"

" Yalah is..."

" In that life sir, don't just attach importance to a prestige, let alone expensive selling, tentative omen do not sell you sir!"

Yes also or maybe the Panji is not sold because it is often sold expensive huh?

" Likes you are cil. bocil, as long as it is not fussy already, we continue to menggupingnya!"

After Arga again lost the debate for the umpteenth time, they finally returned to focus on listening to their chat.

•••

" Are you talking so seriously?"

Which man immediately believes easily with the declaration of love of someone he just knew.

" Yes seriously, my face looks playful?"

" We've only known Ndis, even just a few days ago?"

" Why not? love is so, it can come in short, a person's feelings and heart can not be arranged just like that, if you like it, if not he also must refuse, right?"

" I can't believe it just like that."

The banner that has been passed many times run aground in a relationship is not easily accepted, because the relationship that has passed can end quickly even though they have been acquainted for a long time, especially just getting to know him for a few days, he thought.

" Em..how do you say, I'm the type of person who is lazy to relate if just playing around." Panji had no preparation for this at all, nor did he expect at all that Gendhis could express his feelings this short.

" Do you want us to get married?"

" HUH?"

Actually there is a sense of liking when someone invites him into a serious relationship, let alone this is the biggest hope of his family, but again and again he is not sure, his fear is even more, if only dating break up will not be a big problem, but if marriage and divorce is very taboo for him and not easy even just imagined.

He did not want to feel at all what divorce was, so he wanted to be more selective in finding a future wife, Panji's principle was that he did not want to get married just because of his old age, just because of the family's insistence, let alone getting married just because of the neighbor's talk, because the one who feels the complexity of the household heresy is himself, not others.

" How the hell? dating does not want, marriage is also doubtful, and I mean want to live a relationship like what?"

" It's not that Gendhis, just that I think you're in too much of a hurry to decide, we can get to know him more closely, right?"

" Without certainty?"

" Sure, but what?"

" Ckk..gini aja deh mas, do not muter-muter talk, later hit right left anyway, mas just talk, say Yes or No, it's very simple."

" I can't decide right now, Gendhis, I'm not ready yet."

" Okay, then I'll step back, our friendship is enough here." Gendhis immediately said it without thinking for too long.

" Gendhis, that's not what I meant."

When he heard the word backwards Panji immediately felt disappointed, because it was not like this that he expected.

" I'm not the type of person who likes to wait without certainty, which is the name of a relationship that is not just looking for the same match in someone, a person, even identical twins must make a difference, I think that a beautiful relationship can accept each other's shortcomings and complement each other."

" Are you sure of me?"

" Yeah.I do not like to waste time in an unclear relationship, if it has been srek ya go ahead, if it can not be finished, do not need babibu a. i.. u..! our lives are too short for that!"

" This fast?"

" Yes, so you still don't believe it?"

" I'm sorry Ndis, I just..."

It was too difficult for Panji to answer, on the one hand he was very interested in Gendhis, but that alone was not enough for capital to go to a marriage he thought, and on the other hand he was very afraid of a Farewell.

" It's okay, nevermind mas, don't be so uptight like that." Gendhis immediately smiled looking at Panji's face that looked panicked.

" Fuuh... You're just kidding, aren't you Gendhis?" When he saw Gendhis smile he could be a bit calmer.

" No! I've always been serious, but if my presence only makes a burden for the mas, I choose to have nothing to do with the mas."

" But Ndis?"

Panji still objected, because after they exchanged mobile numbers at that time, they often chat and their chat was very connected even they stayed up late at night.

" Because I've already expressed my feelings with mas, and mas seems to object, then if our relationship continues as friends is no longer comfortable, right? so before we get to know too much, let's just stop here."

" Gendhis?"

Click!

" I've deleted the mas number, everything that happened with us, it's done here, thank you for being present in my life in a few days, it's nice to get acquainted with the mas, it's been, then excuse me."

Gendhis immediately got up from his seat and displayed the sweetest smile for Panji one last time.

Oh, my God, is the curse true! not even made up yet he has run away first from me, but cook yes I have to be related seks s same sex? aghhh...

Panji could only close his eyes and recall the curse of his deceased ex-lover.

In the end, we will realize that life needs conflict to mature us. A healthy conflict, not pretending to be okay, but harbors a lot of flavor.

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