Jenar Ayu's

Illusions

When Antares made it out of the ice, he hugged Jenar tightly and said, "I miss you too, Jen"

Antares then pushed Jenar's shoulder softly to ask, "You said, I miss you or I miss you?"

Jenar smiled sweetly, then she let out a voice, "I said I missed you. You, not Akamu"

Antares recollected a smile and, as his heart was so happy, he asked, "Seriously? You miss....a.........me?"

Jenar nodded her head and with a shy hue on her face she said, "I'm a shameless girl, huh? Say the word miss just like that and........"

Antares immediately put his index finger on Jenar's lips while saying, "Ssttttt! Don't say that. You're a dignified and sweet girl"

Jenar smiled and said, "I know your birthday date from your Papa. Rigel Altair gave me your picture and he told me to write your birthday behind your picture. Rigel Altair then asked me to keep remembering your birthday date and asked me to celebrate. Because Papa said you, you love birthday cakes and Papa you always celebrate your birthday. Just as I was about to meet you, you disappeared back then and disappeared for good. You're............"

Jenar stopped her speech as she felt Antares release her shoulder and she saw Antares lower his face.

Jenar immediately held onto Antares's two shoulders to say, "I'm sorry. I reopened your old wounds and.......,"

Antares raised his face to say quietly, "it's Sunday. Like it's a day off, you sleep all day, yes" Antares lowered his head Jenar gently on a pillow, covered Jenar and after tidying up her hair Jenar, she stood up.

Jenar blocks the Antares arm and pulls the Antares. Antares fell down beside Jenar. The handsome man held his breath as he slept face to face with Jenar.

"Jen?" Antares called out to Jenar in a hoarse voice at a time when his wild fantasies of Jenar were about to creep back in his mind. Fantasy he kissed Jenar. The thing he really wanted to do when he was reunited with Jenar was to invite Jenar to kiss and that desire made him continue to fantasize wildly about Jenar. However, for five years, it was just a fantasy until he was finally faced with a situation like this. Sleeping opposite Jenar with the distance of the face so close.

"Hmm?" Jenar looked at Antares with dimmed eyes.

"Why did you pull me? I want to go to the kitchen to make some warm tea for you" Antares still has a husky voice holding back the wild fantasies that keep teasing to manifest.

"Take me until I sleep. That, um, doesn't bother you, does it?" Ask Jenar.

"No. But, our position is quite dangerous. I'm afraid that I'm.........."

"You're afraid that you're kissing me?" Ask Jenar.

"You can read minds too other than being able to see a faint wong?" Antares looked at Jenar with an expression of shock and embarrassment because his mind could be read by Jenar.

Jenar chuckled amusedly at Antares' mixed expression. Then the sweet girl said, "I can't read people's minds"

"But why did you know what was on my mind just now?" Antares knitted his brows.

Jenar again chuckled amusedly and said, "All are real in the look of your eyes and face"

Antares let out a long sigh and after he smiled shyly, he said, "I've wanted to kiss you since our first meeting in the park after five years of never meeting you. But now I have to hold back. I must not kiss you, for you have Alpha. I don't want to ruin your relationship with Alpha"

Jenar was shocked. He realized from all his beautiful dreams to be back with Antares. Jenar then lifted her body to turn her back to Antares, and she said, "You are right. I already have Alpha. I shouldn't have said the word miss you earlier. I'm sorry"

Jenar, who was still on Antares' back, nodded her head without saying anything.

Antares walked out from inside Jenar's room with mixed feelings.

After loading the warm tea for Jenar, he put the tea on the dining table and he then came out of his apartment without saying goodbye.

Just as Antares was about to open the door, Jenar rammed his back and hugged Antares tightly from behind.

Antares let out a long sigh and said, "Jen, why are you torturing me like this? What exactly do you want? Why you........."

"I love you" Jenar said by sticking her face on Antares' back.

Antares was surprised not to play and he then asked carefully, "Did you just say you love me, Jen?"

And the answer from Jenar did not get Antares. Antares looked down sad and disappointed as he realized that the underworld was just his illusion. The illusion arises because Antares still very much expects Jenar, but the reality that is in front of his eyes requires that he must give up Jenar Ayu for Alfa. Antares then heaved a heavy sigh while opening the door of his apartment Jenar and immediately ordered an online taxi to go home.

Jenar then got up and stepped out from inside her room as the atmosphere began to calm down. Jenar headed to the dining room and while sitting in front of the dining table, he sipped warm tea made by Antares.

A few hours later, Antares arrived at his home and Leo immediately greeted him with a warm meal and drink. Leo immediately asked, "Cock lethargic? Why?"

"I must forget Jenar forever. She already has a boyfriend" Sahut Antares said.

"Hey,.Bro! Before there was a curved furnace, Jenar you can still fight. You see, right, Jenar wasn't so excited about receiving a call from her boyfriend" Leo said.

"That's because he's tired. He was all night on the road until morning arrived still on the road".sahut Antares.

"But my feeling is that Jenar doesn't love her boyfriend very much. Just wait for the right time and grab him, Bro!" Sahut Leo's. "If you are lethargic and give up like this, I will move to seize Jenar. She's a very sweet girl and I........."

Antares glanced at Leo and Leo, then said, "I'm just kidding, Res"

Jenar who was alone in the apartment, began to be disturbed by strange things. Suddenly his cell phone rang out loud enough and as Jenar picked it up, there was a voice, "You're right. Mom's crazy. Help me!.Help me!!!!!"

"Hello who is this? Looks like you're connecting wrong" Jenar Sahut.

And click! The person who called Jenar turned off his phone before Jenar knew who called him.

Then he heard the doorbell. He rushed to run open the door and when the door opened, he found no one in front of the door.

Jenar closed the door to her apartment and she blocked the door handle tightly round, when her phone rang again and showed the same number as the one who called her a few seconds ago.

Jenar stared at the screen of her phone with a heartbeat that began to be abnormal and she was getting tense when she heard a sound.water pouring profusely from the direction of the bathroom near the living room. Then he heard the television turn on by itself in the living room. Jenar covered both ears while shouting hysterically, "Stop!!!"