Jenar Ayu's

Unworthy

His older brother Jenar and Handoko, help Antares take care of the funeral of his mother Antares. Jenar and Alfa are by Antares' side to continue to give Antares life and hope.

After completing his mother's funeral, Antares ventured to see his father in prison. Antares sat face to face with his papa and the two of them were separated by a small yellow box table made of plastic.

Rigel Altair looked at Antares with a flat face because, he indeed never had a taste in anything and anyone. Similarly to his real temple, his own flesh blood, he also did not have any taste. He raised Antares only because he followed his natural instincts. Like a black eagle raising its cubs and killing its own if it is weak. Luckily Antares is a strong boy so he can grow up well.

Antares wiped the tears on his cheeks, asking, "Why did Papa kill Mama?"

Rigel Altair grinned in front of Antares and only grinned for a few minutes without saying a word.

"Pa, please give an answer to Ares! That's important to Ares" said Ares.

Rigel stared intently at Antares' eyes, which were exactly the same as his eyes, and the human predator said, "Because, Mama, you have great curiosity and Papa doesn't like it"

Antares drew a glare at his own biological father, then he got up and said, "I am disappointed with Papa. But, don't worry, Pa, if Papa is put to death, I'll still be a filial son. I'll take good care of Papa's funeral" Antares then turns around and leaves his papa.

Rigel Altair stared at Antares' back with a flat face and there was no sense of anything in his heart. His eyes and heart were as bland as ever.

Antares could be strong enough to move on with his life, because he had a responsibility to his heart Akamu that was embedded in him. He felt unworthy to stop that heartbeat and that's why he didn't want to kill himself and stay upright continuing his life. The handsome man, his only son Rigel Altair, became steadfast, because he had love in his heart. However, although his love for Jenar makes it a new rigid reef, since he learns that his Papa is The White Mask whose breast and papa killed his biological mother, Antares felt himself unworthy of Jenar. And from that day on, Antares never again met Jenar. Jenar, who was busy with college activities and became a witness in her case Rigel Altair, has not felt the change in his attitude Antares.

On a sunny morning, Jenar knocks on the door of her apartment Antares and is shocked to discover that the one who opened the door to the apartment is not Antares.

"You who?" Jenar asked by linking her two eyebrows.

"I am the new resident of this apartment. I bought this apartment a week ago" said a forty-year-old man.

"Then, where did the old owner move? Antares Altair, where did he move?" Ask Jenar.

"I don't know, sorry" said the forty-year-old.

Jenar then smiled and nodded her head.

Alfa patted Jenar on the shoulder, "I'm sorry. I don't know where Antares lives now either"

At the time of his papa trial, Antares continued to avoid Jenar. He even ran and hid as Jenar saw and called out to her.

Antares, who was hiding behind a wall not far from where Jenar was standing, shed tears, held her chest and muttered softly, "I'm sorry, Jen. I don't deserve to love you. My father has slaughtered all your families. I'm the son of a monster unworthy of loving a sweet fairy like you"

The reflex line held onto his chest and he suddenly shouted, "I can feel your sadness at this moment, Res. Come outside! I beg! We need to talk!"

However, Antares did not come out of his hiding place. Antares chose to crouch down, squeezing his own chest and weeping softly behind the wall.

After a lengthy trial that cost him a lot of time and money, Rigel Altair, his father Antares, was eventually sentenced to death on the spot.

Antares, who was asked to attend his papa's death sentence, chose not to attend. Antares felt he could not bear to see his father sentenced to death even though he hated his father so much because, his father could kill his mother.

Antares sold all of his papa's wealth assets and he then left abroad.

Jenar cried at the airport as she was too late to prevent Antares' departure for Thailand. Jenar herself was still confused by her feelings. He cried because he lost Antares or because of him, could no longer feel his heartbeat if Antares was very far away from him.

Antares left for Thailand because, he finally took a scholarship to study in the tourism and hospitality business. His medical school was forced to stop because of cost problems.

Alfa who accompanied Jenar went to the airport to hug Jenar and said, "If we were still dating Ares, we would definitely meet Ares again.

Five years later................

Ever since The White Mask was sentenced to death by being shot dead on the spot, Jenar was no longer bothered by the faint wong. Jenar could live a free and quiet life since she was free from her interference wong samar.

Jenar has grown into a mature and increasingly attractive woman since she successfully graduated and worked as an up-and-coming prosecutor.

Jenar finally dated Alfa who had successfully graduated to become a doctor. Alfa works as a general practitioner at a private hospital.

Antares became a famous bartender in Thailand. He is handsome and valued by many women, but his heart has not been able to turn away from Jenar Ayu. Antares banged his bones during his life in Thailand and he never had time to think about love. Many women expressed feelings for Antares, but all Antares refused on the grounds that he did not have time to date, his time was up for work and college. Work, college and living alone in the absence of relatives in Thailand, making the tall Antares become increasingly tall because his body is getting thinner.

After going through a difficult period, five years later, Antares was able to enjoy the results of his own efforts, he managed to have several bars. The turning point of his success was when he won the favorite in the national youth bartender competition and he was then submitted by the bartender association in Thailand to participate in the International bartender competition held in America. There, Antares won first place and since then, Antares' life has changed completely. From Antares the poor and mediocre and nobody, to Antares the very famous and the rich.

Eventually, he decided to return to his homeland. She misses her mother's grave and she misses Jenar Ayu.