It's Wrong to Be a Widow

I don't know what feeling? (Rudi & Rina)

Rina was indeed really sadgirl, she had become very quiet and also covered up at this moment. Every meeting with his friends is also not rame as usual. Even Eric was confused about the attitude of Rina now.

"Eh Rin, why did you change anyway? Where is Gesrek and his silly Rina Adisti? Has he metamorphosed into this kind of pious and innocent?" asked Eric who was the closest friend to Rina.

"Gue again upset Ric, loe even make my mood more freefall. Fortunately I was left waiting for my graduation, if not then my history ends" replied Rina very lethargic.

"Loe why else? Loe already have a guy, keep loe left again? So you're a sadgirl gini?" ask Eric again.

She was completely inexhaustible with this very bad love story of Lina. He was betrayed and lied to very painfully.

"Where do I have a guy! I don't know why I'm the same myself, I see a guy who often met accidentally with me and even the meeting that always never got along" replied Rina while staring ahead there.

"I mean, loe already has a crush on you guys? What the hell, I don't understand" said Eric who scratched his head confused.

"Ish loe it makes me go down" said Rina while shaking Eric's head.

"Then he explained Marimar" said Eric also reply to Rina's toyoran.

Hew

Rina sounded like she was exhaling her breath very roughly. She wanted to tell me what happened to this good friend of hers.

"Look, I just met a guy who might not be too far old maybe the same age we are, he often really suddenly appear when I am sad or upset. But I just saw that he already has a family, I don't know why it's the same myself who is sad to see he already has a family. Maybe I am jealous? But my time can be jealous of the same people who always make me sprain and also angry" said Rina with a length of time wide height times wide.

Eric just blinked his eyes listening to an explanation from Rina that made her become a cengo herself.

"You mean, you like men the same? Uh marimar, denger yes. You have been betrayed, but you should not be an actor too! Loe do not pity what the son of the bin, until you can do like that?" said Eric who was emotionally sad to hear the words of Rina who was beyond reason.

"Eh, Ferguson. Who said I wanted to be an actor! Loe if you don't like wearing Bismilah by the way. I don't know how I feel either, why I'm like this. I'm also self-conscious times, when I want to hurt the feelings of other girls. While I myself also know what the pain of a betrayed person is like" answered Rina while flapping Eric's head quite hard and he bowed lethargic.

"Sorry Rin, I don't mean like you. I just don't want to until you're determined to even do the nonchalant because you've been heartbroken because betrayed by the bre*gsek guy instead loe desperate" said Eric who felt guilty to this good friend of his.

"It's okay Ric, maybe not just loe who thinks like that same me. Maybe if other people know will also assume the same as loe by thinking I am an actor" murmured Rina while bowing her face.

Maybe his speech was not heard by Eric, because Lina spoke very slowly. But it turns out that Eric heard her and pulled Lina into his arms.

Eric knew Rina was working on a backup when she was like this. Maybe for someone else Rina Lebay or what because she has long been left behind her guy but until now it is still sadgirl.

Whereas if Rina wanted to, she also wanted to get up immediately and move on immediately. But the real thing is not as easy as we imagine, what else he may have put his heart very deep in the figure of the man he has long loved and cared for.

"Here it is, if indeed he is a lover of loe he will be dereketin for loe Rin. I always pray for the best for you, hopefully you get a good and responsible guy. Not just for you heartache kayak gini" said Eric who still hugged Rina while rubbing his back.

It turned out that not far from Rina and Eric were sitting there was someone who was watching the two of them who were hugging from afar. He felt that there was an uncouth hand of eyes squeezing his heart.

It was so painful to see him like that. Friendly scenes in public places.

"Cih, you bar-bar girl. It turns out that she already had a boyfriend. But why is it like I'm sick to see her? Ah, it's been. Why am I thinking of him" muttered Rudi who was still looking at him.

The one who saw the scene was Rudi. She also felt what Lina felt. Feeling sick when he is close to someone else.

"Why did I become like this. What the hell is going on with me? Why did my foot step here and see what made me feel sick" Imam Rudi still did not understand his feelings.

While Rina was still in the arms of Eric her good friend. Lina was also still crying, she was crying over her own fate which was very sad.

"Already Rin, you should be able to get up and try to make a move on. Loe also deserves your own happiness, do not drag on in the sadness that makes you more terrible in my eyes" said Eric trying to entertain his friend.

"Ish, you've made me calm and comfortable you immediately throw me so like this" grumbled Rina while hitting Eric's arm quite hard.

"Ish, sick tofu! I really am. Loe it's got to move on, I'm horrified to see you being weird like this. It's not like a lot of loe" Eric protested because he was just beaten and left a numb feeling in his arms.

"Loe said I was weird!" asked Rina while glaring her eyes did not accept the words of her friend this one.

"Even Rin, forgive me" said Eric, who begged Lina not to beat him.

After chasing each other and ridiculing each other, they laughed together. They can both let go of the tiredness in their hearts and minds. Especially Rina who was in a mess.

"Thanks yes Ric, you are my best friend in the world" said Rina while shouting and smiling at him.

"Round gini aja loe say I'm good in the world, the turn is not like gini loe say I don't solidarity" grumbled Eric who did not accept with the words of Rina.

Lina was just grinning the horse, she felt grateful because she still had a good friend like Eric. He is a handsome man and also the son of a family who is. But he's not picky friends.

"Oh yes Rin, I saw a guy watching us" said Eric who felt like someone was watching them both.

"Who? Where's?" asked Rina while looking for the whereabouts of that person.

"So Marimar. I said that" Eric replied as he held onto Rina's head.

"Ish, I'm the nanya" said Rina as she pursed her lips.

"Eh, I'm back now. I forgot, there was a promise the same nyokap I made nganterin him nyalon" said Eric who just remembered if he had promised to accompany his mother.

"OK deh, uh but. Louis don't follow the nyalon yes, I'm afraid you're not Eric anymore but Erica" said Rina while teasing Eric.

"Just boy. I'm a real guy and not gleaming too" Eric's protest speech that was lulled so gurgling.

"Once you move the bow. Hahaha" said Rina while laughing hard.

The two of them laughed together, and also mocked each other. And Eric went to pick up his mother, while Rina was still sitting by herself at the park.

She was really feeling very sad and also had no idea what she was feeling right now. All his feelings are mixed.

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Elsewhere Rudi was the same because of his feelings. He doesn't know why he's like this, what's going on with him and his feelings.

Rudi really did not end up thinking with a sense that is very difficult to understand.

"What is the same with me? Why do I keep thinking about that bar-bar girl. What's the matter exactly?" his murmuring while ruffling his hair was frustrating.