It's Wrong to Be a Widow

Resisting emotions

"You can't get on target if you're very angry. Anger will make your focus decrease, so try to calm down first. Try it back now, look. Don't assume it's the one who makes you angry. Look at it as something that makes you focus on one goal. Remember, one goal. Now, shoot" Louis told Zayn who was focusing on his target.

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On target. Zayn could do her right and well, she subconsciously pulled the corner of her lips. He smiled because he could shoot properly.

"Hows it? Do you know how to shoot like that?" asked Louis while looking at the target hole that was very fitting about his midpoint.

"Thank you Dad" Zayn replied with an up and down breath.

Zayn tried to catch his breath and walked up to Louis who was standing not far from him. Louis just stared ahead with a sharp look.

"What do you feel now boy?" louis asked not to take his eyes off.

"It's better" Zayn replied flatly expressionlessly.

"What makes you angry?" ask Louis again.

"She almost harmed Zayd, which is why I was so angry" Zayn replied with a sharp look.

"Are you sure he really wants to hurt Zayd?" louis asked as he looked at Zayn who was holding back his emotions.

Zayn silently did not answer. He was thinking, maybe he was intentional or just a fad and unintentional. Zayn thought hard about it all, he also remembered the initial incident until Zayd shouted and he acted kas*r on a little girl.

"Have you got the answer? If yes, say it. How could a Zayn who never did kas*r to this woman even hurt a 4-year-old little girl?" louis looked at Zayn's blue-eyed bead.

"Didn't get an answer yet? If not, Daddy will tell you" Louis said, wiping Zayn's head.

Zayn followed his Daddy's footsteps, exiting his Daddy's shooting range.

"Boy, not Daddy wanting to doctrine you into what Daddy wants you to be. But Daddy can only tell you, if what you're doing is wrong. Even if he does something wrong, you must not hurt a woman. You mustn't follow in Daddy's wrong footsteps in the past. Daddy taught you all martial arts and so on, it's only for you to be able to take care of yourself and also protect each other" obviously Louis after the two of them had sat on a bench not far from the shooting range.

"I know Dad, sorry. I was wrong, I was too much" Zayn said, then he asked Louis again.

"Is he okay Dad?" asked Zayn feeling very guilty.

"The word uncle and auntie Lexa is fine, she's still traumatized. He is undergoing counseling with a doctor in order to reduce his trauma" Louis replied while hugging the shoulders of his proud son.

"Can I see Dad?" zayn asked, he wanted to make sure things went straight.

"For now don't let go, we don't know what the reaction is. We wait for news from uncle and auntie" Louis replied very wisely. He wanted Zayn to be patient and manage his emotions so as not to explode.

His emotions could have destroyed him if he couldn't control them. Zayn was really listening to what his Daddy was saying, he was trying to be able to accept everything.

"Now take a shower, and clean yourself first. After that meet Daddy in Daddy's office" Louis said as he rubbed Zayn's head and left his seat.

"Thank you so much Dad, Daddy is a role model for me" murmured Zayn who could only keep quiet by himself.

Zayn also stepped into the mainson, then stepped into his room to clean himself up before meeting his Daddy again.

It turned out that in his room there was Zico who was waiting for him since. Zayn did not budge at all, he walked past his older brother who was looking at him with a difficult to decipher gaze.

Zayn stepped into the bathroom, he immediately performed his bath ritual quickly. He can't do anything slow.

After fully dressed Zayn approached Zico who was staring at him.

"I didn't do anything" Zayn replied in a cynical tone.

"really. Whatisthis? Can you explain it" said Zico, who showed a wound on Zayn's own palm.

"Why did you hurt yourself? Don't you feel sorry for Mommy if she sees it? I don't know your way of thinking Z" said Zico as he led his sister to sit down.

Zico painstakingly treats Zayn's deep wounds as he holds twilight*a without gloves. And finally hurt his own hand.

"Sorry, this will be very painful" said Zico while applying ointment to the wound in Zayn's hand.

Zayn did not grimace or anything, even his face was very flat and without any expression. It seemed like Zayn did not have the slightest pain.

"Where are you going?" ask Zico who sees Zayn coming out of the room.

"Meet Daddy" he replied as he stepped out.

"That kid. Is it true that Mommy said, if all that is in Zayn is Dad Surya? If it was true, what would Dad Surya do if it was like that?" muttered Zico while cleaning up the P3K box he took from Zayn's closet.

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At Louis's workspace. Zayn was sitting in front of Louis staring at Daddy's face.

"What would Daddy want to talk about?" ask Zayn to the point.

"Daddy just wanted to hand this over" Louis replied as he handed Zayn the file.

"Read carefully and don't be missed. If someone is missed then you will make another mistake" explained Louis when Zayn will read the file given by Louis.

Zayn read everything very carefully and repeatedly. He doesn't want to make any more mistakes.

"What does this mean?" ask Zayn who finished reading.

"That's all a crime about Daddy and Dad Surya. Which part do you think is the same, and which part is fatal?" louis asked as he looked at Zayn's thinking face.

"So according to Daddy, Dad Surya also has the power down like Daddy?" ask Zayn who does not understand the purpose of the question from Louis.

"Have you read everything? Or is it just what you think is important?" louis asked, narrowing his eyes.

"I read everything Dad. Why do the same mistake and the same crime?" zayn answered, asking Daddy.

"We were hostile and ended up killing each other*h. But Daddy doesn't know if he has a very valuable treasure" Louis replied as he looked ahead with a bright look.

"I mean Daddy? Daddy hurt Dad Surya? To make Dad Surya go away from us" asked Zayn with a sharp look, like he wanted to skin the one in front of him.

"Obviously not. It's been a long time before you even knew your Mommy. Daddy and Dad Surya often have different opinions, and finally weak*i. We are a team, but ultimately against each other. Because Daddy always solved the problem by finishing him off. Unlike Dad Surya, he always wanted logic and feelings" Louis replied.

"But the main point of what Daddy mentioned is what do you think?" louis asked without taking his eyes off.

"Don't be rash and should be able to hold back emotions and ego. Do not cause new problems. Also we should use logic and feelings before acting" Zayn replied staring at his Daddy's bead in the eye.

"You're right, don't ever make a mistake like Daddy did before. Even Daddy needs an innocent person because it is always concerned with ego and emotions. So finally Daddy decided to go and be alone for a very long time. Even Daddy disguised himself as a building porters in order to get away from the life that Daddy used to live. Finally able to meet your Mommy" said Louis at length and with a smile of his own if remembering the initial incident met with Vita.