It's Wrong to Be a Widow

Bik Sumi's advice

What Vita was going to do, she was really very surprised at Louis's attitude just now. He said not to show an adorable face? What was adorable, there he was in shock and also shocked.

"You mean what? why talk like that. Didn't I tell you that I can't accept you" Vita said nervously.

Louis turned around to approach her again. "You have not not accepted me, but you have not accepted me. I will make you accept me my way" Louis said, whispering in front of his ear, even as Louis' cheek almost touched his cheek.

If anyone came in and saw that scene, it would definitely be misunderstood. They must have thought that Louis and Vita were kissing. Because their position looks very intimate.

Louis grinned, knowing that the woman in front of him was shocked. What else does he look straight on, he must be tense from being treated like this.

"No need to be tense, you just have to always be ready to accept anything from me. Do not feel depressed, okay" said Louis while rubbing Vita's cheek very gently.

Of course Vita's cheeks blushed like a mateng tomato, getting such sweet treatment by a Louis.

Vita was completely frozen, her tongue was also twisted, she could do nothing with a very sweet and gentle treatment. The other side of Vita told her to accept whatever Louis had given her. But on the other hand he had to resist and keep his distance from her.

What Vita will do, what he decides. Her feelings said that she felt comfortable and happy to be close to Louis. But she was afraid to start, she was afraid that she would feel pain again. When he is very loving and also gives his whole heart, he will be left for the umpteenth time. It really made him think hard so that he did not make the wrong decision. What else this concerns his life is also his future also children.

Vita soon realized that she would feel weak, Vita immediately released Louis' hand that was still rubbing his head covered with hijab. He could not give hope or give his heart a chance to baper over the sweet treatment of Louis.

"Sorry, I'm going to take another break. My head hurts, so can you get out of here?" ask Vita, while expelling indirectly. Vita's tone was also always formal, never using my calling, you. Always with me and you.

"All right, I'll get out of here. Rest, so that you recover quickly. Poor kids miss Mommy so much" Louis replied as he stepped out of Vita's nursery.

After Louis closed the door, Vita shed her tears. He did not know about his own feelings, he always made a very high wall to limit his heart so that no one would be able to reach him.

But he himself is tormented by it all. He just wants to keep going, look after and raise his children to adulthood and find his soul mate later. He wanted nothing else, the happiness he could only see his children happy. He will also be happy, so he decides he does not want another companion in his life.

Vita instead of resting after the departure of Louis instead to the ICU where the care of Mama Sila, Mama Sila had dropped a while ago. Vita was sad to see Mama Sila's condition like that, she was so unexpected if her Mama suffered from complications that were already very severe.

Only do'a that he promised for the recovery of the Mama, Mama Sila has never complained of pain or how. Or maybe hide it from Vita so that Vita does not get worse.

But is that true? The existing Vita now blames herself for her ignorance of Mama Sila's pain. She felt like she failed to become a child, why could she not know if her mother had been holding back pain.

A really bad boy in his opinion. Vita really was at the lowest point if now her Mama will also leave. Although not her real mother, even though only Mama-in-law. For him who has a kara and does not have anyone else he is very grateful to still be able to have a mother who is very fond of him.

"Ma, Mama must be strong. Mama has to heal up against Mama's pain, don't give up Ma, I still desperately need Mama as a backrest, still need a warm hug Mama, still want Mama angry if I make a mistake, I... I really need it all Ma, I beg Mama is strong, Mama is healthy" said Vita while holding Mama Sila's hand while occasionally kissing the back of her hand.

"Mama, it's fine, son. I'm sorry for making you sad, Mama loves you so much. You should be able to take good care of your grandchildren. Mama does not know when Mama until when, because Mama has seen Surya and also her Papa is here to pick up Mama." said Mama Sila with a smile.

"Mama, don't talk like that Ma. Mama must be healed, Mama can definitely take care of your grandchildren" replied Vita while sobbing painfully.

"Mama, Mama think Mama's time is very close son. Mama only asks you one thing, be happy, achieve your happiness. Never create a wall for any man close to you. Break that wall, let her in, don't torture your own feelings" Mama Sila explained.

"Mama, want to meet the guy who's always behind you son. Where's she? Mama wants to talk to him. So that Mama can calmly leave you to the right person" he said again.

Vita could only shake her head, she was already unable to let out her voice. There she just cried and hugged Mama Sila tightly.

"Mama rest again Ma, later if it's time to visit again I will take it for Mama. Mama must be strong" said Vita while kissing Mama Sila's forehead.

Mama Sila just nodded faintly, she tried to close her eyes back. He just wants to leave Vita to the right man later, hopefully the right choice. Mama Sila was like seeing Surya in Louis Edison.

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Vita walks with a shammer, she walks like she's shuffling. As if there was no purpose, Vita stepped foot into the parking lot where his car was.

Vita decided to go home first, later after visiting ICU patients allowed then Vita will come again along with Louis.

After traveling approximately thirty minutes Vita has arrived in front of the main house. She was greeted by the house assistant and also her children.

They all welcomed Vita's presence with their respective faces of grief. For Bik Sumi who already knows Vita and the family is very sad to see her employer is in trouble like this.

"Welcome madam" said bik Sumi welcoming the arrival of the employer.

"Bik" Vita did not say anything, he immediately scattered and hugged Sumi's bik. She cries back in the arms of Sumi's bik.

"Everything must be fine, we can only pray. There is still a bibik here, also the children are still in desperate need of the mistress" said Bik Sumi while rubbing Vita's vibrating back.

"Now that we enter, pity the children have been waiting since. Remove her tears, and smile" he said again, smiling even as if forced.

Vita enters her house by embracing Sumi's bik, she tries to smile even though she is very sick.