Is this my Line of Destiny?

(IGT) CHAPTER 56

Saga sat pensively with her head lowered, her heart feeling sliced. Pain, pain and pain mix into one. During his life Saga never felt this way, only this once he felt so disappointed and hurt. However, what power because of him caused all this to happen.

Bu Lalika approached Saga staring fixedly into the eyeball of her stepson, Bu Lalika trying to understand what was being felt by Saga to make herself so helpless.

"Saga, be honest with mama what exactly are you hiding?" ask Ms. Lalika.

"No Ma, there's nothing I'm hiding from you, I'm just thinking about something and it doesn't really matter." Saga answered by lying.

Bu Lalika felt that there was something hidden by Saga, deep within the bead of her stepson's eyes she saw a deep sense of disappointment that might not be spoken with words.

At that time they were still in the basement, Saga was sitting limply helplessly and Bu Lalika could only look at her stepson with pity.

After her mother died, she was the one who took care of her from childhood to adulthood, and when Saga grew up her father died, and now she also has to accept the bitter fact that her beloved brother is the one who has betrayed her all this time.

Saga is only used because of his intelligence to manage the company of his late father who almost went bankrupt, became successful again because Raisa does not have expertise in the business field.

Therefore, Raisa deliberately uses Saga by racking her brain for the development of the company's progress that was in her name.

At least he never wanted to share with Saga or Rian, all shares in the company including the luxury Mansion they occupy all on behalf of Raisya Hawiranata Kusuma.

"Saga, please if you really think of me as your mother. Tell me what exactly you are thinking, as a mother I will listen to all your complaints," said Bu Lalika with concern.

Saga was silent, wanting to feel like she was crying on the woman's lap, stirring all the pain in her heart. A deep sense of disappointment seemed to tear apart his entire soul.

Seeing her stepson not flinching, Lalika said, "Cry son, cry if it makes you feel better, there is no ban for anyone including a member of the mafia if it feels the need and need, so weep for the calmness of your heart and also your soul" pinta Bu Lalika felt unable to see the state of Saga urgency.

Saga crashing in the arms of Bu Lalika, he cried there releasing all the disappointment, pain, sadness and heartache that he was feeling at this time.

"Do I deserve to be loved? Do I deserve to love? While my mistakes are many. Even I had the heart to waste a woman who sincerely loves me without the lure of my treasure," complained Saga with disappointment as well as an endless regret.

"What does that mean? Is the woman you're referring to Alexa?" asked Bu Lalika while gently stroking Saga's hair.

"If you still love him so much, tell him honestly, I see there's still love in his heart for you." Ms. Lalika gave Saga some advice.

"If it had been that easy, Ma, but this time it was different, she would have been engaged to the man who brought her home and she was my best friend, Ricard never knew the relationship between us that had been established in a marriage" said Saga in between his sadness.

Engaged? Alexa's getting engaged to Richard? But I never saw any sense between the two of them, they were like two people who didn't know each other." said Bu Lalika recalled earlier he saw how cool Alexa's attitude towards Ricard was, even though the man gave her more attention."

"I don't know for sure Ma, what their relationship is like, because I just heard they're getting engaged soon" Saga replied still hugging Ms. Lalika, hoping to get some peace of mind in the arms of her stepmother.

"I think there's still Saga time, you better express all your feelings without exception to Alexa, and I'm sure Alexa also has the same feelings for you." bu Lalika said with the belief that Alexa still has the same feelings for Saga.

"No, it may have been this way of my destiny, I must let him be happy with others, let this love I am alone, let this heart feel pain for its happiness, I have Rela!" Obviously Saga though in his own heart he felt heavy releasing Alexa with other men.

"You are indeed good saga you are indeed virtuous" said Bu Lalika comforting Saga,

then Ms. Lalika asked again, "Then what about your marriage with Tiara? Are you going to divorce her soon?" Saga did not immediately reply, for the time being he was unable to make any decisions because his feelings and thoughts were completely muddled.

"If you do hate Rian and Tiara, I beg you never to hate Sakti, however he was never guilty and he never asked to be in this situation, I beg Saga, I beg of you to love Sakti as you used to, Don't you ever hate that kid" clever Ms. Lalika with tears.

Seeing Ms. Lalika crying, Saga felt unbearable and she immediately said, Saga,

"No, I'll never hate Sakti, because she was also the victim of her parents' faults, I promise you I will still love her as I used to because she was an innocent child."

Hearing Saga's words, making Bu Lalika feel relieved, a smile rose on her pale lips. Her thin, dry body trembled withstanding the sense of happiness as Saga did not want to concern Sakti in that regard.

"Let's Ma, let me take you home, you have to rest a lot and eat a lot too, so that your condition will recover as it used to be, like the mama I used to know, beautiful in appearance and sweet smile," persuade Saga to seduce her stepmother who looks very different from the time they used to be together.

The once beautiful woman with a fit fresh body as well as a dazzling smile had now turned into a pale-faced thin-skinned with no smile on her face.