
The weather was clear today,,,
but jeje was reluctant to move and somehow feeling lazy heart..
keep in mind this is Jeje's birthday..
*the school bell goes off and the lesson goes on as usual .
09.00 Wib
is a clock prone to drowsiness students at school..
*when the bell breaks I check hp and I smile, chat from brother Iw
"there is a cake in the room kost ^o^ happy birthday and diligent study yaa 😇 bye" contents chat brother gw who came this morning but I have been to school.
I immediately invite Tia to take the cake to the boarding house and at that time I also cross paths with andra..
temen-temen I direct birthday gw to 17 😇
I'm so happy because they are so dear it's the same Iw 😇
and I always felt that there was someone who was looking at me from the corner of the school, I know who Andra was ...
"Jeje , wish you all the best and always happy" said they were all compact 😇😆
surprisely, though,,
Bryan who was so cute in our group gave me a lot of ice cream and chocolate because he knew what I was.
instantly moved 😢
I'm grateful to always have them😇
afternoon classes begin and there is still a second break.
I don't know why Barry has never been in touch since then and just chat was birthday.
"Jeje dear, happy birthday . I will always side you and I will always love you" the contents of the chat that made me creep ︶︿︶
*bel break to two
vibrating ring hp gw
Barry call !!!
"yes, what's wrong?" ask jeje
"can you come out for a second ? I'm in front of your hostel, surprise" Barry said
I looked straight from the end of the classroom window and there was really Barry with the cool style of college kids . and in the other corner there they and Andra saw Barry with a weird look 'no
I want to drown..
there are thousands of reasons I have arranged for Barry. I also do not know why I do not want to see Barry.
I also don't know who I really feel I keep ≥_≤
with disappointment Barry came home and I was relieved ..
maybe I should find a good time to tell Barry frankly and end this.
sooner or later Barry has to go because I don't want him to be too sick...
and I'm so surprised that in my room there is a pretty flower, a box of chocolates, a favorite doll gw and a necklace box with the initials name gw (╥_╥)
how should I ??
I called Barry and no one picked up.
I send a message
"sorry so much for all the cards but sorry I can't take this necklace, I don't feel it's appropriate yet"
Barry called and here's his answer from the chat, I was,,
"sorry to me if all this time I was hard to call yesterday because honestly I want to give you a surprise but I understand you are busy preparing for your exam so I understand you. you do not forget to eat and do not stay up later if the thesis I have finished I save you we are dinner yes, the necklace you wear ya" he said soft.m
I can't speak..
if he were a person who I love asti gw today would be the happiest person in the world.
unfortunately, it doesn't happen because my heart is still the same and has not vibrated for Barry (。_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
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tonight they are going to come out but it feels like I am very lazy and choose to sleep in the room.
children boarding also deserted lost slowly, probably because this weekend ⁇
phone ringing reads .. unknown number
"hello, who is this?"
"je this gw Andra, don't close je. I just want to say happy birthday"
"yes thanks ndra"
"thank you for picking up the phone, I just want to meet you daftar can be, I'm already ahead"
"oh yeah a minute"?
my heart is irregular but I try to relax and this plisss is nothing..
*till outside
"je , I'd like to take you somewhere for a second"
"where? I'll get the jacket first"
"pake a jacket, pliss"
I don't know why I always can't deny him.
along the city road in hand-held gw and I can not refuse until in the end no one is talking with Andra.
"sorry yes je, I just want to go for a walk enjoy this evening equally yours" face Andra.
I'm always diem because I try to hold the tears I used to hold when I heard he was dating Bella and do not get to kluar...
we're sitting on the corner of the city park hill ,,,
silent to see the star without a word and immediately there was a call in and I can know it from Bella...
my heart is broken in the last moments of my birthday night (。_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________