Irreplaceable You's

school term 12

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Today is the day that I and Barry made a deal to hangout ...

And on this day I will break up Barry, I will accept whatever his attitude later because I know this is wrong.

Barry got here in time...

"yukk road, we mean first yes yes it has not been to eat 😅" invited Barry.

"eating in my usual place is okay, brother?"

"it doesn't matter what you like" Barry said.

There was no serious chatter during the meal and I also did not want to start the chat while eating.

We go to the supermarket because it happens that my monthly needs are almost exhausted and my sister can not nemenin shopping so just send money and I told her to shop alone 😌

Finished shopping, suddenly Barry ngajakin gw to the place where the cake subscriptions gw and he bought in some cakes and cake favorite gw. sweetness ...

"we buy cake yaa let your learning spirit continue if there is cake" said Barry.

I just couldn't help but agree with everything Barry said.

My heart is worried, before leaving I am sure I can talk but real ???

I don't know why there's a nahan gw, but I'm in a fight.

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Arriving at the post'an ,,,

all the stuff he helped stack up in his place and we sat for a while on the porch.

Barry had a few minutes chat with his friend on the phone and it was a bit serious and that made me surprised that was on the other end of the phone the voice of a woman ⁇ _๏

I don't want this to be made alesan for mutusin him because I don't have any jealousy ⁇ ︿๏

after he hung up his phone as if giving an explanation to me and I smiled saying "yes no papa really"

"sister I want to talk about"

"yes, what is it like is very serious" asked Barry while grabbing my hand and I'm a little uncomfortable ≥_≤

"sister, I don't want this to get any further and I feel like we've had enough of it here. and brother is too good for me and I feel this is not fair for brother because I can not reply to the same feeling" said I while pulling my hand.

"je, what's wrong? maybe I have something that you don't like and I can change it".

"not this brother does want me, I want to be alone and focus on my study and I also can't maximize my feelings to Barry's sister".

"je maybe you need time, I go home first we try to think yes don't think gini yaa ,pliss" said Barry while kissing gw forehead suddenly.

"ok me go first. bye!" said leave.

I can only be put on it and I've said it all, though,,

I just need to hindarin him for a while and he'll spare me.

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at night there are many messages and calls coming in from Barry and I try not to nanggepin.

I stay in HP and I go to Tia's house.

(btw, Tia's house is just at the end of Kost gw street)

I told Tia and I was relieved. Tia was relieved finally I can be a little adult ︶︿︶

At home Tia feels at home, her parents humble, adek funny and Tia super mature, the dream of a true friend is (・´`)

Not feel the clock has shown at 21:20 WIB, I have to go home, it feels like I want to nginep but not weekend..

tomorrow monday ⊙_⊙

I went back alone, I used to want anther but I said nothing.

I also want to enjoy tonight ..

The streets are a bit quiet, maybe because tomorrow is Monday so there are rarely children hanging out.

Faintly I saw from the end of the road there was someone standing in front of the boarding gate ..

Don't know why my heart feels like a long distance running abis, not because..

"why here?" ask gw.

to his surprise he got a ,,,

"je, are you here?where's abis from?" ask Andra.

"oh I'm from Tia's house"

this was the first chat I and Andra had after that time.

"ohh yaudah if I don't go back, I just want a mastiin if you're all right"

"yes I am good ndra gausah tangatin, yaudah kalo gtu" replied gw.

we both turn around with heavy strides but this should be for the good of all of us ...

but why do I know and I prevent Andra..

"indra want to go to the park for a minute?" bring gw.

Andra was stunned and without an answer I went straight and Andra followed me.

We're sitting in a city park seat,

bright night sky plus beautiful city garden lights..

how good it is this moment for the pair , unfortunately we are not >_<

my daydreams instantly crumbled because of Andra's question..

"Je, you're all right? I'm still like a dream you brought me here"

"gw abis mutusin Barry" replied I.

I saw the shocked face of Andra..

"gw do not know why , I feel you should know about this . ahh, funny yes when we are nobody" said I with a bitter smile kebangetan ..

"Sorry, I don't know how. I feel a real jerk until I'm embarrassed if I have to bring you"

"there is nothing we need to regret ndra, we are both adults. we must know which is good for us. I am not angry with you and I have no revenge on you. maybe the time we met at the wrong time"

"gw just ask you, whenever you need I'll be there for you je"

"ahh very bad dong gw to Bella, I don't papa Ndra. we can certainly be good friends even though our hearts can not"

After being satisfied to see the sky which somehow tonight looks very beautiful.^

gw and Andra are back..

Until the front of the hostel we must separate, and I dare to go forward to hug Andra ,

"thanks Ndra for tonight" I said slowly.

Before Andra reply, I immediately let go of the hug I and I entered.

I opened a lot of incoming messages from Brother Barry and one message that I'm bales.

"sorry brother, I can't thank you for everything"

No replies and no calls ...

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tomorrow morning I check hp and no message from brother barry ..

incoming NOTIF "YOUR CONTACT IS BLOCKED"

Yesahhh, this is his risk.gw papa is important he can escape from gw and be happy with his choice later...

when I want to delete all messages from brother Barry turned out to be a message from Andra.

"je never forget gw even a little yes, I love you equally"

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mobile phone that I live in finally dead lowbet, maybe too many incoming calls.