
After the chat was over, there was never another chat from Andra.
Maybe he has really followed what I want. I should be seneng right but at the end of my heart I'm fragile and disappointed because I'm not even a little bit fought.
Sometimes I still feel in every corner of the school andra still pay attention to gw and still try to make the same pass at school but I always avoid and all help memen gw.
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"je will hangout yukk we look for a new book" asked Tia.
"i also want to find a book" I replied.
travel**
"no andra's motor?" tia.
"hmm yes" said Jeje.
"said the class where gw Andra diligently went to Bella because the place had Bella's family" said Jody.
"duhh already until the family all will be yes - yes yes hmm" said Yasmine.
"have this important thing" Jeje said.
Preoccupation in the bookstore so the kesorean immediately find food and go home to Kost.
My days are always good if I'm with them but
when I was alone in the room 〒_〒
I don't know why this heart is empty. I'm not entertained by guys that I deketin gw in various ways.
I think I have to be begibi, I think that as easy and real as it can not be .
And that makes me more fragile when kayak gini Andra hakutin gw, feel the radar gw flame and sampe to him ●︿●
(chatting)
"je, I want to see you" chat Andra.
and unknowingly gw bales (╥_╥)
"you can come here" I replied.
"gw was ahead of us" replied Andra.
gw .yg once again unconsciously straight ahead and actually this tall and casual guy is in front of me..
Andra direct hit gw ⊙_⊙
"gw kangen very much the same you, as much as possible I can hold for this long to not connect you, do not deketin you and do not care about you as you ask but real life I can not. I really can't Je" Andra confessed.
Gw who at that time did not know what to say immediately immediately pushed Andra slowly and tried to talk well.
"We have agreed, and if there is nothing you need to take in again, I go in and you're behind the shame" Jeje said.
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That night we turned around and I know if at that time I or Andra was both injured but did he know if the most injured here is gw (╥_╥)
Tonight I immediately mutusin to open my heart to new people and I try to establish a new hubungab which will make gw lupain Andra.
I'm sure I can..
By kayak gini Andra will definitely blush and I will not be a bully between him and Bella..
Although my heart is not ready for new love, I will try new relationships and new people.
And coincidences are always there and there is always a way for good intentions.
*ringing incoming messages...
"Night, this is Jerine ??still lnga this is kk Barry" chat from Barry...
Barry is a guy who is known as my cousin and he is a college boy not a school boy so at that time I was still back and forth to know more ..
But , maybe it's destiny, when I need someone and he comes..
(chatting)
"hii brother, inget kok😀 how are you?" gw bales.
"good news Je, how's the school going??smoothly right?" ask Barry.
"smooth kak, yahh although sometimes make headaches but it's okay" replied I.
...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...
all night we chatan long enough and it nandain he did not spendin 😁😁
I hope this is a good start (^_^)