IPAS

IPAS
IPA-45



Last night was no excuse for him not to go to school. Keisha still comes to school. No matter the black color on the bottom of his eyes and his eyelids were now becoming very large.


Keisha is not ashamed. Even he was grateful, it turned out that his friends also understood his current state.


The girl hid her face inside both folds of her hands on the table. Accompanied by a subtle swipe from Safitri that greatly calms him.


Letting himself fall asleep throughout the lesson without punishment.


Kriinggg


"Eca, the bell's coming home. Yuk's home?" whispered soft Safitri.


Keisha raised his face. Replying to the worried gaze of his friends who were waiting for him to wake up.


"Did you disband?" asked Keisha with a hoarse voice typical of people waking up.


"Yes. Yuk went home," Jera asked as she extended her hand.


Keisha. Get up and wrap his bag on the right shoulder. From the beginning of the lesson until the end of the lesson, Keisha did not issue books or stationery. So that finally he does not need to clean his things when he wants to go home.


Keisha smiled faintly. Trying to remove the worry of his friends who are wary of his current situation.


Jera embraces Keisha from the left, and on the right is Nurul who also embraces Keisha spoiled.


"We want to go straight home? Or where you were going, then? Play or what?" tanya Jera melted the atmosphere.


"Yes play yuk? Where the cake, we are mingling," said Nurul approved Jera's speech.


"The ca? Wanna don't?" silmi asked for an answer.


"Perhaps not. I want to rest at home again."


"Oh, yeah. Later play," replied Nurul representing.


"Lo want to go home, Ca? Can you drive yourself? Or do we want anterin?" tawar Safitri spoke.


"Yes, I went straight home. It's okay, I can do it myself. Yes first." Keisha releases Jera and Nurul's embrace.


The girl smiled at her friends and walked to the place where the bike was parked.


Keisha grabbed her helmet. As she was about to put on her helmet, Keisha stared at the back of her body as a motorbike familiar enough to her flashed by.


Rizki's black sports bike flashed. The owner of the black sports bike looked at Keisha as well, when he realized someone was paying attention to him.


"Ca?" rizki gumam. With the distance not too far away, Keisha heard clearly Rizki muttering.


Keisha made a sweet smile of hers. With puffy eyes and a ruffled appearance, Keisha was still able to give her sweet smile to Rizki.


The man silently nodded. While Keisha increasingly accelerate his activities to remove his motorbike from the parking lot. Turn on the motor and leave Rizki who was still watching Keisha at the place.


***


Tok tok tok tok


"Eca," call Roy from outside Keisha's room.


Keisha who was just closing her eyes while listening to music from her phone immediately opened her eyes. Walk towards the door and open the door for someone who is considered to be his biological brother.


Again and again Keisha published her sweet smile. Showing that he can still smile. And try to get rid of the worry that Roy must have felt.


"Why, Bang?" ask Keisha slowly.


"Why so?" ask Roy back.


"Just sleep."


"Abang can come in? Brother miss the Eca. Brother wants to talk to Eca."


"Why, Bang?" ask Keisha astonished.


"You have a problem usually tell the same story, right?"


"Without it healed? Would it be better, Bang?" keisha asked to switch the conversation.


"Eca knows, right? You never like someone who talks about you?"


"Eca tau, Bang. Eca nanya doang's. Do you feel better?"


"Ca, with Brother. Abang tau Eca ngalihin talks from Abang. I want to be serious now. Can you?"


Keisha lowered her head. Clenched his hands tightly while hoping that his tears would not fall again.


Roy grabs Keisha's hand. Gently grasping it made the fist slowly disappear.


"Did you know?" ask Keisha hoarse.


"Look. You know, Ca. Brother always knew before even Eca said it to Brother."


"Bang.." said Keisha.


"Abang won't talk about yesterday's malem, Ca. Brother will only talk about Eca who never wants to understand the same Eca's own feelings."


Keisha raised her head while looking at Roy with her mouth forward due to a whiff.


"Now, Bang? Yes there is no way dong if Eca does not understand the same feelings of Eca herself," elak Keisha.


"How come, why is Eca hiding and nyimpen all alone?"


Keisha lowered her head again. "Eca can't tell, Bang."


"Why? But Eca needs to do a story with someone else?"


Keisha nodded weakly. His hand was raised to remove a single drop of tears that had accidentally slid.


"Eca knows her cuteness Abang. You can never be sick and throw Eca in a state like this?"


Keisha nodded again.


"Eca knows better than anyone else, or directly from Eca herself?"


"From Eca direct dong, Bang. If from other people it is not necessarily true." replied Keisha slowly.


"Well, then, why does Eca keep kayak gini? Does the eca understand? All this time Brother always said kayak gini to Eca. But Eca could never understand. You know that Eca is difficult to make a story, not that you do not understand the same feelings of Eca. But it was Eca who always closed himself and Eca's feelings from others. As if Abang immediately knew from Eca, Abang could be more understanding and nemenin Eca. I don't like the nature of Eca yesterday. Eca selfish. Eca didn't know how sad Mama was with Papa? Does Eca think you're not sad, either? Does Eca think you don't think? You know, Eca mendem feelings of Eca herself so as not to make others worry, right? But if Eca kept on like yesterday that there was Eca made other people stress thinking about Eca. The proof yesterday Eca like that, Eca did not denger Mama Yanti nangis continue to persuade Eca so that Eca does not like that?" roy said at length.


Keisha remained silent. Makes Roy take a deep breath. Roy touched Keisha's shoulder and shook her slowly. "Don't know what you mean?"


Keisha nodded.


"Eca can also tell Safitri, right? Or to other Eca teams. Brother knows, Brother can see, Eca's friends can be trusted. I guarantee that."


Keisha quiet. Unable to answer a row of questions from Roy.


"Eca. Eca knows, right? Eca understand? Do you know why you think you're gini?"


Keisha nodded again.


"Eca promise?" Roy points his little finger at Keisha.


Keisha welcomed her willingly. Hooked his little finger on Roy's little finger. "Promise, Bang."


"Don't be sad anymore, Ca. Brother knows in the future how it will look. This is the last."