IPAS

IPAS
IPA-39



"Mom, Jera doesn't go to school. His job is at Jera, ma'am. I'm in the law anyway," Keisha was upset.


"There's no reason, Keisha. You know that his job is being carried out now. Why not take it? There, there was no rejection. If not, mending mother drag you to BK. Wanna?" ask Bu Eja to threaten.


Keisha clucked in annoyance as he stomped his feet irritatedly to the floor and walked out of the classroom towards the airfield, then stood upright while respecting towards the flagpole.


Last night, Keisha was really late. The girl arrived at Jera's house at half-time 9. Of course it's late. Jera and her family are no longer there.


"Damn, I was yesterday doing use stop seeing two people not clear that anyway. I'm the one who got the sap!" pissed Keisha.


Inevitably Keisha had to do the punishment in a state of him who had not yet had breakfast. Keisha is also unsure if he will be strong until the break bell rings later.


The sunlight was getting hotter and burning it made Keisha more and more exhausted and almost full of energy. It had been about an hour he was standing there but still resolved.


The break bell will be ringing soon too. Keisha did not expect himself to be able to complete the punishment without obstacles.


Although the morning sunlight was good for the skin, still, Keisha was not strong enough to hold her burning body. The girl gave a small smile, not expecting that she was still strong standing up as the break bell soon rang.


Kriyinggg


The break bell rings. Keisha lowered her originally respectful hand. Turn around, get off the field. Yet...


Bruck


Keisha remains down. The girl fainted in the middle of the field highlighted by the heat of the morning sun. No, it turns out his mind was wrong. The girl fell unconscious despite completing her sentence until the break bell rang.


And the next for Keisha is... Darkened.


***


"Hmmm," Keisha's raving is unclear.


The girl slowly opened her eyes. Offset the light he started to receive slowly.


"Where? You okay?" the question was asked when he fully opened his eyes.


Keisha looked to the side and found Rizki who was looking at him as well. He looked at himself with a panicked and worried look.


"Still dizzy?" ask Rizki again.


Keisha threw away his face. Remember that he is like this because of that man. And Keisha completely blames Rizki on this.


"Son" he answered.


"Why the hell? Punished huh?" asked Rizki in an increasingly soft tone.


"You know what it is!" pissed off Keisha without looking at Rizki.


"Why is that nyolot? I'm fine" said Rizki with a feeling of annoyance and confusion.


Silent. Keisha still did not want to look at Rizki. The girl was busy staring at the wall next to her. And Rizki, the man was busy staring at Keisha and trying to think. Thinking and ascertaining why the girl was acting that way to him.


"Thank you what?" tanya Rizki's fishing.


"Udah bring me here."


"In fact, what you bring here is not gw," said Rizki while scratching the nape of his head that does not itch.


"So I'm the same Mesya, keep seeing you carried with Ricky."


Jleb


Keisha closed his eyes for a while while sighing deeply and controlling himself. Tight chest. He is overconfident in assuming that Rizki is helping him. And even more stifling, did Rizki really have to tell Keisha that she was with Mesya?


The girl whose face was currently still flushed was smiling incisively without Rizki's knowledge. Feel the pain when you have to accept the bitter reality that has happened repeatedly. Accepting the fact that the more caring, the more self-aware, the more helpful she was, and the one who was always there for her was Ricky. The man Keisha hated. The man he hurt yesterday by rejecting him and scratching the wound in Ricky's heart. But until now, Ricky is still always available to him.


"Remain here?" keisha asked cynically after the silence had struck earlier.


"Lo nemenin."


"Gw does not need to be controlled. I can do it myself."


"Let's go, I want to nemenin lo. Afraid there's nothing else the same. I don't want anything else."


Those words made Keisha smile even more in silence. Holding back the tears of great vigor came down in front of Rizki. With ease Rizki said sweet promises, sometimes also treat himself very sweet and romantic. But in the end, Rizki has to hurt and make Keisha come back to her senses. What exactly does Rizki want?


"Well, why cry?" ask Rizki to panic.


Keisha shook his head slowly. Although he still keeps his face away from Rizki, still the man will know if he is crying.


"Hey, Ca. Why ECA? What makes Eca cry, hm?" ask Rizki softly. Rizki touches Keisha's face, pointing Keisha's face at her. Making Keisha look at Rizki's face very closely.


"Why, hm?" ask Rizki again.


Keisha shook her head again. Staring at Rizki with teary eyes. Resisting the desire of her who desperately wanted to hug Rizki. No. gabe. Keisha will not allow himself to hug Rizki and let himself be swept away in a sense of security and comfort in Rizki's arms.


"There's no story. Not in the pendem itself, right? If you're not ready for the story, that's okay. But Iki will always try to be next to Eca."


Sweet. Very sweet promise and speech Rizki earlier. Keisha looked at Rizki, trying to be sensitive to her feelings for Rizki.


Rizki grabbed Keisha and took the girl into her arms. The thing that Keisha had avoided had happened. Instead, even Rizki who now hugs him.


Keisha's crying broke. In the warm embrace of Rizki, Keisha cried and let out everything that stuck in her heart. Letting Rizki's uniform get wet and letting herself look fragile in front of Rizki. And this time, this second, this time, Rizki actually saw Keisha who turned out to be fragile.


There's no chatter, no noise, no roughness, no harshness, and no cynicism for this second. And as Rizki knew, this moment Keisha fell into the abyss of grief.


The first time Keisha showed Rizki the fragile state. Letting Rizki know that behind all of her nature, there is a sadness that always stuck and anchored in her heart.


Keisha didn't try to let go of her embrace. Not returning that hug either. Comfortable. Safe. Keisha is really comfortable.


Keisha grew louder and louder, as Rizki also hugged her tighter. Making Keisha on the verge of misery ready to pounce.