Inggrids

Chapter 26 - Forgiveness

This is where Dafa and Iin are currently, at the corner table of the padang restaurant which is the meeting place with Ayana and Irfan who will handle their marriage. Now before the two are no longer Ayana and Irfan, but Widiya and Zaka who are the dark and bitter part of the past of Dafa.

"You can't talk right now, I don't have much time" Dafa said

Iin rubbed Dafa's arm so that the emotions of the man sitting next to him subsided. Iin knew Dafa was very upset with the two people who were in front of them. It had been 30 minutes that they had faced each other but none of them had started to speak, whereas Dafa who felt his time was wasted began to explode.

Iin had never seen Dafa get angry or act so cold like this, he was a little surprised by Dafa's attitude but Iin tried to understand that Dafa is currently trying to fight his ego when dealing with Widiya and Zaka.

"If you don't want to talk, it's better for me and my future wife to come back. Free to know your ladenin, a waste of time" said Dafa began to be angry and got up from his seat and pulled Iin to wake up and want to go with him.

As Dafa was about to step away from the table, Widiya got up and held them back.

"Daf wait!" Hold Widiya.

"Gue apologizes if you feel your time and your future wife are wasted, but swear to God Daf, I or Zaka have no intention to wait for our confession and regret" widiya

"Gue please, you and your future wife sit down. We'll finish this off" Pinta Widiya.

Iin did not say anything at all, pulling Dafa back to his seat, Dafa turned his head in disbelief and looked at Iin who preferred to listen to Widiya's request compared to his wish to take Iin away immediately from the presence of the two people who did not want Dafa to meet.

"Didn't you say you wanted to open up and try to make peace with the past? Today the Lord worships your prayer, the Lord brings you together merely wanting the problems between you to be resolved properly even though it may be very difficult to make your relationship as before.

Dafa, don't child. Face them with their heads raised, here they are not you. So do not keep avoiding, remember there are me who always accompany and face their explanations together" whispered Iin who warms the heart of Dafa.

"I and Zaka apologize for what happened 5 years ago. Sorry for being dishonest at that time, Zaka and I were in a serious relationship, before you came to my application, Zaka was the first to come before you. Unfortunately my parents rejected Zaka because at that time Zaka did not have a permanent job, but when you come to propose to my parents immediately nerima lo because you are guaranteed to have a future even more lo from the family that is.

At first I wanted to be honest with you at that time, unfortunately, my parents threaten to drive me from home if you dare to tell you why they received your application just to find an injection of funds for a bokap company that is almost bankrupt.

At that time I chose to remain honest with you and run with Zaka, I sincerely kicked out of the house to tell the truth that bokap and nyokap just want to take advantage of you through this marriage. Honestly, Daf, I love you as my best friend. Therefore I was even willing to destroy my parents' dirty plans, cancel our marriage and go with my love because I do not want you to get hurt" explained Widiya began sobbing.

"Gue's sorry Dafa, I'm guilty" Widiya's sobs get louder.

Zaka tried to tighten his wife by carrying Widiya in his arms and giving her a gentle swab on her fragile back.

"It's not only Widiya who was wrong, but I was also wrong not to be honest from the beginning about my feelings for Widiya" Zaka paused for a moment because he felt his voice clench. "Gue apologizes for my mistake and Widiya Dafa. We don't mean to make your wounds too deep. Sorry we can only admit and regret our actions, for many years we continue to try to find lo's whereabouts, but it seems that both of your parents also still have not forgiven our mistakes to hide your whereabouts

Honestly for 5 years we have always been overshadowed by guilt towards you, for 5 years also we ask God to be met with you to make our mistakes.

I and Widiya pleaded guilty, we apologize. It is up to you to forgive us or not, at least we have tried to explain everything and admit our regrets to you. Honestly, I feel very relieved after admitting the mistakes I made over the years" said Zaka.

Dafa pensive for a moment and thought about the words of Zaka and Widiya, he then turned to look at Iin who looked back at him. The girl beside him gave him a sweet smile that made Dafa think, maybe now is the time to forgive them.

"Gue forgave you, but in order to forget the past and the mistakes you made, I still can't forget that completely"

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TB

September 6th, 2019