In a Match But Not Stupid

Gratified

Go home in the afternoon. After helping Cece clean up the clothes, tidying up again so that tomorrow when the store opens is not a mess.

Previously, Cece offered me to eat with her at the diner with her family. But I refused, because my family was also waiting at home.

"Why not eat with Cece deck" he said.

"sorry, Vina can't eat with the Cece family" I replied.

"Why vin, because the Cece family didn't fast?" her asking makes me bad.

"Sorry ce, Vina nolak because the house is open with family, maybe next time ce very sorry."

"Hehe is not what vin family should be prioritized, if so you go home his heart yes," he said.

He's just kidding.

I nodded and headed for my bike.

"Bismillahi, tawakkaltu 'allah, laa haula wa laa quwwata ilaa billaah.

It means, "In the name of Allah, I rely on Allah. No power or strength except with Allah." Do'me before riding a bike.

Smile in the afternoon while cycling, like people who drive motorcycles and cars passing by.

Always, it feels like seeing parents and their children go for a walk, asked what? not wanting to be like them, the feeling of envy in me is stronger than the feeling of gratitude.

If we see that, down, right? not up, later crooked.

Well from there we know that, we do not need to always see other children who are happy in love and pampered parents with property. But we see the children on the streets and orphans, we must understand that.

But well the name is also envy, very difficult to remove.

Without feeling, I was in front of the house, at this time my family and I have moved house with my father.

"Assalamualaikum," my greeting came in because the door was not yet closed.

"Wa'alaikum salam" said mama.

I kissed the back of my mom's hand.

"Where does vin work, tired?" ask mama while preparing the opening.

"Well the name of the work ma, just starting to also feel tired," I replied.

"Are you still fasting?" Mama's afraid I can't hold back hunger.

"Alhamdulillah, if you take a bath first, then gather here waiting for the Adhan" said the mother.

I also prayed at the market mosque.

I nodded, took a shower and got ready to open.

This makeshift opening, feels good when enjoying it with the Masya Allah family.

There was the sound of Adhan reverberating, then we read the do'a breaking fast.

Allahumma laka shumtu wa bika amantu wa'ala rizqika afthartu. Birrahmatika yaa arhamar roohimin.

It means:" O Allah, I fast for You, and I believe in You, and with Your sustenance I break.

Do you know the prayer of breaking?

We and our family break the fast, and after his Maghrib prayer congregate, because the reward of congregational prayer is more than the prayer alone.

Worship and pray fervently 'insha Allah, then pray to Allah for all the blessings given to us today.

Gratitude is difficult, it is not as easy as saying Alhamdulillah.

The point is easy but hard.

Aye right? don't you?

Yes I feel that, well want how else, the name is also human always feel less with what we have today.

Want this and that, after getting this it, want that ono and ona hahahha whatan dah.

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