In a Match But Not Stupid

End the relationship

In the evening, I'll call Mr. Adit, to talk about the continuation of this relationship. Because my parents also do not allow me to date, let alone know that different beliefs.

I'm afraid to tell Adit, because we don't have any problems, it's just hard to talk about.

Forced, I have to keep calling Adit's sister.

"Hello, Brother Adit," I said nervously.

"Hello pretty, tumben called first, miss yah?" her question was accompanied by laughter.

"Sister, Vina wants to talk seriously."

"Yes, what dear? I'm horrified, if marriage is not yet dong, we're still in school."

"K-kak, Vina wants us to end this relationship," I said, claustrophobic.

"WHAT...you're kidding, aren't you, baby? is this prank? I'm not on my birthday anymore" Adit's voice is still joking.

"We are different, brother, we cannot be together" I said, unable to stem the tears.

"Light, we need to meet, I'm sure we can talk about this all right." Adit's voice began to change.

"I'm sorry, brother, for now I don't want to see anyone," I said more. 😭

"If you have a problem, you talk to me, don't make your own decisions like this." Brother Adit also set his breath feels tight.

"Out there, there are still many women who are better and prettier than Vina kak." I couldn't hold it, and then I ended the phone call. Crying out loud by covering my face with a pillow.

I'm sure, Brother Adit must have been very angry with me, after it calmed down, I came out of the room for dinner.

"Why vin?" ask mama.

"What a hell, I watched a really sad movie! until I didn't realize the strong cry" I replied with a smile.

"Mom was going to say something to you, because you're also in XI class."

I raise my eyebrows, say something, what? did you know I had a boyfriend, I thought.

"What is ma by the way?" my many.

"Later, the time is not right."

I just nodded, whatever your mom wanted to say.

There was no knocking on the door from outside.

"Let ila open" said ila and approached the door.

"Vina to the room ya ma, pa," said I haven't finished food.

"Loh, end up with Vin's food first," papa scolded.

"Father pa," I walked into the room.

I felt like crying again, but I tried to hold her back. What the hell am I crying for?

Mom knocked on my bedroom door.

"Vina, there's your friend here" said mama.

"Who ma?" ask who is it?

"Get out, meet him, man." Mama told me not to forget to wear the hijab.

Hufhhh is currently very lazy to meet anyone. I walked out of the room, without seeing anyone staring at me.

"LIGHT" call her

'that voice and that call' is my inner

"Sister Adit, what's the matter here?" much

"Vina, it can't be the same for Adit, he's a guest here" said papa.

"Son Adit, by the way Vina, by the way, by the way, yes."

He nodded and looked back at me who was still standing.

"Light, we're talking in the park near here, shall we? it's not good to talk here" said Adit taking me to the park.

"What else do you want to talk about, brother?" my many.

"Please, this once, if you don't want to talk to me again it's okay" he said begging me.

I finally nodded.

"I brought my own motorbike." I don't want any more bitches with Adit.

"But light"

"Wear your own motor? or don't go to the park?" askaku gave Adit a choice.

"Alright, if that's your wish," he said relented.

Then we drive each of our motors.

Brother Adit deliberately looking for a place that is a bit far from people, so it is better to chat.

"Light sit down first, I want to talk."

"What would Adit say?" I don't want to look at her, because I've been holding back the tightness and holding back the crying.

"Light, is it true what you were talking about on the phone?" ask her.

"Sir Adit knows, we are different. I just want Brother Adit to find someone who's the same as Brother Adit, out there or in this park maybe, a prettier woman-

Brother Adit put his index finger on my lips, so as not to continue my speech.

"I don't want another woman, baby. I just want you." Adit's ankle started to glaze over

"We have different beliefs." I couldn't hold back the tears I had wanted to flow.

"I can convert to your religion, for your sake" he replied.

I shook my head.

"Can't brother, I don't want Adit to convert just for me. How do you feel about Adit's parents, will they agree?" my spoken.

Adit remained silent without responding.

"Sir Adit can't answer, can he?" ask me.

"Light..."

"I go home first, brother, the wind starts strong to rain, it's late at night too."

"In the light, I beg you to live our relationship first."

I got dizzy, my nose started to bleed (nosebleeds).

"Good light you nosebleed, I forgot you're allergic to cold" he said, taking off his jacket to warm me up.

"I don't know if this guy is ordinary. Vina came home yes" said I take off the jacket that his brother adit gave.

"Let's take you." Adit's brother held my hand.

"I can go home alone, sister, Vina here with the bike." I took Adit's arm off.

"DIDN'T ACCEPT THE REJECTION," suppressed his remark.

The air gets colder, if you keep arguing, you can faint on the spot.

Adit accompanied the trip to the house with his motorbike, he drove to the front of the house.

"Thank you, brother," I turned to enter.

"Light, you're okay, right? I'm worried about you, "again Adit's holding my face.

"Don't be like this, brother, we've no relationship anymore, so get used to do not pay attention to the same vina from now on" I said smiling at Adit's sister.

I saw Adit's brother crying in front of me.

"I don't want us to break the light. I just want you, give me a chance," he said.

"Sir Adit didn't make any mistakes, so there's no need for anything. Because it's a matter of the two of us having different beliefs! please accept my decision, brother. Find a better one than Vina and have the same belief as Adit." I again pulled out a clear grain and also the nosebleed that returned to flow.

Brother Adit cried seeing me weak, he wiped my nosebleed with his hands, and rubbed his hair rough.

'god, what should I do now? is my decision right' my inner self

"You're in for a break, you just need to rest tomorrow we'll talk again."

"I hope there's nothing more we should talk about, brother, because it's over."

"DEVINA LIGHT.."

"ADIT RAYMOND." I did not lose to raise my voice by mentioning his full name.

aghhh....

Adit's brother turned towards his bike and drove it fast.

I came back with a sobbing cry.

"Oh Allah this is not fair. We love each other, but why? separated by one thing that we can't break, why should God be the choice?" I feel that God is unfair to me, making 2 different people believe in loving each other, but not being united.

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Outside the house getting dark and cold, I went inside the house.

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