
Today Al's determination has been unanimous. He will express his feelings for Naya. He could no longer delay expressing his feelings for the girl. Every day his heart grew hotter to hear the employees praise and admire the beauty of Naya. Especially business colleagues who also do the same. Really sucks.
"Later tonight you have Kay's show??". Al asked as Naya finished reading her schedule.
" No sir.is there a party to attend?". Ask Naya formally. He really takes care of his attitude when he is at work.
Al shook his head making Naya look confused.
"Just want to take you to dinner. You want?". Ask Al expectantly. Naya smiled gently then nodded her head to make Al happy.
" Okay.jam 7 I picked ya up". Naya nodded her head again.
"I'll excuse you, sir.." Naya bowed after Al nodded.
"Yes!!!". Al exclaimed as Naya walked out of her room.
" May tonight be the beginning of our happiness Kay.." The sincere prayer of Al. It was her hope that Naya would accept herself.
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"At.."
"Hmmm.." Diandra's still busy with her phone.
"So someone called the office again". Naya's voice was almost inaudible.
" who?? ". Tanya Diandra is still engrossed with her phone.
" In-she told me your mama". Naya's great-grandson made Diandra freeze.
"At.." Call Naya because Diandra is silent
"Leave it". Reply Diandra indifferently. But Naya can see a sad stroke on the face of Diandra who some time is cheerful.
" Are you sure??". Ask Naya carefully. He did not want to offend Diandra.
"Very sure Nay". Diandra looked at Naya and smiled sweetly.
" Tell me that you feel burdened in. I am always there for you and Dimas. We're family". Naya looked at Diandra seriously.
"I'm really okay, Nay. I'll tell you if I why why". Diandra tried his hardest to stay calm.
" Yasudah that way.but promise yes. If there's nothing to say". Diandra nodded to calm her friend.
"Where are you going?? It was still a pretty afternoon". Diandra looks at Naya's beautiful appearance with a simple peach-colored dress.
"Oh this, you want to have dinner with brother Al". Naya said softly with her face together.
" Aaaa.mau dating ama boss turns out ". Tempta Diandra made Naya even more embarrassed.
" What the hell is Di.just dinner". Naya's words tried to calm her heart that suddenly beat erratically hearing Diandra's words.
ting.mong..
"No, your prince has come". The louder Diandra seduces Naya.
" What the hell is.basic is unclear". Naya's murmur passed leaving Diandra who was stunned to see herself misbehaving.
Naya took a deep breath before opening the door of her apartment. I don't know why he's pounding at the thought of meeting and having dinner with Al
"Hi brother.." Sapa Naya is making small talk.
As usual, Al was always fascinated by Naya's appearance. No exception tonight. Her Kanaya looks graceful with a beautiful peach-colored dress wrapped in her perfect body.
"You're beautiful.." Praise Al for making a red tinge appear on Naya's face.
"Thank you brother.."
"Udah ready??". Tanya Al thrust her arm to be held by Naya.
" Anyway.." Sahut Naya put her hand in Al's arm.
The two passed by leaving the apartment and a resident who was staring nanar at the two. His heart ached again, the wound he slowly treated was again torn and bleeding again.
"What else are you looking for me for? Is it not enough of the wounds you have given? Not satisfied are you destroying me??". Diandra was stunned alone, lamenting the fate of her love that was so painful to remember.
" You're so lucky that the man you love even brings his love to the end of his life. And now, you are loved by such a man. How lucky you are.." In her tears, Diandra smiled. A smile full of wounds from the memories of the past that reopened his old wounds.
"But I'm happy to see you happy Nay.I sincerely pray for your happiness. You are a very kind and sincere person, may you always be happy". Diandra looked at the photos of herself and Naya, as well as Dimas. He smiled, in the midst of his strange love problems, he was still lucky to have friends like Dimas and Naya who were always there when he needed.
" Now you are the reason for my smile.." Diandra took their picture frame, then stroked it and hugged it affectionately.
Meanwhile, Naya and Al have arrived at a beachfront restaurant. Naya's eyes widened looking at the place Al had chosen for their dinner.
"We eat here, brother??". Naya asked who was answered with a nod of the head by Al.
" Why not tell me if the restaurant is this big brother?? I should have dressed better. My clothes are so inappropriate.." Naya suddenly felt unworthy to enter because she only wore simple clothes.
"You're beautiful Kay.whatever you wear.it still makes you beautiful. Even very.." Naya turned her head, looking at Al who was clasping her hands tightly.
"We're in.." Al pulls Naya into the restaurant.
"Where are you going, brother??". Naya asked confused as Al continued to walk into the restaurant.
" Sister.." Naya can't speak anymore. Not far from the restaurant, a table that has been arranged so romantic to make Naya fixated.
Has Al prepared all this?? This romantic dinner?? Really if Naya finds out, she'll dress up even better than this. Naya thought it was just a dinner at the restaurant. But it turned out to be dinner like this that Al gave.
"You likey??". Al asked when he was near the table.
The sea breeze blew Naya's long mane to cover part of her face. Al gently tucked the strands of Naya's hair behind the girl's ears.
" Sit.." Al has even drawn a chair for his future queen of hearts.
"M-thank you, brother.." Naya stutters. I never thought Al would do anything romantic like this. Suddenly his heart pounded, could it be that Al would declare love for him?? Naya immediately shook her head as a cross-section of those silly and crazy questions flashed through her brain.
"He thinks you're Kanaya's sister. God, what do you think of a crazy girl". Naya really cursed her brain who presumptuously dared to think that Al had a taste for her.
" Are you okay, Kay??". Al asked who saw Naya shake her head.
Before long a waiter came to bring food that had been ordered by Al. Naya's favorite seafood.
" Are you really doing all this??". Naya asked in disbelief.al just nodded while smiling sweetly.
"Eat first yes.." Al's sweet treatment really makes Naya's brain more distant-minded.
In order to neutralize the feeling of his depression, Naya chose to eat the food that had been held in front of him.
"Slowly.kak won't ask". Al rubbed the corner of Naya's lips with the sauce.
" Plis don't be rich gini brother.bak ama my heart is not really sane. Don't make it any more crazy.." Inner Naya shouted.
The two ate in silence, Naya with her heart pounding indistinctly. While Al is busy stringing words to express his feelings for Naya.
"Huh.full-fuddled. Thanks for dinner, brother.." Naya leaned her back and stroked her stomach which felt full.
"You likey??". Tanya Al answered Naya's head nod.
" Kay's.."
Naya looked up as Al called out to her so gently. Al's deep eyes made it seem like he was having trouble breathing. What exactly does that man want to say? Why just stared at him already drunk.
Al let out a long sigh, gathering all his courage to express his feelings to his Kanaya. Whatever the outcome, Al has prepared mentally if the worst possibility he gets.
Al brought Naya to stand up until now the two stood facing each other. I swear by anything, Naya's heart is like it's out of place.
"I don't know where to start.." Al sighed again, as if the oxygen supply in his lungs was quickly depleted.
"I don't know exactly how.and when. But here.." Al pointed at his left chest with his hands.
"Here it is.either since when have you mastered the whole side of my heart Kay.." Al was silent for a moment, looking at what reaction Naya was showing. And sure enough, the girl looked surprised.
"Sorry Kay.sorry that I love you. Forgive me for my love that grows more and more with each passing day.."
"I can no longer hold back this feeling myself Kay.even if you would hate me for this feeling. I'm ready Kay.but allow me to express the feelings that have held me for 6 years Kay.." From the look of his face Al was very sure if Naya was very surprised by his confession.
Al crouched down in front of Naya, reached into her suit pocket and pulled out a small red velvet box that turned out to contain a ring.
"Kanaya Laika Mahendra.Will you be my wife? Mother of my children. Spend the rest of your life with me?".
Naya took off a side of her hand held by Al. Although he had imagined it, but hearing directly from Al made his heart seem to stop working. Al proposed?? Al just proposed to her?? Naya is in a fantasy world. He could not explain how he felt now.
He is happy, very happy. Unhappy because Naya doesn't understand him yet. But it was too sudden for him. He was not ready to answer, why his heart was so worried. Though he also felt a foreign feeling that always surrounded his heart when with this man who was still in front of him.
Suddenly a shadow of Akbar when proposing to him revolved in his brain. He retreated his steps as the shadows of himself and Akbar gained control of his brain. The memory keeps spinning without Naya stopping.
" Kay's.." Lirih Al saw Naya walking away. Although he had prepared his heart, but seeing Naya away made his heart feel pierced by thousands of arrows.
"Kay.." Al tried to grab Naya's hand. But the girl avoided. Al smiled wryly, he should realize that at any time he would not be able to occupy Akbar's place in Naya's heart.
"Sorry brother.." Naya shook her head, her eyes already glazed over. The girl turned around and ran away leaving Al who was fixated staring at Naya's back further away.
Al who was aware of the situation immediately grabbed Naya's bag on the table and ran out chasing Naya. Lucky foot of his ladder can help him quickly catch up with Naya.
Al grabs Naya's arm. Both breaths were bright because they ran far enough.
"Le-go on.." Lirih Naya tries to remove her arm from Al's stranglehold.
"Sorry.sorry for my sassness Kay.." Al was full of regrets. The tears that Naya tried to shed finally spilled also heard Al's very sincere apology.
"I promise.I won't repeat it Kay. Please don't hate me. I won't be able to.." Al said he wanted to make Naya's tears more intense. How wicked it is to make a good man like Al like this.
"I want to go home.please get off". Lirih Naya with tears.
Al's heart is sick. It hurt to see Naya crying again. And damn it, the son of a bitch who had made his girl cry was himself. He completely cursed himself who could not help but express his feelings for Naya.
" I'm taking you.." Al answered Naya's head.
"just dropping off. I beg.." Al pulls Naya's hand. Take the girl to her car. Open the door and tell Naya to come in. He then ran around the car and sat behind the wheel. Al opened his suit and loosened his tie, hoping that by doing so his breathing would be easier. At this time he was like being strangled until breathing was difficult.
Along the way there was only silence between them. Al chose silence to keep Naya feeling. While Naya was still busy with her mind and heart. What does her heart really want?? He wants Al. But why the shadow of Akbar he could never get rid of.
Without Naya knowing, Al's car has arrived at his apartment building. Naya gets off as soon as Al turns off the engine of his car without a word. While Al can only stare at the nanar Naya's back which is getting away from him.
"Stupid...stupid!!!!". Shouted Al frustrated. The man even hit his head several times in the steering wheel of his car.
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Naya let out a deep breath before entering Al's room. It has been a week since Al has expressed love for her. Since then Naya has always shied away from Al. He talked a little with Al. Al seems to realize that.
Today Naya made it her determination to resign from the Al-owned company. He could not see Al every day, his guilt for making a man as good as Al heartbroken because of his rejection caused by him has not been able to forget his past. He was standing in front of Al's room. After gathering her courage, Naya knocks on the door of Al's room. After the director acknowledged her from the inside, Naya entered after sighing back.
" I'm sorry to bother you, sir.." Naya said slowly.
"What's Kay??". Tanya Al tried to act ordinary. If you can be honest, Al wants to hold the girl's body in his arms. But he held her back, not wanting Naya to hate him even more.
" I'm giving up this.." Naya held out a brown envelope containing her resignation letter.
Slowly Al opened it. His eyes were puffed up reading the letter containing Naya's resignation letter. He stared in disbelief at the paper he was holding so tightly that the tip of the paper was tangled.
"Why Kay??". Tanya Al stared fixedly at Naya's face that looked down.
" There is no reason, sir. S-I just want to go home.close to my family". Naya replied without daring to raise her head. He did not dare to look Al in the eye, afraid that Al would know he was lying.
"It's because of my wak---".
" No. Not at all sir. I really just want to go home". Cut Naya fast.
Al breathed a rough sigh. He knew his Kanaya was lying. It was evident during this one week that Naya always avoided herself.
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double up again man friend.this story just want to end yes. Naya was already hobbled by Akbar. Kasian if now sad also over time.hehe.
Wait for the next up yaa.insyaallah be loved again today.
Thanks everyone for the support..