If You Love Me

it really wasn't me

He looked at the clock many times, and many times went out to the balcony to see if there was a regal down there, maybe the man was walking around the hotel and the plantation.

But in fact Agung was not at all visible, until the afternoon and a thin fog began to fall.

Ajeng ventured to take his HP and call grand, but the phone was not picked up, as ignored, even many times.

because of confusion Ajeng finally called his brother.

" Hello mas?"

" hemm. what nduk.." a nice calm voice sounded,

" Well.." The teaching stopped,

" why? anu opo?" ask good, though,

Ajeng remained silent for a long time until it was good to realize that something was not right.

" What's wrong with talking?! what are you doing?" ask nicely with a more firm voice.

" I didn't do anything mas, really, I don't know where Bayu knows if I'm staying here??" words with fear.

" Mayu maneh! (Wood again!) still can't you let her go??!" good voice sounded angry.

" I don't know who told him? he just got here??"

" you saw him?!"

" i really didn't see him, but he came to me when I walked the road with the Great mas.." tell Ajeng,

" Jeez jeng?! could how?! you have no pity for the great mas huh jeng?!" good from the phone.

Silently, he bit his lips for the sake of his unrest.

" Where is Grand now?" ask good, though,

" i don't know, he left me on the street, said he'd smoke for a while, but by dusk this isn't coming back, I didn't pick up.."

" ownalah jeng.. mas hope you live a quiet and happy life after marriage, if this is how the judgment of the great mas to you? thought you made a promise to Bayu, thought you were still heavy with that guy?!,

remember jeng, mas Agung is not a random person, even though he is silent, you do not know what is stored in the bottom of his heart, he said,

where else would you like to find a man who is what he looks like?

don't underestimate someone because that person keeps on giving up on you?!"

" i don't mas. I don't. I've accepted the fact that I'm already his wife.."

hearing his sister's voice trembling nicely silent, he thought for a moment.

" Have it. Let me call, you shut up there, if he comes home try to explain everything that you don't know why Bayu can be there, even if it sounds like a lie, then try to explain everything that you don't know why Bayu can be there, the important thing is that you're honest, yes, turn off the phone." Good to turn off Ajeng's phone connection.

Night had crept up when Agung entered the room.

The man went straight into the bathroom, and ignored Ajeng.

About 15 minutes later the man came out with a towel alone and bare-chested, so there was a book-nailed stomach, somehow majestic was not awkward as usual.

Seeing the man pick up his clothes in the bag, Ajeng got up from the bed.

" dude? I want to talk." said Ajeng approaching towards the man.

" tomorrow, I'm not well." replied the great walking away with clothes in his hand.

" It's not healthy? wh why? need I get a doctor?" He pursued a grand step.

" No need," answered the regal walking towards the bathroom, but Ajeng prevented him, in the great hand-pull that was holding the shirt.

" Is it really sick? or want to avoid me?" ask Ajeng, please,

Great silent, he did not even look at Ajeng.

" Nah.. see me you don't want to mas.." said Ajeng staring majestically.

" I don't want to be misunderstood, I didn't call Bayu here, I didn't make any promises with him?" clearly Ajeng.

Hearing that Agung just sighed, he still did not want to stare at Ajeng, he said,

" It may sound absurd, but I don't know who he knows I'm here from, I really mean, it's not me??" obviously Ajeng again,

The bell choked, the mbak call reappeared, with a tone that sounded very disappointed.

" No, is that important to me? I have to prove myself right, I don't know what, he came here to see me without my wish?!" the voice of Ajeng is more firm, though,

Great looking at him,

" do what you want to do mbak, I will not prevent it, from the beginning I have realized where my place.." said agung slowly make Ajeng more frustrated.

" Don't call me Ma'am again?!"

" let go.." great trying to go,

" listen to me first??"

" i've been listening to you.."

" but don't you understand?!"

" just because I understand everything" replied the great,

" We're married, right?" ask Ajeng, please,

" yes" answered the short, grand,

" then should you believe what your wife said?"

the great sigh,

he tried to release Ajeng's hand, and used a little energy so that the Ajeng grip was released.

But when Agung will stay away, Ajeng hurriedly hugged him.

Well, hugging the great who was bare-chested, that,

Ajeng hugged him tightly so as not to let go so Ajeng could feel the cold majestic chest touching his cheek.

The hugged grandiose froze in place,

" i won't let go before I listen to me properly either." Ajeng said, he forgot that the great only wore towels.

" Okay but let go.." said the great, grand,

" no, I'll leave right away if I let go,"

hearing that was grand mute,

realizing the silent great, Ajeng began to speak.

" True, I didn't call Bayu here." said Ajeng,

" even though we've just got married, but I'm self-aware..

how could I have so brazenly called another man here?" ajeng.

" now my insolent, I will not do that, especially in front of my husband." said Ajeng made the great silent.

" Your husband?" ask grand after a long silence,

" Well my husband, my husband, right now?" Ajeng nodded, so that his hair rubbed the majestic skin slowly.

" but I dare not ask for more as your husband, I am only an orphan raised by Mbah kung, who hitchhikers live in your home,

do I have the right to ask? mind? or even angry?" the grand looked at the woman who was hugging him.

" You're human or not, why do you keep holding back your feelings for us, when we want your happiness too?" answer Ajeng sadly.

" just because I'm human, I have to think a lot and know myself." said the great, great,

Ajeng raised his head, looking at the man who had become her husband.

" Mas can be angry. Just let go of the feelings of mas, do not be held just because of fear of Mbah kung.." said Ajeng, said,

" but I really did not call Bayu mas.." added Ajeng still want to explain.

Agung stared at Ajeng long enough,

" can I really let go of my feelings?" tanya majestically looked at Ajeng lekat.