If You Love Me

I'm getting married

Days change weeks, and Sundays change months, and,

wedding plans are just a week away,

Ajeng looks more legowo and calm facing his wedding day.

His wedding dress, the dress of the Great bride, all are ready, even Nurdin who died Matian defies even now can not do anything, Mbah kung's decision really can not be changed.

" Wei, the bride-to-be?!" sofyan's voice from the door, everyone in the room of course saw it, but Sofyan just grimaced and set his gaze on Agung who was sitting in his place.

" Next week..no this bachelor party?" goda Sofyan sat in front of the Great table.

" Las bujang opo sih bang," the grand answer looked at Sofyan like he was tired.

" you know? want to marry lemes?!" ask Sofyan, please,

" yes! lemes continued from yesterday, not spirit, do not you have a wedding night first, so you are not spirit?!" the only senior named Panji.

" Huuss.. opo ae tho bang, when people hear it?" grand protest, grand protest,

" the end of lemes really, mbok ya the spirit?" panji said,

" i'm tired e bang, hard to sleep. last night I slept only three hours. as it continues for a few days.." lamented majestically, his face did look lethargic.

" You're too tense." Panji said, saying,

" yes, let alone you one house, every day meet so your heart dag Dig dug. hahaha.." Sofyan added,

" dag Dig dug opo tho bang." regal smiles at a glance,

" it is in a match, if in a match betrothed iku piye ngunu rasane. like there is a vibrating vibration.."

" a soul vibration that wants to merge as soon as possible but ah I'm ashamed. hihihi.." Panji and Sofyan were endlessly teasing Agung, making the lethargic grandiose finally laugh as well.

While at the boutique Ajeng was busy making patterns,

although it had been a week before the wedding he continued to work, finishing the order in three days, after which he would close his boutique until after the wedding.

" ma'am Ajeng?" call one of the workers, please,

" what's up?" answer the question without seeing who is speaking,

" there's a Bayu mas outside, looking for sampean?"

hearing that Ajeng stopped his busyness for a moment, he seemed to think, he thought,

" tell me that I don't exist" Ajeng replied at last,

" but the road car is in front, and Bayu wants to meet??"

" let's say I'm busy and can't see him,"

hearing that the worker nodded and retreated, he turned away.

Seeing that Ajeng returned to his busy life, but did not expect to arrive Bayu entered the Ajeng workspace.

" What the hell is this?!" beu's voice rang out loud in Ajeng's ear, the man standing in front of the door.

The surprised one of course got up,

" what are you? arriving in here?" ask Ajeng.

Bayu walked towards Ajeng and held the two arms of the woman,

" what is this?! what am I hearing about this?! tell me that's a lie?!" ask Bayu, please,

" what's that news?" Ask back, asking,

" are you getting married??!" asked Bayu with a sad face,

hearing the sentence coming out of Bayu Ajeng's mouth was silent, he tried to toughen up and not cry, but his tears melted by themselves.

" Yes, I will get married soon." Ajeng replied as he wiped his tears.

" No!" firmly Bayu,

" you can't be like this against me? did you repay me? because I didn't greet you back then?,

you know I'm with my wife, what would happen if I greeted you and she knew you were my lover??!"

" no, I'm not avenging you." replied Ajeng slowly,

The winked slowly,

" no, I don't want to be a thorn in the flesh. Continue your marriage, and I will open a new page with others,"

" no!" Bayu arrived on his knees,

" no, help me. I'm sorry.. I'm not willing??" he said with tears pouring down,

" i was wrong.. I was wrong to ignore it at that time. I was wrong... I was wrong... but please don't get married? don't get married.I love you jeng, I love you, I just can't make a fight, I'm too cowardly to keep it?? I'm sorry jeng..I'm sorry..??" Bayu held Ajeng's leg, while pleading.

seeing that Ajeng's chest felt crowded, he was determined to make a household with a grand, but why Bayu like this.

" I can't help but get married, it's not my decision, it's Mbah kung mas's decision." Ajeng said,

Bayu mute him but his eyes remain full,

" i let you go when you got married,

so please let me go and don't look for me anymore" Ajeng said,

" no jeng. no. I can't help but look at you.."

" you're a man's husband, and I'm a man's wife.."

" say who that guy is? who's? I'll talk to him, let me beg if I need to??"

" for what? never mind, don't make everything fall apart,

that man was a good man, who took care of me from childhood,"

Bayu choked, bye,

" that guy? is there a man named great who is always talked about by your Mbah kung? that soldier who served outside Java??" asked Bayu, because all this time he often heard the name of the great in youh eluh oluh by Mbah kung, how much Mbah kung was proud of the man.

" didn't you guys already be like brothers?? why did you get married?!"

" maybe it's because I'm still crying you till this second." Ajeng replied making your baby even more frustrated.

" Why did you take it for granted? am I not important to you??"

" then why are you married? am I not important to you?" Ask back, asking,

" that's because I couldn't resist my mother's request??"

" same, I can't resist the orders of Mbah kung who has been taking care of me since childhood, you know, how is my family?

I have to marry a man who knows my family's background clearly.."

" do I understand jeng?!"

" but you left me?"

" i still come to you even though I'm married, it's proof that I still love you?!" great is still in the mood, though,

" let's go" said Ajeng,

" what is it?! don't don't you're already interested in that guy?!" Seduce emotions,

" keep your word?" persemat Ajeng,

" come home, I'll send you my wedding invitations, come with your wife later.."

" you think I can watch you marry another man?"

Shut up, he did not answer,

" alright. if you insist.." Bayu got up, he wiped the rest of his tears, he said,

" status is not an obstacle for me, I'm sure you still love me, it's up to you to marry whoever it is that matters your heart stays with me!" firmly grand,

" are you getting out of your mind?" ask Ajeng, please,

" you say as if you were the only one hurt, as if I were going to betray you, when you started all this,

go away, there is nothing to change, go back to your wife and love her well." Ajeng turned around, he sat back at his desk, ignoring Bayu.

Seeing himself ignored like that inevitably Bayu retreated, with heavy steps he walked away from Ajeng's work room.