If You Love Me

If You Love Me
don't cry anymore



Agung stopped his motorbike on the side of the road that was quite quiet, while he still felt a cry of death on his back.


Agung ventured to touch the hand that was coiled in his stomach.


" Everything in this world is going well.We as humans cannot manage it,


our job is to increase patience, and expand the heart..


it is not easy, but believe me. over time everything will improve." said regal calm, although in fact his heart is not that calm.


Lying if he is not upset to see how Bayu ignores Ajeng, but he cannot blame Bayu, because he must also be keeping his wife's feelings, then why, why, why does the man still often come and give hope to Ajeng.


" Mr Ajeng.." call the grand, grand,


Ajeng nodded, he wiped his tears.


" have you cried? or still crying again? I will wait." said the great.


" Let's just go home." said Ajeng with his hoarse voice,


" do you really want to go home?"


" yes, I want to sleep in the room.."


hearing that regal turning the key of the motor, and running the motor again until home.


Arriving at the house Ajeng returned a regal jacket,


" i'm sorry, but your back is wet" she said, still with her eyes open.


" in the room you want to cry again?" ask slowly,


Shut up, please,


" are you not tired?" ask the Great, though,


" I will recover in time..


just like when you left first, I cried every day, for eight months until I finally got tired of waiting for you to come back to this house..


so I'm sure my tears will dry up in time.."


Agung was silent, long enough while looking at Ajeng.


" So I've also made you cry like this?" ask the great,


" if I had known.." Great speech stopped,


" time can't turn you around, and I've forgotten what it's like.."


" You have to think about the answer yourself, didn't I beg you not to leave?"


" m I have to mbak??" said majestically with a sweet face,


" i have a reason why I didn't come back, instead of intentionally leaving Ajeng and this family behind??" great trying to explain.


" Yet we are getting married, what is the point of that painful past?"


" i don't want you to suffer anymore?"


" Then be a good husband, a husband who never left me even though there are many more than me out there." said Ajeng, he was traumatized by his father who left his mother.


" right said mas good.you're my only hope.your debt to Mbah kung, will make you continue and continue to be patient..


the chances of you leaving me are very small, but that doesn't mean there aren't..


because you'll be saturated with me one day, too.."


Agung looked at Ajeng in disbelief, I don't know what was on the woman's mind, the sentence really made the great sad to hear it.


" I don't dare to promise, but that doesn't mean I will do something bad later,


everything depends on the way, Ma,


I'm just a companion, a guard..


a guard would not hurt what he was guarding..


so do not equate me with a man who has hurt mbak Ajeng all this time.."


" really? isn't he also a guard? then why did my dad leave me, nice mas and my mom?"


Great silence, he did not know what to answer, he was really afraid of wrong speech.


" well.. Now you shut up, then what I'm saying isn't it?"


" what about Mbah kung. he's a good guard.."


now the silent Ajeng,


" he is an example of a man who is wise and responsible, let alone a good mas.he is always ready beside mbak Ajeng..


so why does Ma'am Ajeng have to keep crying?"


hearing Ajeng's grand words bowed, unrest was clearly drawn on his face.


" Have come in and sleep, don't cry anymore.because it's surrounded by good people." said the great.