IDENTITY: The Dark Story

Diaries 1

May 6, 1995

Today was a happy day in my life I met a man I really liked, but I didn't expect him to say that he liked me so much that I wanted to be his wife.

Oh yes my name is Ayudisa Wati I am the son of a textile factory entrepreneur, in addition to the grace of luxury life many people say I am a perfect woman besides beautiful I am also very smart, always get perfect grades from the academic field.

I managed to get into the best medical university in the city all the scores of the entrance examination exams were almost perfect, only I was ranked second.

The person in the ranking was named Adithya Bagaskoro. I was curious about this guy named Adithya, I asked my friends about this guy. Adithya's friends said this person is very genius, many deans recommend him to enter the best hospital after graduation later.

Even the best doctors in reputable hospitals come to offer them personally to work in their hospitals. My feelings for her were between envy and admiration for her, only that I had never met her since I was the one to go straight home after college. This time, I took the time to stay on campus.

It was five in the afternoon I had not met him, said friends he his people spent time on campus alone until six in the afternoon. I decided to go home, but while walking down the aisle I accidentally bumped into someone because I was daydreaming on the way.

I fell because I collided with him that man also fell when he collided with me, all his books fell everywhere precisely he who did help me stand up.

"Are you okay?"

"Hm, it's okay, thank you."

After helping me stand up he took his glasses that fell earlier, while we looked at each other I was immediately fascinated by his face when not wearing his glasses, there I thought why there was no gossip about this handsome man.

"Hey... You're all right? Is anyone sick?" Said the man.

"Eh?!" I was shocked to be fascinated by him. "Sorry, what did you say just now?"

"I told you if anyone's sick, if anything I'll help you."

"Nobody hurts, you don't have to worry."

"Thank God then."

The man immediately lowered his head to pick up his fallen books.

"Let me help."

"thank you.

After taking all the books I asked him:

"Where are all these books going downstairs?"

"To the library."

"Did you read this many books every day?" I asked again who was not ceaselessly looking at his face from the side, even though wearing glasses I was still fascinated with him.

"Not all, there was a book yesterday that I forgot to return, so I'm returning it now and a new book that I finished reading."

We were both at the door of the library but the door was locked maybe it was almost hours closed campus, the man pulled out a key and opened the door. Is he the manager of this library? If so, I would gladly come here every day.

"Thank you for helping" said the man.

"It's the same" I said a little shyly.

This man in front of me was staring seriously that made me turn my face away from him.

"It looks like you want to ask something, let's just ask there's nothing to be ashamed of" he said.

"That's... Do you work here?"

"No, I don't work here but I'm a student here."

"Eh?! I was shocked when I heard it. "You're a student too but I've never seen you around here."

"Well, since I rarely go out of the room, I'm just always in this library. But you must have heard of me, right?"

"Seriously? You don't know at all?"

"No."

"It would be a little embarrassing but I'll say it, I'm the one who is ranked first surely you know that right?"

Once again I was surprised to hear that, the person I had been looking for was this handsome man. I could barely hold my happy expression.

"Well, I'll introduce myself again, my name is Adithya Bagaskoro, nice to meet you," he said as he extended his hand forward.

I was already at the peak of my embarrassment, I went straight away from him without replying to his hand. But he immediately grabbed my hand and said something:

"Don't tell me your name is okay, but today it's dark no good girls go home alone, I'll take you home."

"But..."

"It's okay, come with me, my bike's right over there."

I didn't think I was behaving badly with him but he still wanted to help me, I really felt guilty for him.

We walked to his parked bike not far from the library, but I was a little surprised to see his bike.

"Sorry, my bike is an old bike because it belongs to my grandfather, I don't have enough money to buy a new one."

"It's okay, instead I prefer antiques because they're much more valuable than new items now."

"Thank you."

He got on his bike and told me to sit in the back then he also asked me to hug him from behind he said so as not to fall. To be honest I was a little embarrassed and very happy, during the journey the breeze gently blows in addition to the red color in the sky at sunset in the rice field, rice fields, I felt this very romantic atmosphere unconsciously I was leaning my head on his back.

"We've arrived, you can come down now."

I didn't hear everything he said because I was drowning in romance.

"Hey, are you okay?"

"Eh?! Yeah! Sorry-sorry I'll be down now."

When I came down I was very surprised because I was right in front of my house, even though I had not told me at all about where I live.

"I know for a fact you're so surprised why I know you live here, because I often see you in and out of this house."

"That's it.. But you live around here too?"

"My house is not far from here you just need to walk straight there and pass five houses and then there's a little house there, I live in that little house."

"Oh. You stay there, yes" said I who was still shy. "I'm sorry about that." By the way."

"That's okay, there's nothing to think about."

"Oh yeah, about my name..."

"Ayudisa Wati is."

"Eh! How did you know?"

"I know from your father and we've known each other for a long time even he's been helping me all this time, well I'll see you first."

"See you later, be careful."

I didn't think our meeting was a coincidence or this is called fate, just thinking about it made me stunt, I think tonight I'll sleep well and have a good dream.