I'm Vs Past My Husband

chapter 13 is clapping one hand

"if I express my feelings first before Edgar. Do you want to be my lover?" 

Degs.. 

Erik's words succeeded in making the Goddess as if pierced by an arrow piercing through his chest. 

In the slightest Goddess never expected or expected Erik would view her as a woman instead of her younger sister. 

"A. I'm getting married soon." Said the Goddess stuttered. 

"I knew. Even if you're getting married soon, but I can't prevent my feelings for you. As far as I go, my feelings remain the same to this day." Erik looked down at his heart very sore at this moment. 

Yes even though Erik continued his studies abroad. But there she never dated. Her love was only for the Goddess and she managed to keep her up until now. Although after returning this is not what he wants but his love remains the same. Nothing can change that. 

"Sorry mas but Dewi can not accept the love of Erik. The goddess is getting married. It's not good for Erik to say this to me." The goddess lowered her fingers in her lap.  

He feels so wrong now. 

"Is there not a little love in your heart for me?"  

"No!" Reply Goddess firmly. 

He did not want to be seen giving Erik hope. So that in the future there is no more misunderstanding. 

"Goddess pamit mas." Say it while standing from his seat. 

The goddess turned her head on her arm which was held tightly by Erik. 

"Let the Goddess go home." 

"May I hug you one last time before you get married. Just sec. After that I'll take you off." Pinta Erik looked up at the Goddess. His face looks so sad.  

Goddess nodded. Erik immediately hugged the Goddess tightly. Spilling the flavor that saved her from yesterday. Can't hide the tears in her eyes. He cried at the Goddess. 

The goddess gently rubbed Erik's back which trembled violently. He hopes after this Erik can really take it off. Take her away. And start opening my heart to other women. The goddess really hopes that Erik can be happy later. 

Destiny sometimes feels joking with us. Strike the udders of feelings without caring about the pain caused by them. But God always has a way for the destiny of each of his people. May soon recover for a heart that is being broken by circumstances. 

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"Are we not too outrageous to let the Goddess marry Edgar pa?" 

Bu Novi asked her husband who was now sitting looking at the flower garden in the back of his house. Enjoy a cup of tea and some biscuits in the afternoon. 

"Mama knows until now Edgar still considers Goddess like Risa. Because of the nature of the Goddess who is similar to Risa. Does Edgar not have the slightest love for the Goddess?" Tanya Bu Novi looked at her husband who was listening to her words. 

"All will be well ma. Papa sees his true Edgar's love with the Goddess but is unaware. He lost to his own selfishness who considered the Goddess like Risa." 

Said Mr. Cakra reassuring his wife. 

Bu Novi breathed her hp and showed her husband a video. 

Video showing the Goddess with Erik who was hugging at the park. 

"Did not the Goddess deserve someone who loves her sincerely? Like Erik Salim's son." 

"Calm down ma. After marriage, they will be together more often. As his time went on Edgar would surely realize how sincere his Goddess was to him." 

"Remember ma, love can defeat all selfishness of the heart." Breaking up Cakra sir who was nodded by Bu Novi. 

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