I'm the Forgotten One

Stop off.

...Be yourself because you are valuable. There is never a person like you and you are always loved by Him with the same love....

...– Sister M. Fransita, FCh –...

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“You mean, you'll be lectured in Beijing, right? Wow, cool, Tha!”

“You are as crazy as daddy mommy!” Agatha directly pushed onto Alzio's body.

“No, sorry, I was just kidding. But if I think the situation is different, it might be more fun,” said Alzio laughing, but he immediately shut up after waking up as soon as he saw the expression of his cousin's face that continued sour and almost exploded. “Mmm...so you want how?”

“Yes not how-how, so lohhh! You think I'm going to want them? Nope! Not gonna. They'll regret it for life if they keep forcing me.”

“Then, what do you want?”

“You really need to know what I'm going to do? What's your business for that?”

Alzio was silent for a moment, then exhaled regularly. Talking with Agatha made her have to show a patient attitude of love so that Agatha could be destroyed. Alzio then said, “Tha, I'm really worried about you anyway. I can only pray and give you advice. You want to hear, that's better. If you think it is useless, in the future do not feel guilty for your actions and actions later. It's all in your own hands. Indeed, human love is limited, they cannot love us completely. They cannot love us forever. The love they have will fade with time. So too with our parents. Not that they don't love us, but they can't love us perfectly. And, one thing you must be really bored, and I know that. I always wanted to say that Jesus loves us. Only He is capable and able to give perfect love. I, as your cousin, really want to one day realize how COOL that sentence is.” Alzio then held both of his cousins' shoulders, trying to give understanding of the great love of God. Agatha looked at whether the long sentence expressed by Alzio could be absorbed. Ah, it seems that Agatha's brain and mind capacity are not very good at absorbing them.

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In the afternoon, Agatha was asleep in her room. Alzio goes into the room and searches for Agatha's phone. He realized that this was unusual because it concerned his cousin's privacy, but he was forced to do so. He searches for Dirgo's contacts, then copies Dirgo's number to his cell phone. He quickly returned because Agatha was squirming a little.

Upon arrival at the room he occupied, Alzio sent a short message to Dirgo.

“Hallo..meet me at cafe XY. Now!”

Alzio immediately changed clothes, snatching his wallet lying on the nightstand. Not to forget he said goodbye to Bi Momon who was struggling with his cooking utensils in the kitchen. He went in Agatha's car.

While Dirgo was just done with his painting tools, his phone rang once. There's a message coming in there. Dirgo immediately opened the message. The first thing he saw was a new number without a profile photo as an identifier.

“New number? About who met this afternoon?” ask him to yourself. He put his phone back, a little ignore the contents of the message on his phone.

“Ehh but I think there's something important. Yes already, I will meet him now after finishing the bath,” murmured while cleaning and tidying up his painting equipment.

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It's been almost an hour since Alzio waited for Dirgo's arrival. The cappuccino latte he ordered was almost toilet. As he stood up, his phone rang. In a message, Dirgo asks where he is. He immediately replied to the message by mentioning its features as well.

“Loh! This isn't Agatha's cousin, is it? Alzio, right?” dirgo asked a little surprised because the person he met was a cousin of the girl he loved.

“Yes, you really. Please sit!” Alzio invited Dirgo to sit down.

“Thanks. Oh yeah, why didn't I meet?” ask Dirgo.

“Mmm before, sorry, yes. There's something I want to talk about..”

“Seat. I like to share and like to listen also of course,” said Dirgo with a little chuckle.

“It's a bit personal. Do you mind?” alzio asked again to confirm his interlocutor.

“What's the problem?”

“It's about Agatha, my cousin.”.

“Dia why?” There was a frantic hue emanating from Dirgo's face. “He's fine, right?”

“Yes as you saw yourself. He is a lot of burden of mind because of the problem of the same aunt. That night, he came home drunk. I know my cousin never drank alcohol. You know, he came home with his own car. I got worried high level..”.

Dirgo took a long breath. “Actually, if about him who was drunk, I know.” Dirgo deliberately hung his sentence. Alzio looked at Dirgo with an astonished look.

“What do you mean?”

“Yes, that malem is me who anter him home. I accidentally met him in the parking lot of the club. He fell down next to his car. Yes, I was worried and took the initiative to drive him home. I don't want him why-why on the street drunk.”

“So you're the one who anter him home? I thought he was driving himself. Mercifully. Thanks, yes,” said Alzio. He was relieved after hearing Dirgo's explanation.

“That should have been what I did,” replied Dirgo while developing a smile.

DEG!! Dirgo's heart is pounding. It becomes a misbehavior in a few seconds. He was worried that Alzio was against him. But on second thought, throughout the conversation, Alzio had never shown any dislike towards her in the slightest. He then replied, “why do you ask that?”

“Yes as a fellow guy, I can read everything you do to Agatha. Your gaze at him really shows that you put your heart on my poor cousin.”

“Mmm sorry, i..” Dirgo has not had time to finish his speech, immediately refuted by Alzio.

“No apologies,” Alzio chuckles, then pats Dirgo's shoulder gently. “Kalo you really-repeated to fall for him, chase. Pursue the dapet. I really support you both. I also want to ask you for help, please make his heart melt. I think you can help me. I'm afraid he's going to kill himself again.”

Dirgo was stunned for a moment, then smiled. There was a sense of relief in his heart as Alzio supported him. “Gue is still waiting for the right time. I was afraid he would be upset because of me. I also try to help you with what you mean. Thanks, sister-in-law candidate, hahaha.”

Alzio and Dirgo laughed together. There is a funny feeling if Alzio becomes the brother-in-law of Dirgo, whose age is indeed equal.

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The night does not appear to present beautiful objects that decorate it as usual and the clouds are a little cloudy. Agatha pensively hung near her window as she stared at the overcast sky. His heart wanders everywhere. He was busy thinking, fighting his mind, what would he do? He had plans to run away from home, but where? There's no way he's going to Memey's house, to Maria's, to Stevanie's, and there's no way he's going to Dirgo's house or Yadi's. If it was to his brother's house, they would definitely send him back home. Bodo is great, he thought.

Agatha approached her wardrobe and began to open it. He took his suitcase to carry all the clothes in the closet, but it was not enough to hold all his clothes. Agatha was confused. His clothes are all good because they are from a well-known brand and he wants to bring everything, but this is not the right step if he leaves. As a result Agatha made it a priority to break up her confusion. He polled which clothes he should bring and which clothes he should leave behind. Not to forget he also put in a set of makeup tools, because it is a weapon of the Eve. Even though she stopped, she still had to look beautiful, she thought.

After finishing packing, Agatha felt innate was still too much. Stop by with a suitcase, it's not like stopping by. There is precisely similar to traveling outside the city or being camping Rohani. Agatha was forced to unpack her suitcase which had been arranged with luggage before. This time, wear a backpack. All the luggage in the suitcase he moved and compacted into a backpack.

“Goodbye, all my past (all my past),” murmured with a big, satisfied smile. He then stepped out of his room. Before descending, he still peered around, making sure the state of his house was quiet. Turns out the house is pretty quiet. He immediately came down with a step. Alzio has been in his room since he met Dirgo. He was playing his guitar by singing his favorite song. The lyrics of the song were like no stranger to Agatha's ears.

“When the ocean roars, a living storm hits me. Thy rock is firm, there I take shelter. It is the love of God that is eternal, cool to water my soul, Christ Jesus the savior of my life.”.

“Mmm, church song,” murmured Agatha while walking out. Arriving in front of his house, Agatha only needed to put a smile or glare her eyes at Mang Judas. When Mang Judas asked him where he was going, he answered enough to want to visit the neighbor's house, he thought.

Agatha walked alone. I was afraid because it was already night. He stopped a taxi passing in front of him. The place he wanted to visit right now was the club he visited when he was, the club that got him sober. At this time he intends to enjoy dugem and have fun without drinking.

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Agatha observed some punk kids who were going up and down prancing on stage enjoying the beat of music. He remembered his three new friends. That means the three punk kids who returned their bags the other day. After a long time Agatha observed, she finally realized too and immediately recognized that the three punk children who were at the club the other day.

“Si sister bright purple hair..” murmured Agatha. “It turns out they come here often?” I don't know why Agatha didn't feel as scared as when she first met. He actually felt interested in the three punk children, interested in making them as his new friends.

“Why can they dance around like a carefree madman? Is that as happy as the life they live?” murmured Agatha again. Without a second thought, Agatha joined them. It might look cool if he has a new friend, the punk kid.

“Heii, little sister,” greet Andrew once see Agatha. He wanted to laugh at Agatha's unreasonable dance moves. Just shake.

“Underground music is crazy, yes!” shout Agatha.

“Heh, why are you here? This is not your place, son mami!” snapped Bernard.

“Bodo! You know what my sister's about my mom? The child who complies with the wishes of his parents, huh? Huh, I have no business with such things!”

“Obviously, mommy's sulking son,” Cath whispered to Andrew. “Later will also be back again as a child mommy if the mood is normal.”

“What are you talking about, sister? Speaking of me, huh?” Agatha stopped dancing and suddenly turned to Cath.

“Nothing. Udah ah..malas!” Cath then walked out of the crowd and walked towards where the drinks were. Andrew and Bernard walked behind him. Agatha would not follow them either. In the crowd there was no one he knew, other than the three of them. He was only interested in the three punk kids.

“Don't follow us on, dong!” snapped Cath on Agatha. Agatha was silently stunned from being yelled at like that, but she tried to remain calm. It's only natural that he was yelled at. No one in this world loves him anymore, he thought. Bernard then took out a pack of cigarettes, and took the contents of a stick. He also shared it with two other friends, Andrew and Cath.

“I just want to pesen drink kok, Kak,” said Agatha responded to the Cath clash. He sat down next to the smiling Andrew.

“You want?” Andrew offered Agatha a cigarette.

“Ngak, Sis. Thanks. I'm not a smoker,” replied Agatha a little sniffy. Andrew and Cath just looked at each other and laughed at the same time.

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“Cupit, watch The Nun, yuk.” Alzio had just finished taking a bath, climbed upstairs and went into Agatha's room to take her to watch. He brought his laptop and also some snacks he bought when he came home from outside.

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To be continued…